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woke up at 11 am! ZZZ! i want to sleep more! but i cant. it seems like i can never sleep beyond 11am. awwman. i had only three hours of sleep the night before. i thought i could sleep for 17 hours? haha. to make up for the sleep lost. but i failed. oh well. left my house at about 1235. went to get my hair trim. around my neighbourhood. ARGH the one i always go to, even though it's middle aged aunties cut i can trust them to cut my hair they know what i want and it's cheap $8, IS CLOSED. oh wait. they've moved to i dont know where the hell is that unit. im running short of time, so i went to some random hair saloon. $10 ! and it's not very nice. ARGH! nvm. took the bus 273 to bm interchange. walked to e tuition center. had tuition until 1445. took the bus 198 to common wealth and waited for dawn. we headed down to mc teagarden to study. which we only had an hour to do so. haha. i only manage to finish one question on amath. i spend most of the time day dreaming away and teaching dawn chemistry. after which we took 105 to wistma. met jocelyn. walked to cotton on. wanted to get a top, BUT NO MORE! sain-ded. walked over to far east. got a black vest there (: went suntect BECAUSE I WANT E COTTON ON SHIRT! took the bus 111 outside lucky plaza. dawn lost her belt. HAHA so funny, wear e belt also can drop. (x ok went cotton on, BUT THEY DONT GOT MY SHIRT! ARGH! ARGH! so i got something else. ): ): sad-ded. went marina to eat. i had potato salad. eat until sian f the taste. hahas. left the place at about 10 ? they went to take 111 outside esplanade. i had to walk to another bus stop near the singapore river to take 131, straight bus home (: reache home at about 11 plus. bus damn long ! yeah. that was today. i keep thinking that there will be school on monday. so i'll go HAIS, then i realise that there is NO school for ONE week, cannot feel happy about it because i felt damn sad before that. lol. no school, but i have to go back on the 3rd at 1130 for dental appointment.

i didnt draw this because i was emo. i find it cool. (:

WOOOOOOOOOOO. FINALLY, INTERNET! my brother's laptop cable for power connection is spoiled. i couldnt get access to the net during the pass few days. my computer had some kind of unknown problem. it has been down for almost a month. i had to use the laptop instead. wonder how my younger brother survive without the computer. he is like a hard core maple cum adition player. everyday when i got home he would be using the computer all the way until 10pm ? on saturdays, from morning until night. zzz. anw. so happy.! i shall write a compo about happiness. HAHA. just kidding. need to go to bukit merah NTUC later. getting baking stuff for teacher's day. baking brownies. (: OH tomorrow's english prelim ! GOOD LUCK TO ALL! :D

woke up at 1030 ? received an sms from naz. he asked if i was going for science tuition. he wasnt going, kim too. so i didnt go. stayed home and read breaking dawn. (: it's way better than all the other three books. anw bathed at 1215. i was in a hurry, need to reach expo at 1330 to watch the screening of Money No Enough 2. bought the $12 tickets, well Ming Hui got them for me. there's a goodie bag. there's a shirt, $10 sakea sushi, $50 to some health care thingy and a bottle of honeysuckle white tea. everyone laughed at the screening, except me. i kind of expected i guess, that's why i didnt find it funny. anw, i cried because it was really touching. I JUST WANT TO SAY MUMMY I LOVE YOU! :D after the movie left with aaron and the two other new friends i made. OK IM SORRY! i forgot their names. oops. i have really bad memory. i'm sorry. AND THANKS AARON FOR THE NEWURBANMALE VOUCHERS! :D hopefully they'll call me back saying they have stocks coming in. man, this sucks. hahas. met gwen and ehs, see i told you i have bad memory, i forgot her name as well. man this really suck. oh yeah the two new friends i made, one of the guy. WAH HE'S LIKE MULTI-TALENTED CAN! he plays all sorts of instruments. he break dances. he dances. he beat boxes. WAH SO COOL! he's from taiwan. i must say he's really tall and skinny, not to mention his fair skin. well i dont really know much about the other guy. didnt talk much to him. yups. all i know is, he and aaron takes the same course except he takes animations ? while aaron is more into interactive ? oh man my memory suck. took the mrt, realise i had gastric, it wasnt so bad. i had to endure it. went home wanted to take my bismag. then i realise, it says to take after meal. i had to hurry my dinner because the pain was getting worse. took 4 tablets. then i realise the tablets wasnt taking effect. read the label. "Dosage :Take 2 to 4 tablets with water after meals and repeat in 15minutes if necessary..." so find after 15mins i took another 4. waited for another good 15 mins, my gastric was still there. so i continued reading the label. "... If symptoms persist consult your doctor" ZZZZZZZ. so i told my mom. she like so im your doctor. haha. anw i kept telling her that she got conned, the bismag doesnt work. my mm made me drink a cup of tea. super hot. i burnt my tongue. i drank half the cup, my gastric got worst. so my dad said :"you drank so little, how to get better" so i drank down the remaining at one go since it wasnt as hot as before. but i think i kind of burnt my throat ): then i ran for the toilet to do big business (: came out, my gastric was gone. WOOOO. read my email. got this stupid chain letter, i hated all those chain letter saying that i'll have bad luck if i dont forward. zzz. anw shall post it (:

