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All good things dont last long.

Well, they say life is going to be tough, but i didnt expect it to be this way.

empty. empty. empty.

Chinese, ms tan had to go with her class to ite. so she wasnt able to have lesson with us. ben, shi hui and i tried t figure out how to solve sim. eqn. using a calculator. hahahha. CMI! tried alot of times but cannot get the answer! hahas! Single math then single english ? or the other way round ? cant remember. english summary, 18/25. didnt do the compre test. only did the summary. math, bored. read reader's disgest. recess, had stall 3 food. (: rice, sting ray, tofu and curry. after recess chem. double, she went throught the periodic table paper which alex and i kind of misplace it. (: then formula test. 14/20 (: not so bad, last week was 12/20. alex and i were both stuck at hydrogen preoxide. hahaha i anyhow humtam one, H2O4. alex put. H16O4. (LOL LA) the answer is H2O2. -.- lol. i wanted to put that, but O2 is like, oxygen ? lol. nvm. next week out of the 40 questions we did. she's gonna pick out 20 for next week's formula test. then physics. did practical. i wanted to do bryan's class tee. i wanted to put Zack and the number 19. got meaning to it ok! lol. but later i realise, i shouldnt have done it. i only wanted zack's name and the number 19. then i thought about kim's class tee. if i support them, i guess i have to support them all the way. (: so i asked naz to cancel my order from bryan. (: shall go queensway one day to make the shirt myself (: went for facial. 2.5hours. LOL. face very red cos of the extraction. PAIN AR. lol. after that took MRT to redhill to meet naz. took 111 to plaza sing. bought flats (: and plated skirt! wooots. (: we had soya bean and had some unknown food. hahahha. i gave naz all the cheese one. lol. then went the cathey to look at the newurbanmale bag! ARG! i want! (: 3 weeks from now. LONG LEH! lols. went to a cd shop. slack awhile then took 139. he alighted earlier than me. i dropped at bm interchange. walked home (: TOMORROW FESTIVAL OF PRAISE! meeting them at 3.30pm at plaza sing :D

third book. talks about her final years in high school. colleage applications. Jacob trying to get bella away from the Cullens. still on it (:

The second book. At the beginning, Edward left her, because it was wrong of him to be with her. it was dangerous of her. the next 200 pages, he talks about how emo she was and how her everyday life had been for her. (boring) then she met jacob. he was really nice to her. and it's obvious he likes her too. he was a year younger than her. and bella felt better. after months she can finally smile, thanks to jacob. she did alot of reckless things with jake. mainly because she wants to her Eward's voice in her head. well. when she come close to trouble, she would her hallucinate Edwards voice telling her to stop. Suddenly jake stopped visiting bella. one day she went hiking alone and met victoria, the mate of the vampire Edward killed. victoria wanted to kill bella as a revenge. but a pack of werewolf came on time to save her. later bella found out that jake had become a werewolf. that's the reason why he stopped visiting her. apparently victoria was feeding on tourist, so the werewolf had to do their jobs to kill her because she crossed the line. when bella found out jake was a werewolf, jake thought it was ok to be close to her again. one day bella decided to go cliff jumping with jake. but jake had to take care of somethings first. bell thought it was ok to jump alone. the current was too strong for her. she almost drowned, but jacob came in the nick of time. well. for some reason alice didnt see jake saving her, some how she cannot predict the minds of a werewolf. she told Edward. and he was deprived. he decided to suicide. without her, he is nothing. he went to italy, seeking another 'royal' family to kill him. he just need to stand in the sunlight, his marble skin will make him look like his glowing. this another family then have to kill him because they are not allowed to expose themselve. there was a festival going on as well. alice went over to folks and found that bella did not die. alice told bella what happen and they rushed to italy. as edward almost stepped out in the sun. bella pushed him back. but the another family had already caught up with edward and invited them, alice, edward and bella to their home. they wanted to kill bella. but edward defended her. edward close protection is needed because sooner or later the other family will find a way to kill her, she has another choice. be one of them, which she wanted badly. but edward did not want her to suffer such a horrible fate as her. he gave her one condition, that if she marries him. he will turn her into a vampire himself.

First book. talks abot this girl, isebella, which she is the main character. she got transferred from phoenix to folks. her parents are divorced. she lived with her mon until she was 17, i think. then she moved to folks to live with her dad. blah blah blah it talks about her life. she was a nobody back in phoenix, and when she came to one of folks school. everybody wants to know her. she had many guys having a crush on her. Edward was interested in her because he is a vamipre who can read people's thoughts. well he cant read isebella thoughts for some reason. so he wanted to know her. well they got so close that they fell in love with each other. Edward later introduced her to his family, the Cullen family. and yes, it talks about her everyday life. near the ending she met three new vampire. apparently one of them is interested in her blood. yes he tried to catch her, but failed thanks to the Cullen family. he use a cheat way to get to her. he took her mom as hostage and wanted her to come alone if not her mother will die. because Alice, one of the Cullen family members can predict the future, well she can only predict if one makes a chioce. and if she predicts it she'll see what they plan. it's not 100% accurate, is the owner plans to change his plans, then her prediction is what she predicts for his previous plans. ok so bella went alone. turns out that her mother wasnt held hostage. she fell for the trap. she tired to run, bt was thrown against the mirror. she got bitten on her plam. the cullen came on time and killed the vampire who bit bella. Eward magnage the suck out the vemon on time. if not bella would either die or become a vampire. she was hospitalize due to many broken bones.

my mother bought me this. i had worms in my stomach yesterday.

