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1:51 AM
Saturday, March 29, 2008


HEHES! TODAY WAS FUN! FUNNY! okok firstly i was suppose to meet jocelyn at far east at 2.30 pm. 1.00 she sms-ed me saying she just left house (i was like shit she gonna be early. lols.) so erms, i still left house at 1.30 ((: oh and i went to get my hair cut and went to queensway shopping centre to get my contact lense before going far east, after that i went home to get ready.i left house and i waited for my damn bus for so long!!! like 15 mins or so! man made me like 5-10 mins late. but it's ok i think she reached at 2.15 hehe made her wait. suddenly i felt taller (cause of my heels) my highest heel. heh also not so high. i was one head taller than her! LOL! happiness. i feel tall for once. so i stepped in. first thing i saw was him. MY GOSH! ! WTF! i was like. WTF! why so suay.! Fuckin Basturd. he kept pulling me wanting to talk. then i say faster, and he was like. nothing to say so i left. fucking gay shit. anw so i walked around with joce. got a formal wear for Samuel and Roy! MY GOD! 100 bucks altogether! $.$ yeah i was broke. but i like samuel's one dirty green. ok the second piece was 50% off, but still it was a 100 in total! MY GOSH! ok. next we went up to level three to get ani's shirt and marline's yellow pouch! ((: WOO almost done for April babies! and we ended early. ohh naz sms-ed me while i was at home. to catch a movie with roy and him. yeah 5.25 but i told him to meet at 6 instead. cause i thought i would end late. joce didnt wanted to come along as she had to meet randi to collect randi's phone. yups. and when i shopped finish, it was only 3pm! then joce wanted to eat, so we went to the 4th floor to eat hananese chicken rice. i didnt eat as i had lucnh before leaving my house. (i plate 4.50 dollars leh! so expensive! paid 2 bucks more for more cucumber! lol.) i dont know what so great about that chicken rice anyway, it tasted normal. then i sms-ed naz telling him i'll meet them at 525 instead at jp. we were early and im left with diana's gift to buy. so we went to cine's more than words, but couldn't find anything. then went heeren. OHHH and i remembered i forgot that i need to pluck my eyebrown. we were halfway up the eacalator when i remembered. so we went down, back to far east. because i only pluck there and nowhere else. ((: and it will always be the same lady plucking for me ((: yeah. so walked back far east, quite far. plucked quite long then left for the mrt station. OH MY GOSH it was 5 plus plus. lols. alex calle saying h could make it for the movie. so YEAH! good. i met him at raffles place. joce was going to randi's house, so she alighted at queensway. alex and i was telling her, you go to her place, get on the bed with her and do lesbian stuff. be sure to take a video with high quality and zoomed in to both your face and we shall post it to the internet. hehe. yes she got off and we still have a long way to go before reaching jp. yeah. hrmms we reached it was 6pm. yeah. wanted to watch rule #1 BUT morontic (i invented a new word, lol) alex didnt bring his bus pass and ic, so we couldnt watch, instead we went to watch step up 2. we kept talking bad about naz yesterday. when we were inside the cinema naz was saying you cant see me(beacuse he was wearing black and he's a black) so i said, you see something even more black moving that's naz. LOL. movie was nice ((: after the movie we walked around. i was looking for a birthday card. but couldnt find any so i got a slipper and wrote on it. lols. okok one more funny thing. as we walked out of the cinema back to the shopping centre, one part was dark then i could only see naz's teeth and eyes, white. HAHAHAH so funny! started laugh then we laughed. basically the whole outting we laughed all the way. and we imagine the senceario of a girl got rape by a bangla but could only see his teeth and eyes. lols. then she went to report to the police, so they asked " could you decribe the person who raped you?" she said "i could only see white eyes and teeth" LOL. yeah funny after a long walk around we went home. roy took a bus and three of us took the train, i was last to alight. waited for mummy at tion bus stop, she dont want me to go home so late at night. yeah. went home bathed facebook abit and then slept at 1 plus plus plus close to 2. hehe today was really funny loved it.
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10:37 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008

hehe. it's a bit too early for me to start my post BUT! i wanna put down all the things i want to get so that this saturday i will get ((: from yesterday's post to today;s post, oh and i got all the clothes i wanted to get from the previous posts ((:


this is a Zip Up Jacket, from papergirlsshop.blogspot.com, $25.90 ! YES! i want ((: heheheh. shall have to wait until this next sat T^T
this Cany Cardigan is from papergirlsshop.blogspot.com, cost $26.90 (i wanted to blue one actually, but sold T^T)
OK! I NEED TO GET ONE MORE PIECE TO BE A MEMBER! ((: HEHs can enjoy two dollars off neh. ((:
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10:00 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008






gosh i think i done too much online shopping. i think i spent like $98.40 on clothes! shit, better stop. anw. I LOVE THAT SHIRT! NAME : Peter Pan From : jitandjessica.livejournal.com BUT IT'S OUTTA STOCK, i sent an email askin if there is like re-stock, waiting for their reply. hopefully they do. ok today im going for easter at expo. after which i'll come home and complete my homework. yeah. i was lazy ytd. i think i had my whoe day on facebook. man. yeah suppose to complete all. now im left with two paper 2 math and one english and test. WAH! okok.today's outfit will be yellow spongebob shirt, white skinnes and grey jacket, casual wear ((: decided like a week ago. lol. I LOVE THAT SHIRT )): shall continue later. loves loves



MAN I LOVE THE GREY ONE! from grannycupboard.livejournal.com, onli $18 bucks!! i cant wait for this weekend's pocket money ((: hehe! all three pictures are from the korean style.



pretty? man I LOVE IT! it's from grannycupboard.livejournal.com, and it's only $17( for one that is) ! gosh!
okok time to type out what happen today. ok i went for easter service, it was fantastic! after which we went to the carnival next door. i ate $3 pasta, i couldnt finish, so as torance was talking to his friends, my opportunity came, i scoop mine and left it in his container. lols. and eventually i finished with the help of myself! hahas. yars and i played along with my new female friends, honestly i forgotten all their names, except for sarah. LOL! because they had no english name, and i forot. ohh well. anw i race douglus in this infaltable race course, which i won. (actually he won cos he waited for me. LOL) BUT i came out first ok! yeah. then left. ((: fun day. really. exciting it was.
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1:27 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008

okok today. pretty busy shopping online. wait i really wanta red billabong bagpack! oh my gosh! i saw it at bugis!!!!!!!!!!! plain red! WHEEE so pretty. then one black billabong word! maybe tml g get. hehes. think i'll go great world check out if they got sell also. ((: 59. alright right? love that bag. yeah i bought quite a few things online. wait tml i'll be paying then. they got this last piece of shirt i want to get i sent them an email. hopefully they still have it ! and sell it to me!! wait there's also another pice of shirt i want to get. hopefully they still have it. yeah. hope hope hope. ((: okok im off to do my homework. :D so many to do la.





this is what i've ordered.
truth #3, $19 from indiesin.livejournal.com

and still got but i cannot find the site anymore. AWW. ohh wel..
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5:40 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008


thank you very much. thanks to you i think that life isn't what it seems like. i learnt that everyone has two faces, friends? i guess i wont have one. love? all my love was a lie. yes a lie. i starved weeks to save and to buy what you wanted, that was a lie. i abandon everyone for you, that's a lie two. through this one year we've been together it was a lie. ok so relationship's over, choke me? why dont you just choke me to death im a monster who is only out there to destroy love. i dont feel like living. im wondering, why do people try so hard to change the world? they'll all die some day so why borther to try. in my life i learnt that whatever happens i want to be happy. YOU PULLED EVERYTHING DOWN! you showed me that in this world of happiness i lived in was and is a lie. everyone have two faces. my friends, my close and closest friend, they may be wearing a mask too. i never once doubted in any of my friends, but thanks to you, i did. i just want to be happy, i just want everyone to be ok with me, but some people out there are just too curel. they pretend to be nice to me, then i found out it was a lie. behind my back they say things about me. i never want to know all these, even if anyone asked me if i want to know what they are saying about me, i'll just say no. because i want to live a simple and happy life. i want to fulfill my dreams and die happily, and all those talks about me that i didnt know and didnt want to know, it doesn't matter because im dead. everytime i dont want to hear things, some how it will get into my ears. it hurts what my friends are saying about me. i learnt to trust only myself. he scolded me, dont be navie, you think your friends are good to you? whether my friends are putting on a mask doesnt matter, at least they dont make me cry! they say a human heart is the most scariest thing on earth. i have to agree. the valerie, happy and cheerful is dead. i no longer live that life. i've learn alot things. everyone cares only about themselve, for me. im stupid and consider myself dumb, because i care about my friends more than i care for myself. why is this world so black? i dont mind living this lie until i die, at least i'll die happy. say what they want about me, i no longer care. i was trying my best to get everyone not to dislike me. but even if they dont, they talk behind my back. i hate everyone. i live in darkness. once a happy young child who has a heart not to herself but to others. now, a dead, heartless person who no longer trust anyone and no longer will be. i just wish to die, but i dont wish to suicide, it's a crime. i just hope really soon i'll die of somthing. i dont know what that is, but iwant it. i feel pain in my heart, i try to confort myself, but it's no use, something inside me keeps telling me that this world is nothing but a lie. i cant stop crying, it just hurts too much. who will understand this pain, maybe God can.
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OH GOSH I WANNA GET THAT SHIRT!
4:49 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008