OH AND YES! I FINISHED BREAKING DAWN. OH MAN THE LAST PART WAS SO TOUCHING! I ALMOST CRIED! BUT! ROY TOLD ME THE ENDING! THEREFORE I KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT! ZZZZ. a happily ever after (:

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want. 20 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward..

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of bad Luck if you do not forward

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy.. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out. 14 years of bad luck if you do not forward

ok they threat once in the beginning of the letter and then threat in the last paragraph of the zodiac signs. sometimes i would have this feeling inside of me afraid of the stupid threat, afraid it might come true. then i would scold myself for having this stupid feeling. (x ok im an aries. let's see what they say about my zodiac sign.

ARIES - The Daredevil (well am i ? just a little i suppose ?) (Mar 21 - April 19)

Energetic. (i feel tired most of the time)

Adventurous and spontaneous. (i guess so.)

Confident and enthusiastic. (over confident is the right word, enthu, well kind of)

Loves a challenge. (bring it on!)

EXTREMELY impatient. (HEY! not all the time ! (:)

Sometimes selfish. (ehs, not really i'll FEEL selfish but i'll force myself to not be selfish )

Short fuse. (Easily angered.) (BOMB! YES!)

Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. (:D)

Outgoing. (yeah baby)

Lose interest quickly (ya lo ya lo)- easily bored.(correct!) Egotistical.(not really) Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. (ehs ?)

ehs. woke up at 11am. WOO. shiok. slept 11 hours. (: hehs. BORING. surf the net. didnt go for tuition. wanted to attend POA, but naz wasnt attending because he was going out with mclyne. so yeah. stayed home until 4.10pm. went for service with yiu loong. havent seen him for a month plus. i felt like i didnt see him for a few weeks. yups. after service went to city hall to look for naz and roy. yiu loong wanted me to start collecting CDs. (like him) LOL. so he went to get me my very first CD album. LOOK IT'S ON TOP. music's not bad (: anw, that's the third gift i received from him. i remember my very first was a blue notebook. he gave me because he noticed i was feeling upset, and wanted to cheer me up. so yeah. the second was the bible because i lost mine. the third is the cd. (: because he wanted me to start collecting CDs. LOL. went raffles to find naz and roy. walked around. went home. ARGH so fast go home. zzz. if i known that it was like that, i would have gone home straight. but it's ok. NAZ, WE WERE SUPPOSE TO EAT ISCREAM! man, i was so pissed because i knew i wasnt going to get my ice cream. i wasnt pissed that they left early. but nvm. they were tired. so yeah. (: took 131 home. wooo. HUNGRY! ordered mc. MC DELIVERY! McSpicy meal (: and 6 mcnuggets. well my mum ate one (: ordered mcspicy meal for myself. fillet-o-fish meal for my mummy. 6pcs mcnuggets for myself. Green tea for my bro. $22.65. delivery charge $3 neh! SO EXPENSIVE. wooo less than 8mins i finished my burger. HAH, i ate like some monster! hungry ghost like that ! okok. tomorrow going to watch Jack Neo's Money No Enough in expo hall eight (: yeah not going for tuition again.