Around a corner i have a friend

In this great city there's no end

Yet the days goes by and the week rush on

And before i know it, the year is gone

And i never see my old friends face

For life is a swift and terrible race

He knows i like him just as well

As in the days when i rang his bell

And he rang mine if we were younger then

And now we are busy, tired man
Tired of playing a foolish game
Tired of trying to make a name

'I will call on jim'

'just to show that im thinking of him'

But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes.

And the distance between us grows and grows

Around the corner, yet miles away

'Here's a telegram sir'

And that's what we get and deserve in the end

Around the corner a vanished friend

Remember to always say what you mean

If you love someone tell them

Don't be afraid to express yourself

Reach out and tell someone how much they mean to you.

Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late.

hrmms i find this meaningful. anw. today was BORING. first two periods were math. mrs ng was absent. read eclipse. 3 period of POA. basically i was sitting with alex, yan lin and zenice. crapped alot! hahaha. and yes they sneaked/snuck out of class 30 mins before it was our recess. alex asked if i wanted to come along. i said no thanks (: sat with shi hui, anna and jenhow. (: day dream ALOT! haha. recess ate with diana, kim, shi hui and joanne. CME. sitting alone. bored! so daydream lo! (: double chinese. even better can daydream somemore! lol! then single ss. wah he havent start to talk i feel tired already. LOL! after school took 33 with yi wen. (: then 145. wooots gonna have my afternoon nap!!!! (: i wish to dream of zack. WOOO. that will be happiness for me. anw. after long consideration im relisting out those im willing to die for. (:

6) yi wen (not because she reads my blog, but because after taking her into consideration, i dont mind, maybe because she havent been talking to me for days, and today we talk talk talk, i dont see why not (: )

8) mclyne (well not completely, but yeah )

10) diana? (i know it's weird to see her name here.)

well basically all my friends which i often talk to. (: if i were to list out it's probably gonna be a long list. well. i guess you can say those are my top ten friends im willing to die for (:

somethings in life just makes me feel miserable. like having no money to shop. LOL. you cant blame me for having such a love for shopping. (: it's been in me. hahaha. (: but i will try to be thrifty. need to buy my laptop. weets. valerie wants to work at cookieman in taka and eat up her favourite biscuit there. woooooh! everytime i go to taka i would buy the one type of cookie in cookieman. well i never bother to remember the name of the cookie but i know which one is it. hrmms it used to be thin and bigger. now it shrunk. smaller and a bit thicker. aww last time was better. I LOVE LOVE LOVE that cookie. (: well i would most of the time buy that cookie when im in taka. as you know. stm, so sometimes i would forget.

TAKE NOTE: THE PICTURE WITH WORDS BELOW, THE WORDS ARE NOT TRUE. it's for gastric (:

didnt do much today. didnt attand english tuition because i didnt felt like going. met naz at bm. had oreo mcflurry. after which took a bus down to common wealth. met cheer huay and her cell group members, went to the tea garden mac. they studied while i read eclipse, 3rd book. hahahah it's pretty funny. i dont really like the book, and im reading it. i wanna know how the story ends as well as how the story goes. boring book. bo-bo-boring. stayed there until 8.30 pm then took a bus to common wealth to take triple 1 to plaza sing to collect my phone. gonna watch hellboy tml :D anw, back to today. collected my phone then went cotton on to get the top i wanted. 2 for $40. 1 for $39.95, i was like wth????!!!!! -.- if it was 25.90 for one it's not so bad. you pay 5cents more for a second piece. if not i would have gotten onli one. need to save money. dots. ohhh well. had to borrow 5bucks from naz. naz got a white formal long sleeve top for $29.95 ? i think. wanted to play pool. but it was getting late and i have to wake up pretty early for service tomorrow. took a 124 home. bathed blog. SLEEP! (:

Everyday i live i know you are my God.

I lift my face to look at you my Lord.

Even when the mountains trembles and a thousand fall.

I will stand with you, my Jesus take my all.

