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PRESENTING CHEN LEI LEI!

I TOLD YOU YOU'LL BE ON MY BLOG!

aww ain's she cute. HAHA!

act dao. (:

My chains are gone.
I've been set free.
My God, My Saviour has rescued me.
And like a flood, His mercy reign.
Unending love.
Amazing Grace.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! so tired neh. shall cramp my three days into a single post.

5th sep, friday

didnt do much on that day. studied the whole day. (: with dawn and naz at tea garden. i reached at 1500 h. we studied all the way until 2100 h. yeah. we were suppose to have hard core study. BUT! dawn had to go off early. naz wanted to have dinner and i was tired. yeah. took 93 home. walked home. dying. haha.

6th sep, Saturday

i didnt go for tuition. i went for cell group. (: we had this mini Olympics. WHICH WAS TIRING! gosh! ok the first mini station was to climb up the stairs. there were 4 people in a group. one on the first floor. one on the 3rd floor. another on the 7th floor and the last on the 12th floor. so basically the first guy on the first floor will run up to the 3rd floor. together with the 2nd person they have to run to the 7th floor. all three will then run to the 12th floor. lastly, all four have to run to the 14th floor and down all the way to the first floor. sadly i was at the 3rd floor. i died on the 10th floor! hahahhaha. i had to pull myself up. lol. my thighs were like STOP STOP! but i had to keep going. we were second place with 2.44 mins. (: next we played dodge ball. we won. haha. it was fun. when my penguine team was playing against the other team, i heard them say : "we all ain valerie first" i was like. "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" WHAT! lol. but i manage to escape all the balls. (: after whichwe had to run to cold storage to buy a ice cream and finish it off. well we misheard her and bought 5 ice cream. so ot team each one gets one. lol. after running so much, eating the ice cream as fast as i could was tough. i had to breathe and eat at the same time. lol. ming hui's last station was RUN TO ONE POINT AND THEN RUN BACK! ARGHHHHHHH! WE PROTEST! SO MUCH RUNNING AND YOU STILL WANT US TO RUN SOMEMORE! she was like, not very far what. LOL! in the end we didnt run, beacuse everyone was tired. lastly we played captain's ball. weets had lots of fun. (: ran alot and i still have the energy to play captain's ball. after the whole event we went nearby to have our dinner. (: after which, joce and i went to plaza sing to get my phone serviced. walked around, got my contact lense. (: i made a deal with joce. if i were to stay over at her place, we would wake up together tomorrow to go to church together.! so we took a train down to harbour front and took a bus from vivo. i got a dark grey shirt (: weets. took the bus 131 home. and i didnt notice something. went home to get clothes for tomorrow. i had to take out half of my clothes to pick what i wanted to wear the next day. left my place at about 11pm.

7th sep, sunday

we took a 145 bus to redhill, joce told him that fabian, joey, hui chin and elieen took the same bus as us and alighted the same stop with us. i was like I DIDNT NOTICE! i mean 4 person how can i possibly not notice! haha im the ultimate! at first there was this guy in white berms alighted in front of me. i was like, that guy looked like fabian. hrmms. NAH! why would he be here? so i push the thought aside. joce was telling me that is fabian. HAHA! oops. i only saw him, i didnt manage to see the rest. reached joce place at 0045. SO TIRED! WORN OUT! i slept at 0130 ? i think later than that and i had to wake up at 0700. ARGH! i tired to sleep, but i'm not used to joce's bed, i couldnt really sleep. it took me quite awhile to fall asleep. when i manage to fall alseep, i kept waking up, i dont know why. i thought i was dreaming, because i felt so tired, yet im awake. woke up at 0700. my eyes were very heavy. i forced myself o wake up. went to bathe. I WAS LIKE SHIVERING! DARN COLD! when i was bathing, i was rushing because my whole boby was shaking. the heater wasnt even hot. yeah. joce put on make up DAMN LONG CAN! 1 HOUR! until i was late with meeting yiu loong. took a cab down to jourong east mrt. i didnt want to let yiu loong wait. as usual i paid for the cab fare. $5.80 ? met yiu loong at bouna vista. he was running a fever. GET WELL SOON YIU LOONG! reached expo at 1000 ? just in time. everytime when im in the Hous Of God, i feel awake and refreshed! i never feel tires to praise the Lord. WOOOTS! (: anw after service went to tabao fried rice. shared with joce. ok next, went to donate blood. i qeued for really LONG! and when finally i was about to donate they said :"sorry dear, you need to have a parental consent before you can donate" i was like, but i've signed it the first time i donated and i even have the card saying i donated. but she was like, each time you want to donate you have to seek parental consent until you're 18. i was like WTH! ARGH! i was so excited to give my blood. YET THIS HAD TO HAPPEN! ARGH! ARGH! did a bit of chinese with ming hui. SIAN ALOT OF WORDS I DONT KNOW HOW TO READ CAN! ): hais. left exp. went to take a train. guess who i saw ? XUAN YI! she was heading to changi airport. i waved at her. (: haha. i was like, ehs, she's so familiar. haha. train-ed down to city hall. walked around with joce. i was like. im so so so tired, why am i still here? i should be going home! lols. walked around raffles place. WAH joce see cosmetics damn long la. lol. my shoulders were aching. anw, after which we headed to city link to walk. at 1900, went to esplanade to find liang wei to have dinner. yeah. KENA CON THE SECOND TIME! i think marina food court has something against me. i bought this cheese baked rice with chicken chop. it tasted like some inedible curry rice with chicken. my stomach didnt want more of it. i ate a little more than half. since my stomach couldnt take it, i stopped eating. i pamper my stomach alot. (: lols. after that joce and liang wei took the mrt home. i walked to esplanade, out, down the Singapore River and to the bus stop. i took 100 home. i had to walk. and there were alot of stairs for me to walk. WAH! my leg was DYING CAN! haha! (: reached home at about 9pm ? yeah. SO TIRED CAN! i dont feel like going for paper 1 tomorrow. ): shall see how. IM REALLY WORN OUT

Into Your hands I commit again with all I am

For You Lord

You hold world at the plam of hands and I am Yours Forever.

Jesus i believe in You.

Jesus I belong to You.

Your the reason the reason that I live

The reason that I sing.

With all I am.

I'll walk You wherever you go

Through tears and joy

I trust in You.