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18aug.

school was crappy. i was feeling rather tired. sleepy. didnt do well for my last three NAFA stations. incline pull up, 18. oddly, my left arm is pulling me up, it should be my right. i wanted to do more, but 18 was all that i need to get an A (: shutter run was a disappointment. 11.7 . i kind of made one round while running back. and i slowed down while running back. oops. but my pe teacher. (mr. e, i seriously dont know how to spell his surname) gave me 11.1 ! lol. i think it's a B. lastly, sit and reach. 58cm. OH GOSH! I JUST REMEMBERED! i forgot to do sit ups. DAMN! shall do it next week. (: anw. after school had oral with mr koh. after oral went out to study with cheer huay. went to woking road. yeah the pictures are up. that's the place. it's very different from all the HDB flats. it feels as if i'm not in Singapore. it's very peaceful too. when i was there, it felt as if all my troubles had faded away. i did physics, well abit of it. see the picture with table and chair. that's where we studied. it belongs to one of the residents there. Caucasian. well, i think most of the housings are owned by Caucasian. anw. two of the Caucasian came out and sat with us, both of them were mothers. waiting for the school bus. the kids were really noisy. and their english is, not like us (: haha. they're Australians. their kids went to an Australian school in Singapore. anw. The youngest was the cutest. they were eating biscuits, the other kid stole the biscuit from him and he started crying and screaming saying he wants his biscuits. darn cute. (: they left after awhile. hrmms i spend my last one hour or so sitting on the swing and staring into the sky. clearing my mind. my last few mins i read breaking dawn. (: took 61. walked home.

19 aug.

didnt attend school because i didnt want to. i mean who the hell cares if im in school anw ? hrmms. read breaking dawn. didnt my facial mask. slept for 4 hours. i was suppose to study today. but i was REALLY tired. i woke up with a bad headache that lasted for hours. then i decided to take a panadol tablet. woah. my brother is going on an holiday to hong kong. JEALOUS! i also want to go! 5days trip. he'll be leaving on the 28 aug. told him to get my a hand bag if he sees any nice one. (: weets. that was today. right now i come to a realisation. dont really want to talk much about it. yups.