hrmms. ok today alex didnt come to school! sad-ed. )): alone yet again. now watching kungfu dunk. so far it's ok lars. hrmms. anw today was boring, what am i saying. everyday in school is boring. yars. hrmms yeah after school had chinese atp. she only read the passages. so no work. had geog homework, math and enlish. yeah slowly do lor. next wk then hand in somemore. god arh. geog tmk hand in. but i copying shuman's work. hehehehheheh! anw, after chinese atp left. realise my wallet not with me, called mclyne and asked her to go back class and check for me. found it. thanked god. yars. ((: thanks to kim shi hui and linda i had 90 cents to board the bus. so dumb im in school uniform cannot pay 55 cents because i dont have my card. yeah. so from bukit merah i walked home. yars.





yea i really want this top. i'm gonna get it tml. ((: hopefully it's still in stock. ((: hehe.



after the kungfu dunk i'll take a nap. ((:



oh my gosh i want to get puli grandma face mask (lemon & red wine) and the care smoothing make up cream(x3) from : http://www.papergirlsshopspree.blogspot.com/ ! guess i have to buy it on Saturday! yeah.!


eeek i want this shirt from papergirlsshop.blogspot.com )): i dunno when can get this maybe this sat.



weird dream #04



ok this is not a werid dream, curse this dream. because of this i woke up late. i set my alarm at 5.30 because i wanted to get up early and reached school early. but i didnt had snooze, means i slept through out. good thing my maid woke me up at 6.50. i dreamt that my alarm rang. i looked at the clock it was 3 plus in the morning. my brother woke up as well. i asked him why he woke up so early, it's only 3 plus am. i told him to go back to bed, and so did i. i slept so peaefully. until my maid woke me up and asked if i was going to school. i said yars and rushed to get dressed. ((:

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homework day!
8:28 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008

ehs. yesterday i did chemistry homework. spent like 1hour doing both worksheets. yars and im left with two cluster papers of math. one cluster paper of english. one worksheet of comprehension. and one worksheet on geography. (which i didnt know it was geog worksheet, i thought it was english.) ohh well. anw i did paper one for both the cluster mah papers. i haven start on my english yet. yikes. geog, i'll copy tomorrow. yes tml's gonna be a busy day for me. i have to complete two english worksheet and two paper 2 math worksheet. i woke up at 9.40 this morning. had big breakfast ((: then started on my homework at 12. completed two paper one math then had a nap until 2.30. left house to his place. reached at 3.30 left at 5.30. had to get clear contact lense. holland every spect shop closed. so went tiong. they dont sell a pair so went queens. got my lense and ear stick so we left. took 100 bus and walked home. think i reached home like 8.20pm which i have to study for my ss test tml and sew my skirt! ARH! zzz. so many things to do. better hurry.
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wesley's party.
9:20 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008

today.... went over to his place and slack, took bus 7 to town because i wanna get the heart-printed shaped hoodie (from seventeen mag) but no stock! I WAS DEPRESSED! (the shop name was depression) gosh the hoodie was so cute i wanted to get because it's rainbow! happy colours and the shop is called Depression. lols. ok so went to take to buy my cardigan from Fox. went there they didnt have cause they said that not all Fox shop sells the same thing. so went plaza sing cause that's the only nearest Fox. walked down, didnt take too long to reach. walked round and round to look for that shop but couldnt find, until finally. bought a size p. (partial small) the smallest. cause they dont have size 1. it fits me just right. then dardar left, i was with kim waiting for alex. he just left house and his gonna take a cab down. hrmms. when he reached we headed down to fort canning park. there wasnt much people. kim, alex and me was the only NA people, the rest was from express. later brendon came. kim, alex and me played pool. played two rounds and went to play mahjong with sandy. we only played one round and left because kim had to leave early. so we left at 8.15pm. wesley was drunk. lols. took a few pictures with him. yars. i took 124 from plaza sing side. kim took 190 from park mall. and alex took mrt because he wanted to walk home. lols. hopefully no prositude calls out for him. that's was it.
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WHICH ONE?
9:43 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008