25 july.

actually i didnt want to attend school today! but someone forced me! (x well im glad i came. had chemistry practical. I SIMPLY LOVE CHEM PRACT! look at the pretty pictures i took. lol. i like the green flame! haha i had a hard time taking those pictures ok! i had to ask Jocelyn to keep a look out for mrs. chia while i secretly take those pictures. i had to be fast too. hehs. after chem was recess! well i didnt eat, i went up to read my book. when the bell rang i didnt go to hall, stayed in class. english was funny. mr koh was talking about how to write a good essay. and being shihui she asked alot of sick questions that relates to sex, rape etc etc. hahahahah! oh yeah and we were doing our math corrections as well. after english was math. had a test. walao first two questions dont know how to do already! zzzzzzz! lol. but the rest can handle, i got all sorts of fnny answers. dots hopefully i'm right. assembly. didnt pay much attention to it. hehs. yeah, boring talk. ohh i was considering wheather or not to attend amath. then kim told us, NO AMATH! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! had my lunch in school. after which went foyer. watched shihui and naz play chess. hahas. then took a bus 33 with naz to queensway, had to collect my dress. (: walked there, quite long. naz wanted to get two pendants but he had to wait for his dad to transfer him money which is at 3pm. left queensway at 2.30pm took 195 and then walked home. took a nap. woke up bathed and got ready. meeting a friend to watch batman, the dark knight. he had two free large combo popcorn. and i told him to use one only, but he wanted to use two. so fine! (: in the end couldnt finish. (: last 30 mins i wanted to use the toliet BADLY! lol. met naz after my movie. ARGGHHHHHHHHHH i saw a bag from newurbanmale ! FREAK! i LOVE IT! oh my gosh! $189! ARGHHHHHHH! so expensive! BUT I WILL GET IT! two weeks time! WOOOOOOOTS! hrmms we walked three rounds around the damn building. i mean 3 BIG rounds. HAHAHAH! because all the shopping mall was closed so i didnt know how to walk. hahaha. going out with naz and i, the outting will always turn out this way. LOST. hahhahah. thank god my stm not so bad. i can remember places. but i didnt walk that path before, usually i would walk inside the mall to get to somewhere else, so i didnt know how to get to the destination we wanted to go, esplanade. from there we wanted to go lau pa sa to eat. but we spen hours walking finding the damn esplande, finally gave up and went to this food stalls beside DXO. my friend got his brother to send him home by bike. naz and i took a cab home. reached home at 2.15AM. bathed and went to bed.

well, i think somethings in life, when you want it your way, you always dont get it. i showed care and love as a friend, and yet he doesnt care about me. words that you said, even though you think it doesnt hurt anyone, well it indirectly does. just trying to be there for you, but it seems like you dont even need me. being there for a friend whom you love, but he does not care. love turns to dislike, i dont think i can plant hatred for you, i simply love you too much. tsk, everyone changes, i guess you choose to change into who you are now. i dont wish to cry over you anymore, i dont see why is there a need to. i freaking hell hope y0u get to taste your own medicien in future! i believe in karma. and i hope it happens on you. if you say im evil, well take a good look at yourself. ! -.-

weets, i had my say and i feel better (: like some people say. it's not good to bottle up your emotions, if you do so, you'll probably explode one day. dont run away from troubles, eventually you have to deal with them all.! well some people have their ways of vending their anger. i prefer to write it down or post it in my blog. if i were to write it down, i would tear them up soon after. it makes me feel better. and if you dont like me posting in my blog then get the freaking hell out of my blog. (im controlling, not to use vulgarities) nobody asked you to read it.