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5:52 PM Sunday, August 31, 2008 first of all, i would like to wish AARON A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY ARRON ! :D though i may not know you so well, i've only known you for like ehs 2months ? BUT! there is still time to get to know you better. (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! and im so jealous of your drawings. (x i wish i could draw like you. HAHA. dreaming in progress oh yes today. i woke up at 0750. WAH so tired. ! i had to force myself out of bed. took a bath. came out at 0810. packed my bag. and out i go. went to redhill, met yiu loong. he's LATE! lol. but it's ok. he looks cool in that outfit that he was wearing today, black formal top (fitting), black straight cut jeans, white slim tie and A NEW PAIR OF WHITE SHOES! lol. reached expo at 0930/40 ? service was awesome ! hahas. (: really glad i did not miss today's sermon. (: celebrated arron's birthday, once again. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARRON! (: after whichwe headed over to bedok to have our lunch. i didnt eat, not because i'm on a diet. it's because i had no money. ): OH i've got a testimonial. shall type it later. after that took a train with aaron, he alighted at city hall and i dropped at tiong. took the bus 851 to bukit merah interchange. met kim, roy and naz at mc. went to tuition together. (: after tuition came home. TIRED! going to take a nap (: weets. ! oh the testimonial. i was left with a dollar plus in my wallet, i didnt wanted to give my offerings because it was like so small and plus later i wont get to buy a drink at least. aww. but nevertheless, i gave my ALL that was left. i was feeling abit upset, due to the fact that i dont know how i'll survive the week when there is so many activities going on ! ARGH! i came home and found out that my mum had placed a $50 note on the table, FOR ME! lol. WHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (: VALERIE THANKS GOD AND MY MUMMY! (: LOVES! words spilled @ 5:52 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
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11:35 PM Saturday, August 30, 2008 HAHA! NONO SHUMAN! I LOVE YOU TOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! DONT SAD! LOL! I LLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEE SHUMAN TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! (X see i post one blog just for you. (; VALERIE LOVES SHUMAN! words spilled @ 11:35 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
11:17 PM woke up at 11 am! ZZZ! i want to sleep more! but i cant. it seems like i can never sleep beyond 11am. awwman. i had only three hours of sleep the night before. i thought i could sleep for 17 hours? haha. to make up for the sleep lost. but i failed. oh well. left my house at about 1235. went to get my hair trim. around my neighbourhood. ARGH the one i always go to, even though it's middle aged aunties cut i can trust them to cut my hair they know what i want and it's cheap $8, IS CLOSED. oh wait. they've moved to i dont know where the hell is that unit. im running short of time, so i went to some random hair saloon. $10 ! and it's not very nice. ARGH! nvm. took the bus 273 to bm interchange. walked to e tuition center. had tuition until 1445. took the bus 198 to common wealth and waited for dawn. we headed down to mc teagarden to study. which we only had an hour to do so. haha. i only manage to finish one question on amath. i spend most of the time day dreaming away and teaching dawn chemistry. after which we took 105 to wistma. met jocelyn. walked to cotton on. wanted to get a top, BUT NO MORE! sain-ded. walked over to far east. got a black vest there (: went suntect BECAUSE I WANT E COTTON ON SHIRT! took the bus 111 outside lucky plaza. dawn lost her belt. HAHA so funny, wear e belt also can drop. (x ok went cotton on, BUT THEY DONT GOT MY SHIRT! ARGH! ARGH! so i got something else. ): ): sad-ded. went marina to eat. i had potato salad. eat until sian f the taste. hahas. left the place at about 10 ? they went to take 111 outside esplanade. i had to walk to another bus stop near the singapore river to take 131, straight bus home (: reache home at about 11 plus. bus damn long ! yeah. that was today. i keep thinking that there will be school on monday. so i'll go HAIS, then i realise that there is NO school for ONE week, cannot feel happy about it because i felt damn sad before that. lol. no school, but i have to go back on the 3rd at 1130 for dental appointment. words spilled @ 11:17 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
