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11:25 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008 i've been repeating this to myself ALOT of times. "thou shall not hate" and it really helps. anw. went to holland to get naz his chess set. 2nd part of his birthday gift. WOOO, today's REALLY HUMID! walked all the way to take a 198. i had alot of feelings going through my mind today. but i wont post it. if not it'll cause unnecessary attention and misunderstanding. after tuition went to mac for the toilet then walked around. went for POA tuition. i made a new friend today. Tricia. She's bisexual. yeah. and she's not afraid to admit it. lol. talked throughout the whole POA lesson. anw, she's yi wen's friend. from the same primary school. she actually lent me her ss notes for me to photocopy. :D hrmms. after tuiton walked over to redhill. wanted to board the train BUT kunkun told me to meet her at the taxi stand to cab to expo. i was like, if we were to take a train, we would reached there about the same time as cabbing there. but she wanted to cab. so ok lo. near $30 NEH! so ex. i must make sure i pay her back. service was awesome. kunkun said pastor kong was hot. and i have to agree. HAHA! sermon was awesome. i learnt ALOT! (: after service i headed over to botanic garden. alighted the train at city hall, walked over to the esplanade and took a bus 77 there. wanted to find saga seeds. SO DARK AND SCARY! haha. i had a little bit of fear. because when i walked halfway the path ahead were not lighted up. so it's VERY dark. i didnt take that route. i went to the path which had lights. (: when i finally found the angsana tree. there wasnt any seeds around. ARGH! effort WASTED! so i went home. took 123 to bukit merah interchange and then 273. When things gets tough. When my world crumbles. When everyone around me starts leaving. I thought it was meaningless to carry on. My heart was shattered. But yet i choose to hang on to You Word. The bible is like a book of encouragement to me. Matthew 6:25 "Therefor I say to you, do not worry about your life" Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it." "Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it." When there was nobody there to hear my sarrows, to be there for me. You were always there to heal me. Even when memories flashes and the world starts to hurt me even more everyday. I choose to say I will hang on to Your Word. And when i believe. You healed me. When friends around me starts to stray away. You never once left me alone. I was once lost and broken. But You took my hand and showed me that I was never alone. I choose to surrender everything. I choose to leave the world behind. I dont want to leave you for the world anymore. I want to stick with You for all of eternity. My heart cries out for You. Jesus, You're all that I need. words spilled @ 11:25 PM /
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