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8:46 PM Thursday, July 31, 2008 All good things dont last long. Well, they say life is going to be tough, but i didnt expect it to be this way. empty. empty. empty. Chinese, ms tan had to go with her class to ite. so she wasnt able to have lesson with us. ben, shi hui and i tried t figure out how to solve sim. eqn. using a calculator. hahahha. CMI! tried alot of times but cannot get the answer! hahas! Single math then single english ? or the other way round ? cant remember. english summary, 18/25. didnt do the compre test. only did the summary. math, bored. read reader's disgest. recess, had stall 3 food. (: rice, sting ray, tofu and curry. after recess chem. double, she went throught the periodic table paper which alex and i kind of misplace it. (: then formula test. 14/20 (: not so bad, last week was 12/20. alex and i were both stuck at hydrogen preoxide. hahaha i anyhow humtam one, H2O4. alex put. H16O4. (LOL LA) the answer is H2O2. -.- lol. i wanted to put that, but O2 is like, oxygen ? lol. nvm. next week out of the 40 questions we did. she's gonna pick out 20 for next week's formula test. then physics. did practical. i wanted to do bryan's class tee. i wanted to put Zack and the number 19. got meaning to it ok! lol. but later i realise, i shouldnt have done it. i only wanted zack's name and the number 19. then i thought about kim's class tee. if i support them, i guess i have to support them all the way. (: so i asked naz to cancel my order from bryan. (: shall go queensway one day to make the shirt myself (: went for facial. 2.5hours. LOL. face very red cos of the extraction. PAIN AR. lol. after that took MRT to redhill to meet naz. took 111 to plaza sing. bought flats (: and plated skirt! wooots. (: we had soya bean and had some unknown food. hahahha. i gave naz all the cheese one. lol. then went the cathey to look at the newurbanmale bag! ARG! i want! (: 3 weeks from now. LONG LEH! lols. went to a cd shop. slack awhile then took 139. he alighted earlier than me. i dropped at bm interchange. walked home (: TOMORROW FESTIVAL OF PRAISE! meeting them at 3.30pm at plaza sing :D words spilled @ 8:46 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
9:23 PM Wednesday, July 30, 2008 OK so i was bored. i only like the book cover (: shall decribe the story alittle bit.(: well i have only one thing to say. it's BORING. but when i start on something, i wont end it halfway. GOSH! third book. talks about her final years in high school. colleage applications. Jacob trying to get bella away from the Cullens. still on it (: The second book. At the beginning, Edward left her, because it was wrong of him to be with her. it was dangerous of her. the next 200 pages, he talks about how emo she was and how her everyday life had been for her. (boring) then she met jacob. he was really nice to her. and it's obvious he likes her too. he was a year younger than her. and bella felt better. after months she can finally smile, thanks to jacob. she did alot of reckless things with jake. mainly because she wants to her Eward's voice in her head. well. when she come close to trouble, she would her hallucinate Edwards voice telling her to stop. Suddenly jake stopped visiting bella. one day she went hiking alone and met victoria, the mate of the vampire Edward killed. victoria wanted to kill bella as a revenge. but a pack of werewolf came on time to save her. later bella found out that jake had become a werewolf. that's the reason why he stopped visiting her. apparently victoria was feeding on tourist, so the werewolf had to do their jobs to kill her because she crossed the line. when bella found out jake was a werewolf, jake thought it was ok to be close to her again. one day bella decided to go cliff jumping with jake. but jake had to take care of somethings first. bell thought it was ok to jump alone. the current was too strong for her. she almost drowned, but jacob came in the nick of time. well. for some reason alice didnt see jake saving her, some how she cannot predict the minds of a werewolf. she told Edward. and he was deprived. he decided to suicide. without her, he is nothing. he went to italy, seeking another 'royal' family to kill him. he just need to stand in the sunlight, his marble skin will make him look like his glowing. this another family then have to kill him because they are not allowed to expose themselve. there was a festival going on as well. alice went over to folks and found that bella did not die. alice told bella what happen and they rushed to italy. as edward almost stepped out in the sun. bella pushed him back. but the another family had already caught up with edward and invited them, alice, edward and bella to their home. they wanted to kill bella. but edward defended her. edward close protection is needed because sooner or later the other family will find a way to kill her, she has another choice. be one of them, which she wanted badly. but edward did not want her to suffer such a horrible fate as her. he gave her one condition, that if she marries him. he will turn her into a vampire himself. First book. talks abot this girl, isebella, which she is the main character. she got transferred from phoenix to folks. her parents are divorced. she lived with her mon until she was 17, i think. then she moved to folks to live with her dad. blah blah blah it talks about her life. she was a nobody back in phoenix, and when she came to one of folks school. everybody wants to know her. she had many guys having a crush on her. Edward was interested in her because he is a vamipre who can read people's thoughts. well he cant read isebella thoughts for some reason. so he wanted to know her. well they got so close that they fell in love with each other. Edward later introduced her to his family, the Cullen family. and yes, it talks about her everyday life. near the ending she met three new