8:30 PM Friday, August 29, 2008 28 Aug then 29 Aug ENGLISH PRELIMS! hahas it was pretty much ok. i wrote on "describe an incident that made you felt to have such a fortunate and loving family" or something like that. 1st para : i wrote something like "how i wish i could turn back time. if only there was a way to do so, i would give up everything just for that cause, even if it means to give my life away." it was longer but i cant remember the exact words. 2nd para : lived in a 3-room HDB flat.neither rich nor poor. i got a mother, father, an elder brother and a yonger sister. basically my family background. a little bit info, i was the most notorious one. 3rd para : wrote about what happened. got a call from the hospital. i thought it was a prank call. the other party was saying that my family got into an accident. 4th para : took a cab to the hospital. names wasnt found in their system. relieved. unfortunately, she found my family names and gave me the ward's number. doctor told me that they didn't have much time left. 5th para : very darmatic. "MOM NO! PROMISE ME YOU WONT LEAVE ME!" she promised. i said i was sorry but it was too late for her to hear it. last para : attend funeral. thought back of what each of them had done for me. im so fortunate to have such a loving family, yet i was blind to see that. it's not too late to cherish them. they will never be forgotten. THE END. well i kind of think it's rather common to write like that. after the papers went home to mix the brownie mixture. left my place at 3.15pm. took the bus 124 to town. i learn a new word from dawn today. busing, as in bus-ING to town. LOL! her english is very the powderful. i learn new words from her, like die-ded. haha. funny girl. small but weird, valgur, keeps complaining (which i feel guilty because it's always i who got the wrong direction and made us go back and forth), SHOPS MORE THAN ME! and not to memtion scary. haha. BUT I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HER TO THE CORE! anw when i reached she was still bus-ing to town. walked quite a few rounds in wistma while waiting for her. (: but it's ok. headed over to far east. got mclyne a dress and a bucket bag. shuman, shirt and a bucket bag too. (: haha. shared with dawn. got myself a wallet. WAH it's so pretty la. LOL! cost me $14.80. we had a hard time finding mclyne and shuman a gift. so many things that doesnt suit them. after which dawn wanted to get a top from cotton on from suntect. so we rushed there. took an mrt. sadly they dont got her size. M was too big for her. oh yeah she wanted to get two hoodies for herself as well. SEE I TOLD YOU SHE SHOPS MORE THAN ME! LOL! took the mrt to clememti. then mclyne was like asking if we could go to vivo to get something. i said ok. dawn was like SIAN travelled from cityhall to clementi now have to go back to harbour front. lol. sorry dawn. went giant to get marshmallows, 7-up and a pack of ice. went to action city to buy a fake bread. lol. shuman brother wants it. anw. took the bus 30 to shuman's place. had BBQ to celebrate shuman and mclyne's birthday. play three rounds of taiti and had food. dawn was complaining how hungry she was throughout the whole journey. haha.! after that, played table tennis. ok i suck i know. i dont even know how to play table tennis. left at about 10 plus close to 11. waited for dawn to get a cab. took bus 143 home. STILL HAVE TO BAKE! my mummy helped me. oh yeah i broke the wooden spoon while trying to stir the harden-up-a-bit mixture. oops. my mmmy helped me baked. (: i went to sleep at 1.30am. i had to wake up super early tomorrow to bake mrs chia's cookies thanks to her i-cannot-eat-chocolate allergy. woke up 4.30 am. man 3 hours of sleep neh! so tired la! the cookie was a little bit hard and dry. failure, but i didnt have time to make new batch. so yeah. i shared my extra brownie. kim, yi wen and shihui said it was too sweet. i kind of agree, but i love sweet stuff so it's ok to me. the others was asking where i bought it cos it's nice. FYI i baked it myself! (: FROM SCRATCH NOT FROM THE PREMIX BOX KIMBERLY! HAHA! yeah. the dance performence was WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW! great performence! sadly our class video wasnt filmed. sieow ping's last min hard work was wasted. anw after school went to nydc to eat. the food wasnt that fantastic. expensive and not that great. then went to settlers. $6 per person. cheap! had a lot of fun. really really tired to the core! im forcing energy out of myself ! went home after that (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MCLYNE! I LOVE LOVE YOU! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE! :D words spilled @ 8:30 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
6:56 PM Wednesday, August 27, 2008 i didnt draw this because i was emo. i find it cool. (: WOOOOOOOOOOO. FINALLY, INTERNET! my brother's laptop cable for power connection is spoiled. i couldnt get access to the net during the pass few days. my computer had some kind of unknown problem. it has been down for almost a month. i had to use the laptop instead. wonder how my younger brother survive without the computer. he is like a hard core maple cum adition player. everyday when i got home he would be using the computer all the way until 10pm ? on saturdays, from morning until night. zzz. anw. so happy.! i shall write a compo about happiness. HAHA. just kidding. need to go to bukit merah NTUC later. getting baking stuff for teacher's day. baking brownies. (: OH tomorrow's english prelim ! GOOD LUCK TO ALL! :D words spilled @ 6:56 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