And I will live in all of Your ways and Your promises, forever.

my brother just came back from Hong Kong. OH MYGOSH! JEALOUS HE WENT TO DISNEY LAND! ARGH! and got me those. ARGH! MY GOSH I ALSO WANT TO GO CAN! zzz! man. ): anws. i slept for 9.5 hours. im short of 0.5h. hehs. oh well. going out to study with naz. anw. i wanna say something. I WANT TO BUY THE DAMN BACKPACK WHICH IS AT SUNTECT THAT COST $180 ! OHMYGOSH! SO EX! BUT SO PRETTY! ARGGGHHHHHH! but i realise i have to get something else first, WHICH IS NOT FOR MYSELF! HAHA! im laughing at my pathetic-ness. OH MY GOSH i want that bagpack badly. i dont want the newurbanmale handbag anymore. AWWW! i feel like crying. lols. okok shall continue when i get back. (:

ok, so i feel like taking alot of pictures of myself today. (: hahas. woke up at 11 am ? WAH SAI MAN! i dreamt i was on an airplane going to Hong Kong. i dreamt i was there too. the place so was PRETTY! man i think i watch too much tv. i dreamt i went there with my family. SO HAPPY! i was picking out the clothes i wanted to wear. then i woke up! by my stupid alarm that rang at 7am. SHOOTS i forgot to set off the alarm. anw. left my house at 2.30pm. meeting jocelyn. met her at redhill. took the bus 33 down to queensway. bought ear studs and ear sticks from bluez. walked around looking for screen protector for my darling phone. went to like 3 shop, for my model, all sold out ! what shitty luck. FINALLY i bought my screen protector for $8 ! WAH SO EX NEH! zzz. i asked the guy to paste it on for me. after that we took the bus 123 to lucky plaza. walked to far east, went to get my eye brown trimmed. walked around far east. wanted to get a dress. but cant seem to find any. i found this shop that sells hell lots of silky dresses. i tried three, but all of them dont seem to suit me. well, i concluded that im not a dress kind of girl. anw. went to another shop, tried on two dresses. i paid one on deposit acutally, then suddenly i felt that it didnt really quite suit me, so i went back and got back my money. (: the lady seemed unhappy. i wanted to say thank you. but she was throwing her tantrum around, so i didnt say it. went to the bus stop outside far east. took 124. alighted at the city hall stn. took the undergroung passage and walked over to suntect because joce wanted to get bikini bottom. which she found in the news paper, 5 for $1. when we got there the lady was like, printing error, it's 5 for $10! HAHA! sad-ded for her. so we walked around. headed over to marina to have dinner. she had potato salad while i had beef steak. WAH SO CHEAPO LO! no wonder it's 7 dollars. one beef steak with two side dishes. zzz. the beef is like so tiny lo! i had to order a plate of butter rice. zzz. if i knew, i would have ordered a plate of butter rice and a soup, i will definately feel full. after dinner, took 124 to clark quey, which we kind of missed our stop. dropped at outram took the bus 61. went central to look for my prom dress. but NO MORE! aww, sad-ded. walked around. came across this stall. there was this green pretty dress, i didnt but it la. i tried the green, purple and black. the material is like silky those kind. i will stick to my electric blue dress for prom. (: we hanged around that particular stall for a very long time. i reserved a necklace that. (: not the picture with the necklace, that one joce picked out for me. SO GIRLY! SO NOT ME! i admit, i'm a half girl half guy. the necklace i picked out is really nice. (: a little bit gothic, but it's not gothic. it suits me better. (: when we came out of the stall, all the other shops were closed/closing. aww. went down one level, saw this brightly lit store. WAH! i went in for awhile i started haveing headache. SO BRIGHT! cannot take it! haha! so i went out. after which took the mrt to redhill and took a bus 145 home. yiu loong call me, haha. funny. he was really tired. chatted for awhile. he convinced me not to join army. lols. ok that's today ! (:

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10:55 PM Monday, September 29, 2008 When you have to look away When you dont have much to say Thats when I love you I love you, just that way To hear you stumble when you speak Or see you walk with two left feet Thats when I love you I love you, endlessly And when your mad cuz you lost a game Forget Im waiting in the rain Baby i love you, I love you anyway Heres my promise made tonight You can count "on" me for life Thats when i love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough Thats when I love you, WhenI love you no matter what So when you turn to hide your eyes Cause the movie it made you cry Thats when I love you I love you a little more each time And when you cant quite match your clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes Thats when I love you I love you, more than youll know And when you forget that we had a date Or that look that you get when you show up late Baby I love you, I love you anyway Heres my promise made tonight You can count "on" me for life Thats when i love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough Thats when I love you, When I love you no matter what Thats when I love you When nothing baby Nothing you do could change my mind The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough Thats when I love you, When I love you no matter what No matter what words spilled @ 10:55 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
1:18 PM Sunday, September 28, 2008 well. i woke up at 11.30am. woo. slept 10hours. got up. nothing better to do. read the tenth circle. im at page 84. yup. if i can i'll read another 120 pages later. shall complete the book by tomorrow or on tuesday. anw. im not sure if i want to attend math tuition. yeah. anw going to study out later. GWEN IF YOU'RE READING THIS! YOU SHOULD STUDY TOO! NO TV! (: shall do math and ss. (: oh yeah i've received an email about horoscope. chain mail. i dont really like all this chain mail, i find it stupid. it's like cursing me. lol SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward. PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward. CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. anw, i feel really heartbroken. i dont want to state the situation. and i feel as if im closing up to everyone around me. i dont feel Him anymore. this breaks my heart even more. the wall that was built around my heart causes me to lose the one i love the most. i tried to shake the feeling away, i tried not to think about it. but i cant. it's there and i cant deny it. i tried to forget it. but i cant. and because of this, i dont feel You anymore. im trying to break this wall, but i feel that it's not easy to do so. well everyone around me tells me this. "forgive and forget" pastor taught us to "forgive and LET GO" well, i forgave. i've let go. but it keeps coming back. i dont think about it, the feelings are already there. even if the world world doubts me, i dont care. but you of all people, the one i treasure the most the one that i never expected. nevertheless i still love you. words spilled @ 1:18 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
9:58 PM Saturday, September 27, 2008 oh i reached home at 3.30 am. haha, after the rock concert i took a train down to bouna vista and walked to hort park. had a prayer conference call in between. haha. the pathway was really quiet and there was a road beside. yeah. after the conference i walked to hort park. took me 2.5 hours to reach there (excluding the pray conference). i reached at 12.30 am. there were still people around. so i went down. sat at the pathway near the lawn. dazed into space until 2.50am. listened to radio. i was locked in lo! ohmygosh! thank goodness the security gaurds was still around. if not i'll be stuck until 10 in the morning. haha. so i walked home from there. i think i took 40 mins to reach home. i didnt want to take the bridge, even though it's faster, because IT WAS DARN DARK! no lights lo. and it's really scary. so i took the longer route home. reached home bathed and slept at 4am. woke up at 11plus plus. went for english tuition. all three of them didnt come. so yeah, whatever. after english went for POA class. after POA went for service. haha im very lazy to type out the details. im really tired. reached home at 9.00pm. gonna practise on math and after that might go out and walk. when my parents are asleep, if not my mummy will wait for me before she sleeps. yups. ANW! i love By2 (: they got really beautiful voices. words spilled @ 9:58 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
10:35 PM Wednesday, September 24, 2008 VALERIE'S FEELING REALLY REALLY HIGH SINCE YESTERDAY! :D VALERIE LOVES IVAN. WOOTS. I've decided not to blog about yesterday. (: haha. anw, i didnt attend school today, because i wanted to sleep more. (x my mummy gave me ALOT of kisses this morning before she left for malaysia for training. i miss her already. ): I LOVE MY MUMMY (: yeah, anw, i went to harbour front before heading to school. i bought a shirt from pull and bear. $34.90. yeah. then bought subway. cold cut trio. nice. (: i like it with extra cheese and mayo. extra ham is like pay extra 2.50, SO EX! after which took the mrt down to dover and walked to school. got my science paper from cheer huay. C5, ZZZ! OHMYGOSH! BAD BAD BAD! ): my prelims are like sai! pass, but border line pass. ): ARGH! must work hard. O levels are getting near. getting really scared of it. stayed in shool to teach chemistry until 6 plus. walked over to dover mrt and trained down to city hall. almost got lost, thank goodness gwen knows the way if not. IM DOOMED! went for Amath crash course. 7.30pm to 9.30pm. after Amath, took 167 to Bukit merah interchange. from there i took 273 home. VALERIE IS GOING TO JOIN THE 12 HOURS POA CRASH COURSE FOR TWO DAYS! so it's 12hours on 2nd oct. and 12 hours on 3rd oct. then i realise i'm having Amath crash course on 4th oct. WOW. sure to die, BUT FOR O LEVELS! I HAVE TO DO IT! hrmms i just realise im very busy this week. ok, this POA crash course they have a free trial. so the guy is like asking me if i can have this free trial tomorrow. but i realise i cant. see. tomorrow, thursday - Math, Mrs Ng Friday - Mrs, Chia Birthday and Cell Group reach out, Chinese Tuition Sat - Tuition, 1pm to 2.30pm, 3pm to 3.30pm, service 5.30 pm to 8.00pm Sun - tuition, 11am to 12.30pm, 3pm to 4.30pm. FREE~ but have to study. woah. ): and i just realise i have to write notes on chemistry tonight and pass it to a friend tomorrow. yeah. and i have a LONG WAY to go. yups. wont be turning in early today. gotta rush through alot. (: words spilled @ 10:35 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