vampire. apparently one of them is interested in her blood. yes he tried to catch her, but failed thanks to the Cullen family. he use a cheat way to get to her. he took her mom as hostage and wanted her to come alone if not her mother will die. because Alice, one of the Cullen family members can predict the future, well she can only predict if one makes a chioce. and if she predicts it she'll see what they plan. it's not 100% accurate, is the owner plans to change his plans, then her prediction is what she predicts for his previous plans. ok so bella went alone. turns out that her mother wasnt held hostage. she fell for the trap. she tired to run, bt was thrown against the mirror. she got bitten on her plam. the cullen came on time and killed the vampire who bit bella. Eward magnage the suck out the vemon on time. if not bella would either die or become a vampire. she was hospitalize due to many broken bones. words spilled @ 9:23 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
3:53 PM my mother bought me this. i had worms in my stomach yesterday. Around a corner i have a friend In this great city there's no end Yet the days goes by and the week rush on And before i know it, the year is gone And i never see my old friends face For life is a swift and terrible race He knows i like him just as well As in the days when i rang his bell And he rang mine if we were younger then And now we are busy, tired man Tired of playing a foolish game Tired of trying to make a name 'Tomorrow' I say 'I will call on jim' 'just to show that im thinking of him' But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes. And the distance between us grows and grows Around the corner, yet miles away 'Here's a telegram sir' 'Jim died today' And that's what we get and deserve in the end Around the corner a vanished friend Remember to always say what you mean If you love someone tell them Don't be afraid to express yourself Reach out and tell someone how much they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late. hrmms i find this meaningful. anw. today was BORING. first two periods were math. mrs ng was absent. read eclipse. 3 period of POA. basically i was sitting with alex, yan lin and zenice. crapped alot! hahaha. and yes they sneaked/snuck out of class 30 mins before it was our recess. alex asked if i wanted to come along. i said no thanks (: sat with shi hui, anna and jenhow. (: day dream ALOT! haha. recess ate with diana, kim, shi hui and joanne. CME. sitting alone. bored! so daydream lo! (: double chinese. even better can daydream somemore! lol! then single ss. wah he havent start to talk i feel tired already. LOL! after school took 33 with yi wen. (: then 145. wooots gonna have my afternoon nap!!!! (: i wish to dream of zack. WOOO. that will be happiness for me. anw. after long consideration im relisting out those im willing to die for. (: 1) kim 2) shihui 3) zack 4) naz 5) alex 6) yi wen (not because she reads my blog, but because after taking her into consideration, i dont mind, maybe because she havent been talking to me for days, and today we talk talk talk, i dont see why not (: ) 7) shuman 8) mclyne (well not completely, but yeah ) 9) joanne (perhaps) 10) diana? (i know it's weird to see her name here.) well basically all my friends which i often talk to. (: if i were to list out it's probably gonna be a long list. well. i guess you can say those are my top ten friends im willing to die for (: somethings in life just makes me feel miserable. like having no money to shop. LOL. you cant blame me for having such a love for shopping. (: it's been in me. hahaha. (: but i will try to be thrifty. need to buy my laptop. weets. valerie wants to work at cookieman in taka and eat up her favourite biscuit there. woooooh! everytime i go to taka i would buy the one type of cookie in cookieman. well i never bother to remember the name of the cookie but i know which one is it. hrmms it used to be thin and bigger. now it shrunk. smaller and a bit thicker. aww last time was better. I LOVE LOVE LOVE that cookie. (: well i would most of the time buy that cookie when im in taka. as you know. stm, so sometimes i would forget. TAKE NOTE: THE PICTURE WITH WORDS BELOW, THE WORDS ARE NOT TRUE. it's for gastric (: words spilled @ 3:53 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
7:53 PM Tuesday, July 29, 2008 HAHA alex and i both tried to take his picture in that position FOR A LONG TIME! everytime we tired, mr tan would turn around. every humans period. alex took this picture.! pervert. lol. i spent half of my day thinking of him. OH NO. our POA teacher, ms tan, left us! ): i kind of like her teaching. but due to personal reason she is unable to teach us. thank god mr tan manage to find another teacher. he completed his phd. WAH. lols and hold lectures in SIM. yups tml 3 periods of POA. after school had science atp. 3-4 do paper. 4-5 mrs chia went through it. i kind of had gastric, i was complaining to naz all the way. it was BAD! i had milk, vanilla cream bread and oreo. was suppose to study in the library with naz. but i couldnt take it, i almost puked. went home alone. shall sleep early today (: I MISS HIM. BADLY. words spilled @ 7:53 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
