25 july.

actually i didnt want to attend school today! but someone forced me! (x well im glad i came. had chemistry practical. I SIMPLY LOVE CHEM PRACT! look at the pretty pictures i took. lol. i like the green flame! haha i had a hard time taking those pictures ok! i had to ask Jocelyn to keep a look out for mrs. chia while i secretly take those pictures. i had to be fast too. hehs. after chem was recess! well i didnt eat, i went up to read my book. when the bell rang i didnt go to hall, stayed in class. english was funny. mr koh was talking about how to write a good essay. and being shihui she asked alot of sick questions that relates to sex, rape etc etc. hahahahah! oh yeah and we were doing our math corrections as well. after english was math. had a test. walao first two questions dont know how to do already! zzzzzzz! lol. but the rest can handle, i got all sorts of fnny answers. dots hopefully i'm right. assembly. didnt pay much attention to it. hehs. yeah, boring talk. ohh i was considering wheather or not to attend amath. then kim told us, NO AMATH! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! had my lunch in school. after which went foyer. watched shihui and naz play chess. hahas. then took a bus 33 with naz to queensway, had to collect my dress. (: walked there, quite long. naz wanted to get two pendants but he had to wait for his dad to transfer him money which is at 3pm. left queensway at 2.30pm took 195 and then walked home. took a nap. woke up bathed and got ready. meeting a friend to watch batman, the dark knight. he had two free large combo popcorn. and i told him to use one only, but he wanted to use two. so fine! (: in the end couldnt finish. (: last 30 mins i wanted to use the toliet BADLY! lol. met naz after my movie. ARGGHHHHHHHHHH i saw a bag from newurbanmale ! FREAK! i LOVE IT! oh my gosh! $189! ARGHHHHHHH! so expensive! BUT I WILL GET IT! two weeks time! WOOOOOOOTS! hrmms we walked three rounds around the damn building. i mean 3 BIG rounds. HAHAHAH! because all the shopping mall was closed so i didnt know how to walk. hahaha. going out with naz and i, the outting will always turn out this way. LOST. hahhahah. thank god my stm not so bad. i can remember places. but i didnt walk that path before, usually i would walk inside the mall to get to somewhere else, so i didnt know how to get to the destination we wanted to go, esplanade. from there we wanted to go lau pa sa to eat. but we spen hours walking finding the damn esplande, finally gave up and went to this food stalls beside DXO. my friend got his brother to send him home by bike. naz and i took a cab home. reached home at 2.15AM. bathed and went to bed.

well, i think somethings in life, when you want it your way, you always dont get it. i showed care and love as a friend, and yet he doesnt care about me. words that you said, even though you think it doesnt hurt anyone, well it indirectly does. just trying to be there for you, but it seems like you dont even need me. being there for a friend whom you love, but he does not care. love turns to dislike, i dont think i can plant hatred for you, i simply love you too much. tsk, everyone changes, i guess you choose to change into who you are now. i dont wish to cry over you anymore, i dont see why is there a need to. i freaking hell hope y0u get to taste your own medicien in future! i believe in karma. and i hope it happens on you. if you say im evil, well take a good look at yourself. ! -.-

weets, i had my say and i feel better (: like some people say. it's not good to bottle up your emotions, if you do so, you'll probably explode one day. dont run away from troubles, eventually you have to deal with them all.! well some people have their ways of vending their anger. i prefer to write it down or post it in my blog. if i were to write it down, i would tear them up soon after. it makes me feel better. and if you dont like me posting in my blog then get the freaking hell out of my blog. (im controlling, not to use vulgarities) nobody asked you to read it.