10:04 PM Monday, September 22, 2008 you know what. im feeling REALLY excited for tomorrow. i felt kind of guilty today. i got so carried away that somthing slipped out. so yeah. no point in saying sorry to him. he doesn't want to hear it. i dont know how to make it up to him. ): yeah. so ok today, i couldn't wake up. my alarm kept ringing BUT MY EYES WERE HEAVY! so i fell asleep. haha, what a loser. i noticed my appetite has been growing smaller and smaller. from two meals a day, it became one meal a day. OHMAN! later i suffer from mulnutrient how. i will always remember what mrs ng say. dont think you dont eat you will lose weight. when you're lack of nutrient, you will become fatter. then i was like, WHAT RUBBISH! hahahha. but i believe her words. yeah yeah im very naive. dont cheat me. (: kena conned alot of times. esp, FOOD! haha valerie loves to eat expensive and good food. (: hah. okok. today, i watch code geass. (: COOL COOL, episode getting more and more exciting. went to bathe. came out, had two missed calls from dawn. and a message from naz saying that school had ended at 12. DOTS! oh yeah before that. i burnt my finger, yeah retarded right ? i bought this mug and paint it for mrs chia (which was a failure, shall give her a belated gift)so the oil paint dried really slow. i remember i made something for my mother using oil paint. it took one week for it to dry. so i decided to speed up the process. i put the mug into the over. and i totally forgot about it. (: so when i got it out, IT WAS SMOKING HOT! the towel wasnt good enough, i burnt my left hand first finger. PAIN LUH! i had to but a yellow cream with cotton wool and a plaster to stop the pain. until now it still hurts when i take off the plaster. ): ehs. yups. and the oil pain, ehs. CHAO TA! zzz. sad-ded luh. hrmms asked my dad to fetch me to school. stupid school so rich, wasting all their money doing the stupid orange thing to stop any cars from entering school. walao. LOL. hrmms then my dad couldnt enter the school. he had to drop me outside then i had to walk. went to the foyer to meet dawn and naz. after awhile i teached my friend chemistry. he confessed his chem was REALLY REALLY BAD! but i was VERY sure i could teach him. and i taught him half the book in one day. COOL RIGHT! and he understands. haha. well here and there. ok so, TOMORROW IS A REALLY SPECIAL DAY! :D IM SO HAPPY. SHALL BLOG IT LIKE TOMORROW OR SOMETHING. IM SO EXCITING. yeah because of today my mummy had been bugging me to sleep early. hahas. oh yeah im not done. i left at 4.00 pm (: i think. HAHA i was suppose to come to school to study POA with mr lim, BUT HE LEFT! IDIOT! i made an appointment with him, AND HE IS NOT IN SCHOOL! ARGH! i shall scold him on wednesday. hahaha. went home alone. napped for two hours. oh yeah. shihui called me, and i woke up. yups. at first i got up before she called. do you know how i tell what time it was when i got up. i was so lazy to get up and look at the clock. so i closed my eyes and listened to the tv outside. i was like, so unfamiliar voice. 9pm show ? OH NO I SLEPT FOR THREE HOURS. or 10 pm show ? MEANS I SLEPT FOR 4 HOURS! haha. slowly i realise it was the 7pm show. so i decided to sleep a little longer. then shihui called. yeah. got up. chatted with her. facebook. sms-ed kim. bathed. SLEEP. meeting yi wen really early tomorrow. 6.15am i dont know why she needs to be in school at 6.30am. GOOD NIGHT words spilled @ 10:04 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
11:25 PM Saturday, September 20, 2008 i've been repeating this to myself ALOT of times. "thou shall not hate" and it really helps. anw. went to holland to get naz his chess set. 2nd part of his birthday gift. WOOO, today's REALLY HUMID! walked all the way to take a 198. i had alot of feelings going through my mind today. but i wont post it. if not it'll cause unnecessary attention and misunderstanding. after tuition went to mac for the toilet then walked around. went for POA tuition. i made a new friend today. Tricia. She's bisexual. yeah. and she's not afraid to admit it. lol. talked throughout the whole POA lesson. anw, she's yi wen's friend. from the same primary school. she actually lent me her ss notes for me to photocopy. :D hrmms. after tuiton walked over to redhill. wanted to board the train BUT kunkun told me to meet her at the taxi stand to cab to expo. i was like, if we were to take a train, we would reached there about the same time as cabbing there. but she wanted to cab. so ok lo. near $30 NEH! so ex. i must make sure i pay her back. service was awesome. kunkun said pastor kong was hot. and i have to agree. HAHA! sermon was awesome. i learnt ALOT! (: after service i headed over to botanic garden. alighted the train at city hall, walked over to the esplanade and took a bus 77 there. wanted to find saga seeds. SO DARK AND SCARY! haha. i had a little bit of fear. because when i walked halfway the path ahead were not lighted up. so it's VERY dark. i didnt take that route. i went to the path which had lights. (: when i finally found the angsana tree. there wasnt any seeds around. ARGH! effort WASTED! so i went home. took 123 to bukit merah interchange and then 273. When things gets tough. When my world crumbles. When everyone around me starts leaving. I thought it was meaningless to carry on. My heart was shattered. But yet i choose to hang on to You Word. The bible is like a book of encouragement to me. Matthew 6:25 "Therefor I say to you, do not worry about your life" Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it." "Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it." When there was nobody there to hear my sarrows, to be there for me. You were always there to heal me. Even when memories flashes and the world starts to hurt me even more everyday. I choose to say I will hang on to Your Word. And when i believe. You healed me. When friends around me starts to stray away. You never once left me alone. I was once lost and broken. But You took my hand and showed me that I was never alone. I choose to surrender everything. I choose to leave the world behind. I dont want to leave you for the world anymore. I want to stick with You for all of eternity. My heart cries out for You. Jesus, You're all that I need. words spilled @ 11:25 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
4:41 PM Friday, September 19, 2008 today's science paper was kind of OK i guess. ended at 9.30am. left school right after the paper. followed naz to watson to get his knee guard. sadly they dont sell it. so we went to guardians to get it. $49. dots dots dots. i've been bugging him to treat me ice cream, because i really wanted to eat ice cream. but he didnt want to get one fore me. :/ ohwell dosent matter. after that took 61 and walked home. facebook then napped for 4 hours AGAIN. yeah i've been napping for 4 hours like everyday. (: anw, going to clean up my hamster cages before i go jogging. yeah. CHUCHU! i jogged 4km. WOOTS achievement. LOL. i did stop and walk. yeah. when i reched home, it was 7.20pm. bathed and everything. left for cell group at depot road. (: fellowship awhile then left. i got a ride home. haha. for a lady she sure drive fast and rough. lol. her car is COOL. i dont know how to describe it. (: got home and conference called eleanor and jane. gonna conference call jane and gwen later. yups. dont we all dislike liars. then why do we still lie ? how ironic. life's like that i suppose. Expect the unexpected. words spilled @ 4:41 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