10:59 PM Monday, July 28, 2008 life is full of surprises. may it be bad or good, im willing to handle it. im willing to take this big step of faith and walk with You throughout my days. im willing to cling onto You no matter what may happens. i pray that i will not grow dry towards You. You are my light that guides me through. without You i'm nothing. though sometimes i fear for the outcomes, but i choose to tell myself that with You i'm going to be ok. i used to be afraid of taking risks. but ever since i open up my heart for you. i've felt the love, the warmth You gave me, i no longer feel the fear anymore. Your presence is all that i want. though life may be tough. i wont take the easy way out. You're like a father guiding me through. You've never failed to answer all my prayers. even those little ones. forgive me for all my sins. hrmms. did ss homework. sloved a math question and talk alot of craps with naz. all the sudden we talked about the people we're willing to die for. okok shall list out mine. in NO particular order ok.! 1) kimberly 2) shi hui 3) alex 4) zack 5) naz yeah kind of all of them (: anw we talked about random shits. then ass suppose to be online! i bet he must be talking to kim until he forgot! ask me go online, he himself didnt come online.! ZZZ! sms him, no reply! anw i dont know why i keep thinking of that dead lady wearing a chong sum. GOSH she was darn scary! she wears an eye patch and her right arm is gone! SO SCARY EHS! hopefully i dont dream of her anymore. well today was boring. i was a little pissed with someone. then naz explained to me. so i wasnt pissed anymore. (: well today's boring. i think i spent half of my day thinking of zack. (: he's really shy. ever since the last call on thursday we didnt sms nor call. i guess we're both too shy. to zack : baby, you're more than what i call AMAZING. [: words spilled @ 10:59 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
12:40 PM ok. so i didnt attend school today. and they're going to take a class photo, which i will not be inside. oh well. bad day to choose to absent myself. anw i slept for almost 12hours! wooo! i feel good! anw i had this sweet yet horrible dream. you must be wondering how can that be possible. shall type it down while it's still fresh in my head. weird dream #07 ok i dreamt of zack, well we were out for a movie. suddenly he grabs my hand. OHMYGOSH! my heart started beating really fast! i was even hyperventilating.! then he hugged me and kissed me on the forehead. AWW! i could feel my blood rushing up to my face! so we walked to this unknown shopping center. all the shop there were close, only the cinema was open. we queued to get our tickets. apparently we were going to watch some horror movie. and then i saw this small boy order pop corn seeds and it started popping on a big black plastic bowl. then the seller poured something on it. i think it's egg white to let it cook and he cracked a few more eggs and let it fry on it. weird ehs ? this is the most weirdest part. we dont know where the theater is. hahhha. we took a lift to the fifth floor. i saw doors with numbers. BUT the wall was glass so i looked. it was outside. -.- so we went out of the building. oh we held hands all the way. and i was crazy over him i put my arms around his hand and hugged it tightly.LOL! i think there's one point of time i actually hug him! i was so darn HAPPY! sadly it's just a dream. ok back to we went out of the building. saw my mother in the carpark driving out. so i asked her if she knew where the theater is. she said it's inside. she wanted to have a conversation with me but zack pulled me away. he walked straight, away from the cinema. i told him that my mother said it was inside. so we back in. went up to the ticketing booth. had to queue. asked the counter where the theater is. she told us the fifth floor. -.- when we walked out there wasnt anyone around. EXCEPT TWO DEAD PEOPLE! one of them was wearing some gothic dress, the other was wearing a red chongsum and one arm missing. their skin is so freaking bluish white! he wanted to walk into a room he opened the door the pathway look like, you know olden days the western design their houses with antique stuff. yeah yeah like that. then i saw the lady with black short hair wearing RED chongsum. she wasnt facing us so i couldnt look at her face. both of them walked down. oh yeah the one in gothic maid outfit was an angmoh, blond curly hair. i was so darn scared ok! all the sudden nobody in the area then two dead people appeared! i pulled zack back and told him i do not want to enter that room. he said ok and we took the lift again. went in the cinema. wah say i hugged his arm damn tightly. i was over the moon! hahhaha. yeah. it would have been a sweet dream IF DEAD PEOPLE WEREN'T INSIDE! i was so darn scared la. and it lasted quite long also! hahas i guess you can say im crazy over him. i've never been so shy towards someone before. gosh, he's the first. called him up last thursday, 24th ? it took my alot of courage to call him ok! hahah. after my outting with my church friends i decided to call him up. we talked for 20 mins? and i was smiling all the way! gosh. words spilled @ 12:40 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
1:55 AM You know I can't smile without you I can't smile without you I can't laugh, and I can't sleep I don't even talk to people I meet And I feel sad when you're sad I feel glad when you're glad And you must know what I'm goin' thru I just can't smile, without you You came along just like a song You brightened my day Who'd believe you were part of a dream That only seemed light years away And you know I can't smile without you I can't smile without you And you must know what I'm goin' thru I just can't smile, without you Some people say the happiness wave Is somethin' that's hard to find Into the new leavin' the old behind me And I feel sad when you're sad I feel glad when you're glad And you must know what I'm goin' thruI just can't smile, without you Into the new, leaving the old behind me And I feel sad when you're sad I feel glad when you're glad And you must know what I'm goin' thru I just can't smile, without you You must know what I'm goin' thru I just can't smile, without you it's the 28th. but im posting for the 27th (: i kind of just got home. it's 2AM by the way. well. i found out one of my hamster died. no wonder the smell was terrible, worst than usual. ): oh well. anw i wanted to take an afternoon nap! but naz kept asking me to wake up and come for math class! i was like, you cant make me ok! then kim sms-ed! she said wake up sleeping beauty and come for class! so i replied her something like this. i need my prince charming to kiss me and wake me up. so she said even though she' not a prince charming i will still give you a kiss, muacks! (i couldnt remember much of the content, but it was something like this) i told her it's good enough for me (: i got up, pack my bag and took 273 to bm interchange. reached class at about 3.15pm. not so late (: we're doing vectors today.! 