among all which do you think is pretty? ((:

furisode kimono, $248.26

furisode kimono, $413.76

furisode kimono, $331.01

furisode kimono, $331.01

furisode kimono, $179.30

furisode kinomo, $413.76

furisode kimono, $482.72
furisode kimono, $90.


kinomo, $125


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another day.
10:13 AM



hrmms. i left house at 11 plus to meet him and off we go to bugis because i wanted to get some stuff there. ok we reached, first thing first, i went to get the hello kitty sling pouch. there was only one left and it was on display. the front of the pouch was clean except the back which was a little bit dirty. i didnt know if i should buy or not. and since i know myself so well, i decided to buy. if i dont buy i'll be home thinking about it and eventually head down to bugis again just for that poych. i paid at a cheaper price because it was dirty. $17. ((: later i went to get my chocolate mirror. $6.90. went to had lunch, we couldn't decide where to eat because everywhere was full so we went to e food court. i had unagi don while he had terriyaki chicken don. yum yum ((: then walked around. i didnt want to go bugis, firstly it was raining. secondly, it was really crowded. so we walked around bugis. went to fox. wth nowadays salesgirls are like wth. ok so i picked out two shirts and fold it back nicely and place it back nicely. when i want to take out another one. this salesgirl came up to me with that wth pissed off face and said it's all on display. and i was like i only see the one i was gonna pick out on display, which she showed me. yars. i didnt apologise ((: but i saw this jacket i really want to get! man i have to wait until this saturday! yars and the salesgirl had so much eye liner! so black and still not pretty at all! lols. and so we left. went to his place to watch water horse. watched halfway i went to sleep. woke up and watched the rest of it. not bad ((: i like the ending only where the water horse was set free to the ocean, and never was seen again. yars. then i had dinner at his place. his mum cooked curry chicken, it was ok not too bad. lols. after which we went to vivo. saw mclyne and jen how! hehs. but they were leaving already so we bid them good bye. yars. walk walk walk i saw so many things i like. i shall list them in my wishlist! oh and if i cant get a kimono in japan i'll get it from vivo at a push cart store. $108. hehes. then went home. ((:
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BORING
8:57 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008

ehs today was VERY boring. i stayed home the whole day. tried to sleep at 4pm in the afternoon but cant i dont know why. yars. ((: anyway you wont want to hear my day out also. yars.

weird dream #04 (part 1)

ok. there's part one and part two. why? because i woke up in the middle of the night so there's two dream ((: ok so here's how it goes. i dreamt i was in an LRT with alex and naz. they were very quiet. too quiet i should say. and my hands had dog shit! ARH! ok just a bit. yars. then we were going to e shopping mall to get dog soap handwash, that's stupid because i can use normal handwash and yet i still went down to get that dog soap handwash. hahs. i think the reason was because it's DOG shit so use DOG soap handwash. anw when we reached i hurried out to get the handwash then i saw a lady trimming her dog's fur, so i just stood there and stare. ohh yars and the mall was like for dogs. there's like shos for dogs and haircut shop for dogs as well. lols. mclyne will sure to love this place. ((: yars and so i woke up.

weird dream #04 (part 2)

hrmms. ok so i went back to sleep. this time i dreamt that whoever i dislike regardless whether i know that person or not, he/she will end up with an accident. cool. yeah later this man came up to me and said that there's a female child spirit following me and it cause all this to happen. i was like oh my gosh! scared! hehs. and he said he could help me get rid of her. so i asked how, he said i have to dig up her grave and get her belt. belt?! lols. ok. i just want her to leave me. so i took a cab down with some unknown friend, it was like at night. even more scary! when we reached i think there was only her grave there. it was a hill and her grave was ontop of the hill. we dug we dug, havent reached the coffin yet i woke up. PHEW! if not i'll die of heart attack. lols.