10:10 PM Thursday, September 18, 2008 POA's paper was crap. they had 4 choices, and all the questions i cross out two. so i had to anyhow pick the right answer out of the two. OK, not so bad, i know hoe to do SOME! lol. (: tomorrow's physics and chemistry MCQs. shall study physics formulas. yups. i was suppose to meet naz in the morning to go to school together. but then, i was really really sleepy. so i smsed him saying that i wont be meeting him. ahahs. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZ! :D so i got up at 6.40am. after the paper, which was 9am, shihui, yi wen, naz and i stayed back in school for awhile. slack. ok we left at 11 plus ? i cant really remember. went home. eat, sleep. HAHA! like some PIG la! i slept for four hours. AND I MISSED MY STUPID CHANCE. hahahahahah. so pathetic. he wanted to call me to chat for awhile. BUT I WAS SLEEPING! ARGH! stupid me. then his second sms woke me up. saying he had driving lessons cant talk. so im like. ARGH! WHY! lol. okok. talked to naz on facebook. (: left house to collect money from my mother. STUPID BUS SO SLOW! alighted at bouna vista and took a train to tiong. a survey man stopped me to do some survey. at first he was saying that it was about singaporeans habit. i was like. hrmms ok sure, i have alot to say about that. THEN HE STARTED TALKING ABOUT SOME COMPANY THAT IS SET UP LIKE A BANK! zzz. it's not a bank, it's a plan. where you save up, they will give an interest rate of close to 50%. so he was like asking me if i believe in such a thing. so i told him "im navie, i might believe" and at that point i was rushing for time. i was late in meeting naz. he ask so many things. which i was obviously not interested. yeah. he was like, i'll call you then we can meet up to talk about the plan. i was like aint it obvious im showing NO INTEREST AT ALL! then i said fine, but im VERY busy. might not be able to make it. dotsdotsdots. haha. then he started talking about him taking o levels. i was like, ehs uh huh. so he was like saying maybe i can help you. then i was like. ehs no thank you. yeah. he was taking up ALOT of my time. dots. i was already rushing. i missed one bus because of the stupid survey. okok so i got to great world. naz was like saying surprise him. so i picked mama mia. but then i didnt tell him. then he was like saying watch babylon. so i was like. hrmms that's not my plan, BUT IT'S OK! (: haha. we missed the first part. the movie starts at 6.30pm. we went in at 7pm. yeah. anw. after the movie we went to see mouse. haha. he wanted ne as a pet. I HOPE THE MICE BITES HIM! (: took 970 to redhill. he took 64, he was meeting his parents for dinner at little india. i took a 145 bus home. (: prayer conference with jane and eleanor for 15mins. will be calling him later. WOOO. happiness. (: Matthew 21:22 And whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive. words spilled @ 10:10 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
4:12 PM Wednesday, September 17, 2008 DO YOU KNOW WHAT DAY IS THIS! DO YOU DO YOU DO YOU! WELL I GUESS YOU DONT! TODAY IS THE LAST WRITTEN PAPER. FROM TOMORROW ALL THE WAY UNTIL FRIDAY IT'S ALL MCQ PAPERS! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAA. DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I FEEL! lols. ok im going bonkers. anw, NO MORE LATE NIGHT STUDYING! :D OHMYGOSH! CAN SLEEP EARLY LUH! AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SCREAM FOR JOY! :D im feeling so so tired. shall nap. HAHA! i'm going to die early, i've been napping everyday. (: anw. i want to get hell lots of things luh. SHALL SHOP! :D i want to get a shirt from pull and bear, vivo $29.90. sandals from suntect $49.90. leggings (black and grey) from i dont know where. grey skinnies $95 from mango. converse cream coloured shoe, $55.90. ehs. i think that's about all. i wanted to get a backpack that cost $180. BUT NAH! so ex luh. i dont think i want it. im happy with my red billabong bag, although it is tearing apart. haha. (: AAAAAARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH! im so happy. (: oh yeah, tomorrow's naz birthday. sadly i havent complete getting him what i want to get him. AND IM NOT SO STUPID AS TO POST IT HERE! NAZ READS MY BLOG. lol. oh yeah today's chemistry paper. i though i was going to die. i was like, FAIL LUH! MRS CHIA SET MEANS DIE LIAO! yeah. so i didnt really have the mood to study for chemistry. i just flipped through the book last night. as i was doing, i was like. OHMYGOSH SO EASY! ARGH! SO STRAIGHT FORWARD! SO UNLIKE MRS CHIA! but i think i wont score very well, i kind of forgot certain things. oops. but the questions are really simple. dont need to rack your brain for the answers. after the paper naz told me that it wasnt mrs chia who set the paper. NO WONDER! lols. took 33 with dawn and shuman. dawn and i alighted first. shuman went to central to study with weiming. dawn and i walked around anchor point. all the shops aint open yet. waited for naz. stupid banglah riding his bicycle from school to anchor point. when he reached we went to subway.only naz ate. ok, after which went to ikea. i got a black cup. like the japanese cup for tea. YEAH THAT ONE! DAMN COOL! im going to design it and give it to mrs chia as a birthday gift (: and i got a jar, im planing to do something with it and give it to him. YEAH HIM OK! lol. naz left first as he NEEDS to go home and bathe. did i tell you how smelly he was ? HAHAH just kidding. walked around queensway with dawn. i wanted to find a backpack, but nothing nice. so yeah. IM GOING TO BUY A CONVERSE SHOE! :D lol. perhaps on the 25th. walk walk walk, we didnt go to the 2nd floor because all the shops was closed. after that went back to anchor point to get recycled paper. my hamsters are like smelly CAN! after that took 33 down to naz house. i had to walk from redhill. left my things at his place and went off to city hall. went to newurbanmale. naz got randi and mrs chia a shirt. he wanted to get ouwen a shirt too, because they had this promotion, buy 3 shirts and get one free. ONE SHIRT COST ABOUT $60 LUH! SO EX. crazy. anw he was at the counter to pay for like THE LONGEST TIME EVER! i asked him why he took so long to make payment. naz said that the guy swiped his card three times wrongly. HAHA, dumbass. (: head over to city link, TO LOOK AT THE BAG I INITALLY WANTED TO GET. then went to kopitiam to get something to drink. naz bought BROWNIES. (: okok, so we walked back to the mrt station and took the train to redhill. got to his house to collect my things. and then took a 145 home. (: WOOOOO! tired! I CAN SLEEP AND YOU CANT NAZ! LOSER! (: hahhaha. okok later im going to jog 4km. NIGHTS PEEPS! IM REALLY TIRED. GOSH! i woke up at 7.30pm. i slept for 4 hours! ohmy. didnt go for my jog as it was late. shall go tomorrow after the POA paper. yeah. anw. IM BORED! shall read up on my POA (: [ i have something else and you too. like in the show kungfu panda. "yesterday's history.tomorrow's a mystery. today's a gift, that is why it is call present"] words spilled @ 4:12 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