1h15mins doing 7 questions. after which, went to mac. kim left, naz followed. wanted to follow, but i was playing chess with roy. OH guess who we met! alex, tina, anna, sakeenath ! hahahah. they were going to study after thier dinner. they sat with us (: after mac head down to the POSB machine to deposit money. went to AXS machine. naz, roy and i gonna watch hellboy 2. vivo 1850 was sold out. grand was pretty late, 2015. roy had to reach home by ten. so grand was out. oh, jurong point for him was ok. he can go home like later ? hahahha. so we watched hellboy 2 at 2135 at jurong point. took a bus 176 to safra (: played pool. (: darn it, my skills are like KNS. ahhahah. havent been playing much. we left at about 1930 ? took 195 to tiong to EAT! HUNGRY! lols! had kfc. all three of us had zinger burger student meal. (: took a train to boon lay. going out with roy and naz can be really funny sometimes. naz LOVES to make fun of roy's fats. x) walked to girdano because roy wanted to get socks. walked around abit then headed for the theaters. i made sure i relieve my bladder before entering the cinema. WOOOOOO, not bad e movie. but ended kind of late. it ended near 12. roy ran for his last bus while naz and i try to find if there's anymore buses for us. apparently, there's only one bus we could take. (pspspsp STM damn bad, i cant remember what's the bus number) we could take to common wealth ave, alighted and walk home. so we thought. a lesson to be learnt, never to go out with naz and val alone, there's a VERY high chance that we might get lost. and yes that is what exactly happened. it's really funny. clementi, we could have alighted there, but nvm we could alight at common wealth ave. slowly we reached ngee ann, ok not so bad. then cherry street, bukit timah road. i was like thinking, is it just me, or are we getting further and further away from our destination. but naz was like saying if we turn here, we'll reach common wealth. slowly slowly, i didnt recognise the area anymore. turned to look out at the bus stop. it says JLN TOA PAYOH! i was like, is my eyes playing a trick on me?! looked again. REALLY EHS! we're at toa payoh -.- hahhahahah. we started laughin because we're LOST! we tried to read the signs to see where we're going, if we're nearing where we want to alight that is. sign board says "upper serangoon" arrows "Ang moh kio" arrows we started laughing even more! it's like the signs are not helping. it's making the situation WORST! lols at the end of the day, we alighted a bus stop near enous mrt. decided to cab home.THANK GOD I STILL HAVE 20 INSIDE MY POSB CARD! walked to the POSB atm machine. naz transfered $9 so that i could withdraw $30. wanted to withdraw money, suddenly the screen flash saying that there is no money, service is temporary unavailable. HAHA! good thing taxi now accept nets, if not naz and i are done for! sent naz back first. wanted to send him right below his block, but he kept insisting to drop him at redhill because it's cheaper. so yeah. took a cab home. $20.10 (: wooots. (: today was the ultimate. words spilled @ 1:55 AM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
1:46 PM Saturday, July 26, 2008 didnt do much today. didnt attand english tuition because i didnt felt like going. met naz at bm. had oreo mcflurry. after which took a bus down to common wealth. met cheer huay and her cell group members, went to the tea garden mac. they studied while i read eclipse, 3rd book. hahahah it's pretty funny. i dont really like the book, and im reading it. i wanna know how the story ends as well as how the story goes. boring book. bo-bo-boring. stayed there until 8.30 pm then took a bus to common wealth to take triple 1 to plaza sing to collect my phone. gonna watch hellboy tml :D anw, back to today. collected my phone then went cotton on to get the top i wanted. 2 for $40. 1 for $39.95, i was like wth????!!!!! -.- if it was 25.90 for one it's not so bad. you pay 5cents more for a second piece. if not i would have gotten onli one. need to save money. dots. ohhh well. had to borrow 5bucks from naz. naz got a white formal long sleeve top for $29.95 ? i think. wanted to play pool. but it was getting late and i have to wake up pretty early for service tomorrow. took a 124 home. bathed blog. SLEEP! (: words spilled @ 1:46 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
11:23 AM Everyday i live i know you are my God. I lift my face to look at you my Lord. Even when the mountains trembles and a thousand fall. I will stand with you, my Jesus take my all. 25 july. actually i didnt want to attend school today! but someone forced me! (x well im glad i came. had chemistry practical. I SIMPLY LOVE CHEM PRACT! look at the pretty pictures i took. lol. i like the green flame! haha i had a hard time taking those pictures ok! i had to ask Jocelyn to keep a look out for mrs. chia while i secretly take those pictures. i had to be fast too. hehs. after chem was recess! well i didnt eat, i went up to read my book. when the bell rang i didnt go to hall, stayed in class. english was funny. mr koh was talking about how to write a good essay. and being shihui she asked alot of sick questions that relates to sex, rape etc etc. hahahahah! oh yeah and we were doing our math corrections as well. after english was math. had a test. walao first two questions dont know how to do already! zzzzzzz! lol. but the rest can handle, i got all sorts of fnny answers. dots hopefully i'm right. assembly. didnt