9:37 PM Sunday, August 24, 2008 woke up at 1030 ? received an sms from naz. he asked if i was going for science tuition. he wasnt going, kim too. so i didnt go. stayed home and read breaking dawn. (: it's way better than all the other three books. anw bathed at 1215. i was in a hurry, need to reach expo at 1330 to watch the screening of Money No Enough 2. bought the $12 tickets, well Ming Hui got them for me. there's a goodie bag. there's a shirt, $10 sakea sushi, $50 to some health care thingy and a bottle of honeysuckle white tea. everyone laughed at the screening, except me. i kind of expected i guess, that's why i didnt find it funny. anw, i cried because it was really touching. I JUST WANT TO SAY MUMMY I LOVE YOU! :D after the movie left with aaron and the two other new friends i made. OK IM SORRY! i forgot their names. oops. i have really bad memory. i'm sorry. AND THANKS AARON FOR THE NEWURBANMALE VOUCHERS! :D hopefully they'll call me back saying they have stocks coming in. man, this sucks. hahas. met gwen and ehs, see i told you i have bad memory, i forgot her name as well. man this really suck. oh yeah the two new friends i made, one of the guy. WAH HE'S LIKE MULTI-TALENTED CAN! he plays all sorts of instruments. he break dances. he dances. he beat boxes. WAH SO COOL! he's from taiwan. i must say he's really tall and skinny, not to mention his fair skin. well i dont really know much about the other guy. didnt talk much to him. yups. all i know is, he and aaron takes the same course except he takes animations ? while aaron is more into interactive ? oh man my memory suck. took the mrt, realise i had gastric, it wasnt so bad. i had to endure it. went home wanted to take my bismag. then i realise, it says to take after meal. i had to hurry my dinner because the pain was getting worse. took 4 tablets. then i realise the tablets wasnt taking effect. read the label. "Dosage :Take 2 to 4 tablets with water after meals and repeat in 15minutes if necessary..." so find after 15mins i took another 4. waited for another good 15 mins, my gastric was still there. so i continued reading the label. "... If symptoms persist consult your doctor" ZZZZZZZ. so i told my mom. she like so im your doctor. haha. anw i kept telling her that she got conned, the bismag doesnt work. my mm made me drink a cup of tea. super hot. i burnt my tongue. i drank half the cup, my gastric got worst. so my dad said :"you drank so little, how to get better" so i drank down the remaining at one go since it wasnt as hot as before. but i think i kind of burnt my throat ): then i ran for the toilet to do big business (: came out, my gastric was gone. WOOOO. read my email. got this stupid chain letter, i hated all those chain letter saying that i'll have bad luck if i dont forward. zzz. anw shall post it (: OH AND YES! I FINISHED BREAKING DAWN. OH MAN THE LAST PART WAS SO TOUCHING! I ALMOST CRIED! BUT! ROY TOLD ME THE ENDING! THEREFORE I KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT! ZZZZ. a happily ever after (: CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want. 20 years of bad luck if you do not forward. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad luck if you do not forward. PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.. TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of bad Luck if you do not forward GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward. CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy.. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out. 14 years of bad luck if you do not forward ok they threat once in the beginning of the letter and then threat in the last paragraph of the zodiac signs. sometimes i would have this feeling inside of me afraid of the stupid threat, afraid it might come true. then i would scold myself for having this stupid feeling. (x ok im an aries. let's see what they say about my zodiac sign. ARIES - The Daredevil (well am i ? just a little i suppose ?) (Mar 21 - April 19) Energetic. (i feel tired most of the time) Adventurous and spontaneous. (i guess so.) Confident and enthusiastic. (over confident is the right word, enthu, well kind of) Fun. (woooo!) Loves a challenge. (bring it on!) EXTREMELY impatient. (HEY! not all the time ! (:) Sometimes selfish. (ehs, not really i'll FEEL selfish but i'll force myself to not be selfish ) Short fuse. (Easily angered.) (BOMB! YES!) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. (:D) Outgoing. (yeah baby) Lose interest quickly (ya lo ya lo)- easily bored.(correct!) Egotistical.(not really) Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. (ehs ?) words spilled @ 9:37 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
11:38 PM Saturday, August 23, 2008 ehs. woke up at 11am. WOO. shiok. slept 11 hours. (: hehs. BORING. surf the net. didnt go for tuition. wanted to attend POA, but naz wasnt attending because he was going out with mclyne. so yeah. stayed home until 4.10pm. went for service with yiu loong. havent seen him for a month plus. i felt like i didnt see him for a few weeks. yups. after service went to city hall to look for naz and roy. yiu loong wanted me to start collecting CDs. (like him) LOL. so he went to get me my very first CD album. LOOK IT'S ON TOP. music's not bad (: anw, that's the third gift i received from him. i remember my very first was a blue notebook. he gave me because he noticed i was feeling upset, and wanted to cheer me up. so yeah. the second was the bible because i lost mine. the third is the cd. (: because he wanted me to start collecting CDs. LOL. went raffles to find naz and roy. walked around. went home. ARGH so fast go home. zzz. if i known that it was like that, i would have gone home straight. but it's ok. NAZ, WE WERE SUPPOSE TO EAT ISCREAM! man, i was so pissed because i knew i wasnt going to get my ice cream. i wasnt pissed that they left early. but nvm. they were tired. so yeah. (: took 131 home. wooo. HUNGRY! ordered mc. MC DELIVERY! McSpicy meal (: and 6 mcnuggets. well my mum ate one (: ordered mcspicy meal for myself. fillet-o-fish meal for my mummy. 