12:25 AM Saturday, September 13, 2008 IT'S LIKE THE FRIDAY CAN! I CAN LIKE FINALLY REST FOR HALF A DAY! WOOOOO! anw. today's amath was like ARGH! ok.. i begin my day by waking up at 0625 h. i was really darn tired. got ready and went to school. took the bus 145 to redhill. topped up my card. took the MRT to dover and walked to school. i reached school at about 0730. Add math paper starts at 8. hrmms the first page was alright. but i think all my answers are wrong. MY VALUES ARE LIKE WEIRD. 2nd page, my mind went bonkers. I MEAN ARGH! i was stressed. moreover mrs ng was sitting on the table beside my table FACING ME. IT'S LIKE I WANTED TO SKIP THE QUESTION! but i felt like she was watching me. MORE PRESSURE! i didnt dare to skip questions lo. i cracked my brain and anyhow do. yeah the new topics which was added in this year, i didnt know how to do. i lost the notes on them. oops. anw. i skipped quite a few questions BECAUSE I REALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO. after the paper it was like. STRESS FREE! hahahah. okok. went down to eat with kim, png and the rest. read through abit of geog. anw, what i studied some didnt come out for geog. so i think i might fail this paper. yeah. it seems like every mid-year and prelims i'll fail combined humans. but eventually at the end, i'll pass (: after paper went to plaza sing with joce to collect my phone. WEETS! (: took the train down to tampines to collect my online taiwan spree which i got bought it long ago. one handbag, one skirt, one shorts and one white small backpack. yeah. after collection, i forgot we were suppose to meet dawn. so headed down to bugis. SO TIRED SO HUNGRY AND I GOT NO MONEY! hahahaha nvm. walked around. went to some random place which they brought me. shops are selling things which no other shop sells. kind of expensive. after which went back to bugis to get something to eat. i eat a packet of kwey tiao. :D took mrt down to tiong to meet aaron. went to cell group with him. (: after cell group, fellowship awhile then left. i walked home. (: after bathing had a prayer conference call with jane and gwen. crapped abit and hung up. WOOO IM LIKE SO TIRED CAN! i bet i can sleep with my eyes open. WEETS im gonna get some geeky spects. i really look like some nerd. but it's cool. HAHAHH (: with lenses. (: words spilled @ 12:25 AM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
7:58 PM Thursday, September 11, 2008 i realise i've been doing this even since my prelims had started. after paper, go home and nap for MORE THAN TWO HOURS! wake up, facebook, blog, eat and bathe. after everything go to my brother's room and study until 0130. during the papers i'll feel VERY TIRED! i dont know why. yeah. today's math paper two and physics paper was kind of alright. math P2 i didnt do two questions. i felt so tired yet so awake. SO WEIRD! i remember, I DONT TRUST MY CALCULATOR! it's always giving me different answers ! hahah, but this time round it gave me the right answer. (: i had to press it twice, thrice before i actually write my answer down. i didnt have much time to finish up, i was down to three questions. as i was doing my paper, a piece of music was playing over and over in my head. i kind of forgot what song it was playing. i tried to shake it off, but it's like, off then it'll come back. but after awhile it stopped. physics paper. THANK GOODNESS THE TRANSFORMER/AC GENERATOR WAS A PICK 2 OUT OF 3 QUESTION! i kind of studied that chapter right after the math p2, i wasnt sure of that chapter. (: thank goodness i read up on alpha, beta and gamma rays. it came out. (: HAHA i didnt read the thermometer chapter! GOSH! three questions came out. the last one was, something something (i cant remember) to have a wider range of temperature. i wrote "LONGER THERMOMETER" i knew the answer was wrong! i started laughing at myself when i wrote that. i know it's wrong yet i write it. anw. the paper was rather ok, straight forward. but i kind of forgot certain things. ARGH! oh well. it's ok. after the paper stayed back for awhile. reached home at 2pm. ate. then i went to nap at 3pm. woke up at 6.15pm. facebook, relax. TIME TO STUDY AMATH AND GEOG! OH MY GOSH! WHY MUST THESE TWO SUBJECT BE ON THE SAME DAY! ARGH! oh my gosh i have to blog this (: it's like 1245 in the morning. packing my stuff, getting ready to sleep. went to the kitchen to throw something. then i saw something crawling on my cupboard. i didnt have my spects on, IT LOOK LIKE A SMALL MOLE CRAWLING CAN! then i went to get my spects. IT'S A DAMN COCKROACH! ok i'm not really scare of them. EXCEPT FOR THE FLYING ONES! i went to open the cupboard so that it will fall and I CAN KILL IT! then IT FLEW TO THE WATER DISPENSER. OHMYGOSH! SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME! i was determine to KILL IT! IT'S SO DISGUSTING! SO BIG! i grabbed the newspaper and roll it. i threw a tissue box at it. IT FLEW AGAIN! i had to take a few steps back. it flew and started crawling on the wall. i threw the tissue box again. THIS TIME IM SURE I'LL SMACK IT TO DEATH! but it flew away. as in it flew to all the boxes. i didnt know where it went to. yeah. damn. (: OK GOOD NIGHT PEEPS! (: my brain cells are like dying already. words spilled @ 7:58 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
4:11 PM Wednesday, September 10, 2008 ARGH! today was TERRIBLE! ok i studied like hell last night. i studied from 2330 all the way until 0130. SO TIRED! i was like, maybe i should study deterrence, i have this feeling that it might come out! GOSH I SHOULD HAVE TRUST MY INSTINCT. i was thinking that all those with one chapters will sure to come out. IT'S SO LONG AND I WAS SO LAZY! anw, deterrence was so DARN BORING i decided to NOT study that. so i studied northern Ireland conflict. india-china conflict. housings and Iceland-Britain conflict. HAHA! i notice only those that had wars in ss interest me. anw. i got up at 0530 in the morning! AWW! so darn tired! when i sat for the ss paper. i was like ARGH! ARGH! and i started laughing at myself. haha, THANK GOODNESS IT'S THE PRELIMS! if it was the O levels, I'll probably start crying on my seat. anw, i remember writing on diplomacy and deterrence, but i didnt remember most of it. i copied diplomacy halfway. and they asked about ASEAN, SIAN-DED! i only know the three aims of ASEAN! OH MY GOSH the other half i didnt copy was on ASEAN. HAH! oh well. i wrote alot of bullshits. deterrence as well, anyhow BOMB! i remember i was so tired, I TRIED TO SQUEEZED WHAT I'VE WRITTEN THE NIGHT BEFORE! but nothing came out. i kept lying my head down and closing my eyes and telling myself, DONT STRESS YOURSELF OUT! clam down and think. LOL. after the papers i went to the toilet. URGENT! drank one whole bottle of water. ok math paper. i realise i did really fast. I WAS LIKE SO EASY! SHIT IS IT TRICK QUESTIONS! OH MY GOSH CANNOT BE THAT EASY! ARGH! oh certain questions i had to stress abit. when i placed my head down to rest, the answer somehow comes to my head. so yeah. DARN IT! everytime when im so confident about my math paper, this can only mean one think. ALOT OF CARELESS MISTAKE. i remember i look at the board to see what time we end. i though i saw 1245 luh! then i look at the clock 1145. STILL GOT AN HOUR! AND I FINISHED THE PAPER, except for the first question. number sequence, it took my like 20 mins to slove can. find the stupid nth term. ZZZ! when the clock strike 1215, the invigilator said: "pens down" and i kind of just finished writting the answer for the nth term. i was like, i thought we end at 1245 ? oh nvm. anw, im really happy today. it's like SS PAPER IS OVER! and there is another reason for me to feel really happy. went to the canteen for awhile then went to the library. didnt study, it's like whatever i read, nothing goes in. so i didnt bother to study. left with naz. we went ikea to eat. WOOOO MEATBALLS! hahah. (: after eating took the bus 198 to the interchange. wanted to top up my card. just when i arrived, the just put the sign up. BREAK TIME 3.34pm - 4.45pm, I WAS LIKE! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ! took 273 home. when i scaned my card when i board the bus, it reads -$0.05. haha. ANW IM DARN TIRED CAN! going to nap soon. TOMORROW, PHYSICS AND MATH P2! (: GOOD! i'll only be studying physics at night. math might do abit (: words spilled @ 4:11 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
