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12:48 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008 today was just awesome. did a paper on physics, i felt demoralize because most of the questions i know how to do but i forgot. ): yeah. i felt really stressed out that i almost broke down. i felt as if i couldnt make it. yeah then i went for cell group. everything changed. ming hui preached about the 4 test in life. 1. the pressure test. 2. the people test 3. the persistence test and 4. the priority test. im really glad that i came for cell group, it was a real tremendous blessing for me. my mind set about things about people changed. it was really like WOW. i mean, i used to think about what i want and i must have i dont care about other things around me, no matter how hard i try to let other stuff in my life, i just cannot bring myself to let go of the one im holding on. when ming hui preached about that certain point. i begin to feel that God is telling me to let go and He was helping me. i began to open up my heart to the other stuffs. i felt the burden that was in my heart being lifted away. i felt that i could be myself once again, i felt that my heart was completely healed. i thought i would never get out of that state, not able to be myself due to the hurts in life. now im finally free, the feeling is just beautiful. she pray and laid hands on me. God spoke to her to tell me and i will never in my life forget those words. it's like everything that God spoke is referring to all my hurts in life and all the doubts i had. what He said really changed me. i felt so loved. i felt that God did not forget me at all. (: and i thanked Him alot. i cried my heart out like there's no tomorrow. the feelings i had was really, wow. after cell group meeting i feel less nervous for O levels. have faith, believe and you will receive. (: well i think the only person that knows me inside out is Him. it was a life changing experience. one i would never forget. well i felt so much HAPPIER i laughed my head out during fellowship. I LOVE MY CELL GROUP MEMBERS! (: there are like awesome people ! (: hehs. after cell group i went to to get a gift for my mortal with jean and serene. wooooo, took me quite a long while to fine something nice ! (: hehs. yups after which i went to meet naz, walked to river valley road and then took a bus to bukit merah. walked home from there. (: i LOVE LOVE LOVE today. and most of all. I LOVE JESUS. words spilled @ 12:48 AM /
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