6pcs mcnuggets for myself. Green tea for my bro. $22.65. delivery charge $3 neh! SO EXPENSIVE. wooo less than 8mins i finished my burger. HAH, i ate like some monster! hungry ghost like that ! okok. tomorrow going to watch Jack Neo's Money No Enough in expo hall eight (: yeah not going for tuition again. words spilled @ 11:38 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
8:58 PM Thursday, August 21, 2008 WOOOOOOOOOOOO! ok i didnt attend school, again. i had my reasons, plus i wanted to sleep more so that i wont feel sleepy during my oral. (: i woke up at 10 plus ? i slept at 12 midnight. 10 hours of sleep. (: i actually woke up early, just that i forced myself to sleep. okok here was my plan for today. wake up at 7.30pm, wear a pe shirt and shorts and head over to mac until my mummy's out of the house. but i was SO SLEEPY, my alarm rang. i offed it and went back to sleep. i woke up, my mummy was still at home. for once she didn't nag about me not going to school again. lol. read breaking dawn. so far so good. better than all the three other series. bathed then went to school. took a 145 bus to redhill then changed to the 33 bus. (: i was kind of nervous that i felt like shitting. i'm serious. well, thank God after consulling myself i felt less nervous. (: sat with cheer huay, qiao fen and dawn. i was giving them advice. and they too gave me some (: they were not. you cannot hold the paper up cannot touch. then i was thinking of mr koh saying that the examiner wont say "ARGH YOU TOUCH THE PAPER! FAIL FAIL!" hahah and his actions to it was funny (: anw, i was the third person. everyone has 10 mins to read, and i thougt it was only 6 mins. first time in history i didnt feel nervous. i actually felt excited for it (: i read the passage out loud twice to myself so that i wont trip onto words. and saw the picture. through what mr koh had taught us for oral, i predicted what they wanted and thought of what to say. which was the perfect deal because what i thought of they actually asked. i spent really little time on the picture. i only described that lady and a boy. it's only two short paragraphs. they only asked two questions. at the end they asked if i had anything i want to add on. i said no. so they moved on to the conversation. first question was "if you can set up a business, what bussin would it be" i told them i would be a fashion designer and i would want to have my own brand. i talked about what i was facing, my dad not wanting me to go that direction because he was afraid that i might regret. WAH TALK ON THIS TOPIC DAMN LONG. they were very interested in it. im serious. they asked me questions that are not in the paper that they're suppose to ask because they asked about my life related questions. i was very enthu to talk about my dream. i made them lagh a few times which i dont really remember what i said. well, my enthu didnt last long when i told them about my dad not wanting me to take up fashion, i kind of felt upset. they asked me like what will you do to persuade your dreams then if your dad wouldn't allow it ? i was like, i'll prove to him that i can and my mum is also trying to persuade him. yeah they asked alot like what's my dad's job because i told them my dad went out of business. anw. i think the next question was what's one of your strength that you have to overcome the situation that i'm in. i was like the encouragement that people can give me. then they stopped and said that the encouragement is considered an external affair. what about in you. haha. i forgot how i replied to this because i didnt know. (: next topic. what are your views on woman who is both career minded and also have a family. ( something like that) i gave them my views like it's really tough to juggle both the career and the family. i gave them examples like my mother. i told them i had 3 siblings, two younger and one older. and my mummy's working hours and how she has to work hard everyday just so that we wont starve. and how much she had done for us. how much she had suffered for us. she tries very hard to make us happy. even though she suffers, she doesn't mind and i appreciate that. then they went on to the next topic. "so what can the government do to help these woman" i said this. Paid leave. and they started laughing again. i was like was it funny or was it because i said it and then smiled. i dont know. then blah blah blah. last question. what are the advantages and disadvantages about having to have a business at home. i only gave one answer for each. i had only of hand actions. i mean i got kind of carried away. it feel as if i was talking to two friends. they were really nice and comfortable to talk to. i didnt even feel nervous about sitting infront of the examiners. honestly, i even forgot that i was having my O levels oral. hrmms when i got out. i realise i could have added more to the last