11:10 PM Monday, September 8, 2008 HAH! i over slept. i missed my chinese prelims. OOPS. i was deciding wheather or not i should go for the paper. since i prayed about it, i shall go. but ended up sleeping all the way until 1000 plus plus. i mean, i woke up at 0700. my eyes, body and head feels really heavy and sleepy. before i could bring myself up, my head fell onto the pillow and the next thing i knew, i was back to dreamland. ehs. next, i woke up at 0930. wah ! miss paper one, never mind, there is still paper two! but guess what i fell asleep again and ended up waking at 1030. i was like. SHOOOOOOOOTS! paper two starts at 1045. NO TIME. so i didnt bother to wake up and get ready for school. oh well. it's not my fault. my alarm didnt ring. ): i'm SO SORRY KIM! ): got up and FACEBOOK! LOL! i left my place at about 1250. MY MP3 IS NOT DEAD! hahhahah! few days back my MP3 died on me. i was like, ARGH! no music to listen to. sad-ded. today i tried to on it, WOOOOOOOOOOO! IT'S ALIVE! WHEEEEEE! (: anw. i went down to the polyclinic near the queenstown CC. i was there for like 1.5h. i told the doctor i had leg cramps and needed tablets to relax my muscle. MOST OF ALL I NEEDED A MC! the people there are like SO NO MANNERS CAN! they dont say thank you or welcome when i say thank you. -.- tsk tsk. when i said thank you they dont bother to smile or say you're welcome. DOTS. anw i left that place at about 3 plus. took 196 down to holland. meeting gwen and wei liang at burger king to study. before i started studying, i had a student swiss burger meal. (: BURP! ok studied, awhile later dawn came. (: wei liang got this tattoo, which he pasted on himself, it looks darn real lar! and it was so BIG. lol. there was three smaller ones. gwen and i went to the toilet, wanted to paste it on. she took the second biggest one. her intention wasnt to paste it on herself, it was to paste it on me! but luckily, SHE DIDNT TAKE THE PLASTIC OFF! the tattoo got stuck to the plastic! LOL! i tried to paste the one i had in my hands on her face. didnt succeed! i got it on her upper arm. but it was ruin! the picture got pasted together. so it's like one black patch on her arm. LOL. i had lots of fun while studying. (: yeah. liang wei lef earlier. gwen, dawn and me left at 2100 ? about there. dawn left because her mum cooked dinner. went to the food junction with gwen. she wanted to eat. OH MAN SHE EATS DARN SLOW! HAHA! CAN COMPETE WITH JOANNE LUH! left about 2145. (: took the bus 145 home. (: im very very tired. yeah. after a long sleep, im still so tired. GOOD NIGHT PEEPS words spilled @ 11:10 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
9:55 PM Sunday, September 7, 2008 GO GUMDAM! LOL. i'm sorry eve, WALL-E'S MINE! aww he loves me too. (: valerie cuts in between wall-e and eve's love life PRESENTING CHEN LEI LEI! I TOLD YOU YOU'LL BE ON MY BLOG! aww ain's she cute. HAHA! act dao. (: My chains are gone. I've been set free. My God, My Saviour has rescued me. And like a flood, His mercy reign. Unending love. Amazing Grace. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! so tired neh. shall cramp my three days into a single post. 5th sep, friday didnt do much on that day. studied the whole day. (: with dawn and naz at tea garden. i reached at 1500 h. we studied all the way until 2100 h. yeah. we were suppose to have hard core study. BUT! dawn had to go off early. naz wanted to have dinner and i was tired. yeah. took 93 home. walked home. dying. haha. 6th sep, Saturday i didnt go for tuition. i went for cell group. (: we had this mini Olympics. WHICH WAS TIRING! gosh! ok the first mini station was to climb up the stairs. there were 4 people in a group. one on the first floor. one on the 3rd floor. another on the 7th floor and the last on the 12th floor. so basically the first guy on the first floor will run up to the 3rd floor. together with the 2nd person they have to run to the 7th floor. all three will then run to the 12th floor. lastly, all four have to run to the 14th floor and down all the way to the first floor. sadly i was at the 3rd floor. i died on the 10th floor! hahahhaha. i had to pull myself up. lol. my thighs were like STOP STOP! but i had to keep going. we were second place with 2.44 mins. (: next we played dodge ball. we won. haha. it was fun. when my penguine team was playing against the other team, i heard them say : "we all ain valerie first" i was like. "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" WHAT! lol. but i manage to escape all the balls. (: after whichwe had to run to cold storage to buy a ice cream and finish it off. well we misheard her and bought 5 ice cream. so ot team each one gets one. lol. after running so much, eating the ice cream as fast as i could was tough. i had to breathe and eat at the same time. lol. ming hui's last station was RUN TO ONE POINT AND THEN RUN BACK! ARGHHHHHHH! WE PROTEST! SO MUCH RUNNING AND YOU STILL WANT US TO RUN SOMEMORE! she was like, not very far what. LOL! in the end we didnt run, beacuse everyone was tired. lastly we played captain's ball. weets had lots of fun. (: ran alot and i still have the energy to play captain's ball. after the whole event we went nearby to have our dinner. (: after which, joce and i went to plaza sing to get my phone serviced. walked around, got my contact lense. (: i made a deal with joce. if i were to stay over at her place, we would wake up together tomorrow to go to church together.! so we took a train down to harbour front and took a bus from vivo. i got a dark grey shirt (: weets. took the bus 131 home. and i didnt notice something. went home to get clothes for tomorrow. i had to take out half of my clothes to pick what i wanted to wear the next day. left my place at about 11pm. 7th sep, sunday we took a 145 bus to redhill, joce told him that fabian, joey, hui chin and elieen took the same bus as us and alighted the same stop with us. i was like I DIDNT NOTICE! i mean 4 person how can i possibly not notice! haha im the ultimate! at first there was this guy in white berms alighted in front of me. i was like, that guy looked like fabian. hrmms. NAH! why