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listening compreh
12:03 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008


oh man have to wake up like 7 in the morning just for a 30 mins listening compre.! yars. at the end of listening, there she goes again! TALK TALK TALK! lols. then had chinese atp at 10 all the way to 12.15 so long. whole day been doing compo. yars. then went bugis with shuman and mclyne. on the bus ride to bugis we talked alot about jen how, and i know something about him! HAHAH! yars and about shuman ex and current wei ming. and my junda. yaya. blah blah blah. lols. we walked around bugis junction onli. as it was raining we didnt went bugis street. sadded. wah i saw this hello kitty sling pouch. so cute! i wanna get! $18 bucks going back on thursday hopefully they still have it. mclyne also getting it ((: yars im getting a chocolate mirror too! hehs! $6.90. hehs. pray pray pray. i want it since i cant get the pouch at bugis. yars we just kept walking. then we went to hotel wanted to use the toliet. the security guard said " no students with uniform allowed" i was like this is not an arcade. and we wanted to use the toilet onli! lol. then we went pets lover. stayed there for quite long then left. ((: went home. shuman was pissed with pei jun because she never answer her calls. and last min said she doesnt want to go training. lols. shuman was complaining saying that now have bf dont want to go out with them anymore. lols. yars. ((:
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MOCK EXAM!
11:43 AM
Monday, March 10, 2008

today's e mock exam. i was very reluctant to get out of bed. but still i have too. met yi wen at 8am. reached there on time. we had to tuck in our shirts because yang meh meh was checking. yars. because of her i didnt have enough time to finish re-writing my compo. so messy! nvm. we had a ten mins break. i shared rice chicken patty and egg with kim. yars. ook the second paper ended. she talked to much abt o level! i was like wth man! shut up already. ohh before the paper start she asked us to check the number of pages. it must be continueous. so it's like 9, 10, 13, 14,15 something like that. so where's 11 and 12? she said it was the answers anyone wants to buy? $500. i was like zzz. stupid joke. so everything ended. she was there talking and said what mou mou (i think it's spelled this way. touch ((: ) ni de liang xing. the teacher spent so much efford in teaching you you can sleep and laugh about it. ni mou mou ni the liang xing wen wen zhi zi, kan ni hai ke yi xiao de chu lai ma! LOL on the way out alot of people were laughing. ok so after which we head down to suntct. kim, naz, alex and me. erms alex board the 196 we were in. so he didnt meet us in school first. yars. we reached there. naz wanted get wansiri somestuffed toy. so we went mini toons. he said it wasnt big enogh. so we went toys'r'us and got this huge bear for like 59.90! rich ass. then head down to marina and got this three small blue bear wrap like a flower. for i think 39.90. yes both of them are for wansiri birthday! 21 march! after that we went far east to get his blog friend birthday gift. he was like her taste and my taste are the same. i was like noboday has the same taste as me, and everyone has a different taste. yars. we walked through the first floor hell lot of time. then 5 came kim had to leave. yars so she left alone. alex got this cool zinc sling bag that looks like a crumple bag. and i got a free zinc card because he spent the amout neede to get a free card. lols. ok the cashier girl talk damn loud and rough! first time i come across a girl like her! she was saying bugis give the zinc card their hand writing is terrible and she can write better. and yes she has very lovely hand writing. ((: ok so we went level 3. got his blog friend two shirts and a pouch. total he spent $70 on her. i was like oh my gosh! on a blog friend! you dont even know her in real life. yeah i liked the pouch but it was the last one. i asked alex if the pouch fits the two tee. i was hoping he says no. but he said yes! LOL! if not i would have got that. yups then went pacific plaze. alex wanted to get wansiri e billabong jacket. but couldnt find a billabong shop. went stussy and saw this really cool leather jacket for lik $489.00. yars. after which we all went home. i took a 124 bus back. yars.
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10:50 AM
Saturday, March 8, 2008