question. oh well. hrmms they said i talked pretty long. and i showed them all my actions. qiao fen was like, you're so drama. i was like. hrmms alright. man somehow i felt that i didnt do well. really. joanne was like. when the examiners asked you if you have anything to add on to the picture. it means that they wanted to hear more. i was like. dang dang dang. somehow i feel that i cannot get what i'm aiming for. a 10/12 for reading. a 10/12 for picture and a 14/16 for conversation. man. okok we were all discussing about how to pronounce the word medicine. i was like. HUH I THOUGHT IT'S ME-DI-CINE. then they were like med-cine blah blah blah. wooo, i just checked the dictionary. i pronounced it correctly (: wooo oral's OVER! after oral hanged around with kim they all. talked about our examiners. thank God mine was the center one. from what i heard the other two side the examiners sound scary. the left side one of them is like yang mehmeh and she was like having PMS. like saying i dont want to hear that. if you were to say this earlier instead of that it would have been better. basically like scolding them. the other side is like sleeping. LOL. yeah. Thank the Lord. (: studied. well sort of. in the library with naz and the others. mr tan went through SBQ with qiao fen, seiow ping and some random guy. he went through R.I.C.E which was what i already know, but i shall sit in and learn something. which i did. (: left at 6pm. took 196 and then 176 home. (: wooo. im at page 450 of breaking dawn. weets. (: words spilled @ 8:58 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
9:50 PM Wednesday, August 20, 2008 my blog is going to be boring, dead. so don't bother reading from now on. i wont pour out my feelings anymore. unless you want to know, then ask me. i dont mind. besides from my boring day that will be posted from now on. i'll also COMPLAIN! LOL! i know nobody likes to hear me complain. so i will blog it! but i dont have much to complain about today. only that I LOST MY PENCIL CASE! i seriously had no idea that it went missing until i wanted to start my studying. i realise my pencil case was gone! ZZZ! i was considering today if i should change my pencil case. then i decided not to. waste of money. I BOUGHT 9 NEW PENS RECENTLY SOMEMORE! WTH! cost my like $12 plus. OH MY GOSH LA! anyone knows where to get cheap and pretty pencil case ? (: i shall use rubber band for the time being. HAHA! man. ARGH! i used my own pocket money to bus somemore. ARGH! mummy gave me 20 today. wanted to use it to buy ice cream, NOW I HAVE TO USE IT TO BUY STATIONERY! ZZZ! english oral is tomorrow. dont really have the mood to attend school. shall skip morning lessons. words spilled @ 9:50 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
10:20 PM Tuesday, August 19, 2008 aint it pretty :D it's so SHINY! lol. ANYONE SELLING THIS BAG (BROWN) DO EMAIL ME :D 18aug. school was crappy. i was feeling rather tired. sleepy. didnt do well for my last three NAFA stations. incline pull up, 18. oddly, my left arm is pulling me up, it should be my right. i wanted to do more, but 18 was all that i need to get an A (: shutter run was a disappointment. 11.7 . i kind of made one round while running back. and i slowed down while running back. oops. but my pe teacher. (mr. e, i seriously dont know how to spell his surname) gave me 11.1 ! lol. i think it's a B. lastly, sit and reach. 58cm. OH GOSH! I JUST REMEMBERED! i forgot to do sit ups. DAMN! shall do it next week. (: anw. after school had oral with mr koh. after oral went out to study with cheer huay. went to woking road. yeah the pictures are up. that's the place. it's very different from all the HDB flats. it feels as if i'm not in Singapore. it's very peaceful too. when i was there, it felt as if all my troubles had faded away. i did physics, well abit of it. see the picture with table and chair. that's where we studied. it belongs to one of the residents there. Caucasian. well, i think most of the housings are owned by Caucasian. anw. two of the Caucasian came out and sat with us, both of them were mothers. waiting for the school bus. the kids were really noisy. and their english is, not like us (: haha. they're Australians. their kids went to an Australian school in Singapore. anw. The youngest was the cutest. they were eating biscuits, the other kid stole the biscuit from him and he started crying and screaming saying he wants his biscuits. darn cute. (: they left after awhile. hrmms i spend my last one hour or so sitting on the swing and staring into the sky. clearing my mind. my last few mins i read breaking dawn. (: took 61. walked home. 19 aug. didnt attend school because i didnt want to. i mean who the hell cares if im in school anw ? hrmms. read breaking dawn. didnt my facial mask. slept for 4 hours. i was suppose to study today. but i was REALLY tired. i woke up with a bad headache that lasted for hours. then i decided to take a panadol tablet. woah. my brother is going on an holiday to hong kong. JEALOUS! i also want to go! 5days trip. he'll be leaving on the 28 aug. told him to get my a hand bag if he sees any nice one. (: weets. that was today. right now i come to a realisation. dont really want to talk much about it. yups. words spilled @ 10:20 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