pay much attention to it. hehs. yeah, boring talk. ohh i was considering wheather or not to attend amath. then kim told us, NO AMATH! woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! had my lunch in school. after which went foyer. watched shihui and naz play chess. hahas. then took a bus 33 with naz to queensway, had to collect my dress. (: walked there, quite long. naz wanted to get two pendants but he had to wait for his dad to transfer him money which is at 3pm. left queensway at 2.30pm took 195 and then walked home. took a nap. woke up bathed and got ready. meeting a friend to watch batman, the dark knight. he had two free large combo popcorn. and i told him to use one only, but he wanted to use two. so fine! (: in the end couldnt finish. (: last 30 mins i wanted to use the toliet BADLY! lol. met naz after my movie. ARGGHHHHHHHHHH i saw a bag from newurbanmale ! FREAK! i LOVE IT! oh my gosh! $189! ARGHHHHHHH! so expensive! BUT I WILL GET IT! two weeks time! WOOOOOOOTS! hrmms we walked three rounds around the damn building. i mean 3 BIG rounds. HAHAHAH! because all the shopping mall was closed so i didnt know how to walk. hahaha. going out with naz and i, the outting will always turn out this way. LOST. hahhahah. thank god my stm not so bad. i can remember places. but i didnt walk that path before, usually i would walk inside the mall to get to somewhere else, so i didnt know how to get to the destination we wanted to go, esplanade. from there we wanted to go lau pa sa to eat. but we spen hours walking finding the damn esplande, finally gave up and went to this food stalls beside DXO. my friend got his brother to send him home by bike. naz and i took a cab home. reached home at 2.15AM. bathed and went to bed. well, i think somethings in life, when you want it your way, you always dont get it. i showed care and love as a friend, and yet he doesnt care about me. words that you said, even though you think it doesnt hurt anyone, well it indirectly does. just trying to be there for you, but it seems like you dont even need me. being there for a friend whom you love, but he does not care. love turns to dislike, i dont think i can plant hatred for you, i simply love you too much. tsk, everyone changes, i guess you choose to change into who you are now. i dont wish to cry over you anymore, i dont see why is there a need to. i freaking hell hope y0u get to taste your own medicien in future! i believe in karma. and i hope it happens on you. if you say im evil, well take a good look at yourself. ! -.- weets, i had my say and i feel better (: like some people say. it's not good to bottle up your emotions, if you do so, you'll probably explode one day. dont run away from troubles, eventually you have to deal with them all.! well some people have their ways of vending their anger. i prefer to write it down or post it in my blog. if i were to write it down, i would tear them up soon after. it makes me feel better. and if you dont like me posting in my blog then get the freaking hell out of my blog. (im controlling, not to use vulgarities) nobody asked you to read it. words spilled @ 11:23 AM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
9:25 PM Wednesday, July 23, 2008 had math for the first two period. AWW i failed her test. apparently everyone failed except shihui (: i got 20/50. she went through in class but i was building castle in the air. after that 3 period of POA . ARGH . yeah it was BORING! had a test, but i didnt do. dont know how to do. RECESS. went down to eat! oh yeah it was raining, COLD! the rest of the day was very very boring! after school, kim and the rest stayed back to have their lunch. after which, went to NYP. kim had her interview :D im very very sure she'll make it in :D oh i dont feel like going to school tml. im very BORED! and im dying now. lol. words spilled @ 9:25 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
8:32 PM Tuesday, July 22, 2008 As we look back, We remember, All the times we had together. And as our life change, Come whatever, We will still be friends forever. (: well. that song keeps ringing in my head. today was yet another boring day. after school went down to the canteen to play chess with naz. went for physic ATP. he ended lesson early (: weets. he ended like 4.15pm (: stayed back with kim, diana, sieow ping, mclyne and shuman in class. they studied while i read. hrmms think less than a hundred more pages to go. (: i left them early. wanted to go home. went to library to say byebye, but! wanna play chess with naz. hahahha. i won him, ONCE! and i mean ONCE in my entire games i played with him. lols! stayed back until 6.40pm . waited for yi wen's mummy. she drove naz and i to holland. yi wen wanted to get subway. i bought cheese steak. I CANT EVEN TASTE THE BEEF! cheat my money! $6.50! DOTS! then yi wen's mum drove me back. (: thanks yi wen! (: oh yeah. and i had many flash backs, and it was not pleasant. well. im glad things is getting back on track. (: I LOVE YOU GUYS! (: words spilled @ 8:32 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
8:39 PM Monday, July 21, 2008 i didnt attend school today. hehehehhe. (((((: because today's lesson is like sai plus i wanted to sleep more! (: lazy me. woke up at 12pm WOOTS! slept 12 hours. happiness. changed my blog skin. bathed, surf the net then went out. went to tiong to meet naz and yi wen. went kallang to wearhouse to return their costume. shall get the racial harmony pictures and post it (: took a train down. it was raining. after returning we took a 175 to orchard because naz wanted to get yi wen a starbucks shirt. free size, so yi wen insist that he shouldnt get. hrmms. i shall find the shirt with size (: after which went to take a bus 124 home with yi wen. (: WHEEEEEEEEEE gonna buy e blue dress i saw. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD words spilled @ 8:39 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