hehes. ok today's eat-the-sushi BUFFET day. yups yups. lets begin. well yi wen was suppose to meet me below my block. yups i had a hard time dressing myself up. because later i'll be goin to suntct to buy a spongebob tee with him. yups. i told him i was going to have lunch with shi hui, yi wen and huan wei the day before. he was ok with it. this morning i think he got pissed off, i dont know why, and said he didnt want to go suntct anymore. i was like wth! i dress until so pretty in the end dont want to go. so i changed into a shirt and shorts. then i went down to meet yi wen. se was dressed in a jeans and green shirt. she said png and her were going to suntect IT fair later and asked if i want to join them. i was like oh man! YES! NO! ARH i dont know. she asked me to change into something better. but i was like if so im gonna take a hell lot of time. so i said nah i wont be going. then we took a 145 bus down to tanjong. we talked alot but i cant seemed to remember what we talk about. hehs. ok so we reched earlier than them. yi wen had blister on bot her feet so we walked to watson to get her plaster. called shi hui, SHE JUST LEFT HOUSE! oh gosh. then went to mrt station to get huan wei. png told us to go ahead first. and so we did. i ate 5 plates of sushi and a bowl of udon! GOS THE UDON MADE ME FULL! i should have known. if not i'll eat 15 plates of sushi. i was really hungry. ((: yars yi wen went to get png. later she confess! when we called her, she wasnt outta her house yet! but was in the toilet! ohh well nvm. ((: we laughed and enjoyed our food. later we left. png and yi wen took a bus while huan wei and i took a mrt. both of us alighted at bouna vista because he had to go home to pack for his takwando camp while i went to find him. yups. so that was my day. ((:

weird dream #02

this dream happened a few days back i think it was wednesday, 5th march. scary one ok! i dreamt mat selamat poster was on the floor i picked up and saw the police report saying that this terrorist on the lose if seen please contact us. then say like he used the helped of a pontinaka to escape. then the paper was missing from my hands. i was at te void deck by the way. suddenly this girl showed up and said she knows where the tree is (the pontinaka tree). we approach a metal wall. the wall where they keep people away from construction site. yars. there was a gap there. but i couldnt see what's there. because there was a huge tree blocking. the girl was behind me. i felt something was amiss. i turned. she was holding a knife wanting to kill me. oh gosh i held her two hands prventing her from attackint me. she pushed me to a bush and my two hands were holding on to her two hands. i screamed! HELP! HELP! the people at the void deck helped me. and i was saved. suddenly, a man pop out with a screw driver wanting to stab me. and again i held his two hands. i scream! HELP! HELP! nobody fought him off, one of the passer-by shouted saying the police is coming. but i dont see anything. the next thing i knew. i was in a lift with this girl. she was holding to a pair scissors. OH GOSH! another one. she said : " are you with them or with us?" then i realise all those people wanted to kill me because i knew mat selamat was on the lose and they want to kill me for knowing that. lol! both my hands were in the air forming a L shape. my voice was trembling, i said wit you with you, with fear. then the lift opened i ran out. then i woke up. LOL!

weird dream #03

ok this dream was rather weird. i had a malay boyfriend, and he looks like hardy (singapore idol) (weird i dont idolise him) except he is a bit more plum and macho and his half a head taller than me. ok so we were at a shopping centre. you now normal couple does, walk walk. and he was holding my hand. suddenly we were at a hawker centre and his younger sister was there, i dont know how i know it's his sister but it is. ((: ohh they were ordering chicken rice, they asked me if i wanted one too but i declined. then my stomach was grumbling. lol. stupid rejection! she started talking to me and said something which i cant seemed to remember. all i remembered is this she said : " you know flexible, can be bend " i replied : " i know what's flexible, im not stupid you know" with that stare, you know te stare when you cant stand it when someone is saying that you're stupid indirectly, but you're not. then she pushed her plate of chicken rice and she she didnt want to eat it anymore. ohh yes she was pissed! offended by me. lols. but i dont give a damn! ((:

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8:47 PM
Thursday, March 6, 2008

okokok. today's the second last day of schooL! cool! weet. anw it was a long a dragful day, math was like BORING! she was teaching vectors. just started. it's so weird, she so nice to their class, and so awfully mean to my A.math class! ARHH! i think she fancy guys alot. lol. she's always joking with the guys. ok skip skip skip to my weird dream.

WEIRD DREAM #1

i dreamt that i was a worker in a huge warehouse, it was my second day of work. i still remembered i was worried, i couldn't cope with my studies and thought to quit, but i needed cash badly and i dont know why i needed it. ok so this huge warehouse was very weird, it has fishes and puppies. the weirdest thing was the puppies were like stuffed toys, really, and they were moving as if they were real! oh i was staring at them, they were being kept in this think fish tank. one of them came out, the tank was close to a solid short wall, so it got stuck inbetween the tank and the wall.i picked it up by its feet and placed it back into the tank, it ran all the way down. the next thing i knew, i was standing beside alot of fish tanks with fishes. my job was to clean the tanks while the fishes were still inside. the owner taught me how. oh yars and i was classified uner civil and moral! when i got up i was like teach the fishes civil and moral?! LOL. ok back to the dream. suddenly the fish jumped out. woah both of us panic! we tried to catch the ish with the net but it wouldn't wanna go in. then he shouted to me to get water. i ran to the water cooler, th eone with a red blue buttons for cold or hot water, you know you can see this in a office or shopping centres. i banged into someone, rushed and got a cup of water (normal plastic cup size, and te fish is like 3x the size of my hand!) and ran back. as i was running, i saw another water cooler! NEARER SOMEMORE! i was like WTH! when i arrived back, i splashed the water onto the fish, but it was too late! the owner scolded me, saying it was my fault! the weirdest thing was the owner's wife was my bf's mum! wth! i hate her. she said to her husband, the owner, not to pay me because of this they wanted to fire me. i was happy, that slove my problem of whether to stay or to quit! LOLS. then i woke up.
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6:41 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008

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6:17 PM

weee. another one of my adorable cute little creatures. ((: ohh today today let my think what had happen.. hrmms ohhh i memorise the meaning of chinese words taught by her yesterday. give me a round of appluse. lols. but the first passage i understand the question i dunno how to answer. LOL. then the second passge i dont understand lols. although it was a rough idea of what the passage about, i still dont get it. man i have to improve my chinese. fancy calling myself a chinese. disgrace. lols. hrmms then we had english. i cant stand it i think im gonna fail english. mr koh does nothing but give us one piece of work then talk talk talk for the next whole period. zzz. and he never marks. dots dots dots. then had chemistry. woo she came in the room was steaming. lols she was furious that not everyone handed in their work, psss *that includes me x) alright then was recess i FORCE kim to eat proper food than just a burger! lol. actually not force it was influence. ((: okok so today was boring. then poa. copy answers copy copy copy. hand in and that's it for poa! lol. hrmms math, she didnt conduct lessons because the calss of 5/1 went to cheer for the bball girls match. hey shi hui, mclyne and me wanted to go. then we reached the foyer the bus left. wth we wanted to cab there but didnt have the cash. sadded. we sat there until the sec ones lessons are over and we left. LOL one period ealier. ohh i took 145 bus today. fcuking feggots behind me disturb me. one tapped my shoulder, i turned they like turned slient. you know when people disturb you when you look at them you act as if it's not you, but it's obviously is you. lol. i was pissed. they tapped like three times. each time there was a long pause before they tapped another time. zzz. i wanting to shout fck you b!tches. but i'm not mean. they left one stop before me. yahs. i was pissed. pick on me to disturb! zzz! ok then i went home and slpet! ((:
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5:51 PM

mushi mushi! yeah yeah. i know i haven't been blogging for days. But yes! i'm trying my best to blog everyday, please believe me! x) stupid Kim complain i never blog. -.- ohhh today, 3rd march 08, i brought my three most adorable most cute little baby hamsters to school because mclyne wants to brig hers to school., aww see today's photo? yah i kept doin that to them. x) IT'S NOT TORTURE! they dont mind you now. ((: cos they wont struggle. it's really CUTE! KAWAII NEH! well today CME period we did a quiz or something like that to see our ability and interest to see what kind of jobs we are suitable in. well fashion design wasn't in thee list! T^T but does't matter, i'll persude my dreams ((: and expected pay is like 1.3k! OMG!?!?!?! so little! sobs! never mind. once i'm married to Keni'chi, i'll be rich! LOL. and PE, god, i think i suck. high jump, i can't jump 110cm T.T and i hurted my back twice on the same spot. i wish kenichi was there to rub the pain away. LOL.! ohh and today was funny. shi hui and i was talking about this guy who is selling his house in mocca, ring a bell? hehs we were like saying, imgaine he was advertising for our classroom. "look at my matchinh doors! " and "look at my durable chair" then i sat and pose with a fist on my forehead and arm cap on my thighs! LOL. after chinese ATP i went to suntect with dardar and got a L poster! WOOOOOOO happiness. charming.! walk a little while more then went home. ((:
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