would he be here? so i push the thought aside. joce was telling me that is fabian. HAHA! oops. i only saw him, i didnt manage to see the rest. reached joce place at 0045. SO TIRED! WORN OUT! i slept at 0130 ? i think later than that and i had to wake up at 0700. ARGH! i tired to sleep, but i'm not used to joce's bed, i couldnt really sleep. it took me quite awhile to fall asleep. when i manage to fall alseep, i kept waking up, i dont know why. i thought i was dreaming, because i felt so tired, yet im awake. woke up at 0700. my eyes were very heavy. i forced myself o wake up. went to bathe. I WAS LIKE SHIVERING! DARN COLD! when i was bathing, i was rushing because my whole boby was shaking. the heater wasnt even hot. yeah. joce put on make up DAMN LONG CAN! 1 HOUR! until i was late with meeting yiu loong. took a cab down to jourong east mrt. i didnt want to let yiu loong wait. as usual i paid for the cab fare. $5.80 ? met yiu loong at bouna vista. he was running a fever. GET WELL SOON YIU LOONG! reached expo at 1000 ? just in time. everytime when im in the Hous Of God, i feel awake and refreshed! i never feel tires to praise the Lord. WOOOTS! (: anw after service went to tabao fried rice. shared with joce. ok next, went to donate blood. i qeued for really LONG! and when finally i was about to donate they said :"sorry dear, you need to have a parental consent before you can donate" i was like, but i've signed it the first time i donated and i even have the card saying i donated. but she was like, each time you want to donate you have to seek parental consent until you're 18. i was like WTH! ARGH! i was so excited to give my blood. YET THIS HAD TO HAPPEN! ARGH! ARGH! did a bit of chinese with ming hui. SIAN ALOT OF WORDS I DONT KNOW HOW TO READ CAN! ): hais. left exp. went to take a train. guess who i saw ? XUAN YI! she was heading to changi airport. i waved at her. (: haha. i was like, ehs, she's so familiar. haha. train-ed down to city hall. walked around with joce. i was like. im so so so tired, why am i still here? i should be going home! lols. walked around raffles place. WAH joce see cosmetics damn long la. lol. my shoulders were aching. anw, after which we headed to city link to walk. at 1900, went to esplanade to find liang wei to have dinner. yeah. KENA CON THE SECOND TIME! i think marina food court has something against me. i bought this cheese baked rice with chicken chop. it tasted like some inedible curry rice with chicken. my stomach didnt want more of it. i ate a little more than half. since my stomach couldnt take it, i stopped eating. i pamper my stomach alot. (: lols. after that joce and liang wei took the mrt home. i walked to esplanade, out, down the Singapore River and to the bus stop. i took 100 home. i had to walk. and there were alot of stairs for me to walk. WAH! my leg was DYING CAN! haha! (: reached home at about 9pm ? yeah. SO TIRED CAN! i dont feel like going for paper 1 tomorrow. ): shall see how. IM REALLY WORN OUT words spilled @ 9:55 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
11:45 PM Wednesday, September 3, 2008 i had dental appointment at 11.30am. i was late, i reached at 12 noon. oops. i was lazing around my house before leaving for school. i got up at 10.30 am ? surfed the net, bathed. took the bus 273 to bukit merah interchange and changed to a 196 bus. WOO, the dentist said i had no decaying teeth, my teeth are perfectly HEALTHY! the only problem is that food were stuck between my teeth and gums. NO DECAY TOOTH! WOOO! my nightmares are usually DECAYED TOOTH! aww. i had this nightmare before that when i rinse my mouth and spit out the water, ALL MY TEETH CAME OUT! ARGH! lol. this particular nightmare always happen. i dreamt that my tooth was always very loose. sometimes two teeth. then when i pluck it out, it's a decaying tooth. MAN! recently i dream when i pluck out a loose decaying tooth, it shattered into piece. zzz. im having alot of nightmares of loose decaying teeth. anw. back to my day. after dental. i took a bus 33 to clark quey. i alighted at central. suppose to meet jean lew for POA tuition. apparently I GOT LOST! i didn't know where riverwalk was! i thought riverside point = riverwalk. BUT NO! lol. then i walked over to liang court. man. lost. anw i found my way. i came across a white building that says "RIVERWALK" the sign was DAMN HUGE ALSO LUH! but there was a big tree covering the words. ZZZ. went to the second level. i didnt know where to go. there wasn's any place that i could study in. so i came out of the building walked towards central. saw huiwen and jane. lucky me. haha. they brought me to some research center thingy. i didnt know we could study there. at first i thought it was that place im suppose to go, but i was like, NAH! mistaken. hrmms. studied POA. jean and i were suppose to meet at 1pm at riverwalk. i was late, i reached at 1.30, BUT SHE WAS LATER. lol. she reached at about 2.30pm. the place is like SUPER COLD! my hands had purple linings. ohman. after studying awhile i went over to central to get HOT tehtarik. super cold can! when i walked back, jean was there already. oh yes, aaron and gwen were there too. (: gwen was doing a birthday photo album for someone. and yeah, she's obsess over batman. zzz. WOO, thank God jean lent me her scarf, I WAS FREEZING OVER THERE! i think i can become a block of ice until a million years later someone decides to UNFREEZE me. haha. that'll be cool. ok so i left that place at about 5.15pm. walked over to city link, BECAUSE NAZ AND ROY SAID THEY WERE THERE! ARGH! when i reached i called them, they said they were in pennisular. I WAS LIKE! OH MY GOSH! THEIR FINAL DESTINATION WAS PENNISULAR! AND WHEN I WAS LEAVING THE PLACE THEY SAID THEY WERE IN CITY LINK. and i told them im going over to find them. OHMYGOSH! gone to pennisular DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL ME! make me walk back to where i was before. ZZZ! i got damn pissed. yeah. naz went to get a white hoodie. took the mrt down to plaza sing. watched star wars. haha, it's funny. yups. not bad. after the movie roy left. he took the mrt home. naz and i went to the 111 bus stop and alighted at redhill. walked to queenstown, talked talked talked. wanted to walk to common wealth, but it started to drizzle. so we took a bus 145 from queenstown. he alighted first. yeah. came home feeling tired. (: yups. words spilled @ 11:45 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
11:55 PM Tuesday, September 2, 2008 WOOO! HARD CORE STUDY! reached tea garden mac at 12noon. had mcChicken student meal up size. (: talked and played chess. for like an hour. 1pm started studying all the way until 10pm. non stop. kind of like it. GOOD my study mode is ON! like finally! naz left at 5.30pm because he was meeting roy. so i called dawn out to study with me. she came at about 6pm. (: naz came back at about 8 plus? im really not sure about the timing. anw. we studied until 10pm. dawn had her dinner, which is a mcspicy burger. after which, took the bus 93 home. had to walk, but i'm fine with that, i love walking. (: finishing my chemistry ten years series. i should be able to complete it by tomorrow. (: anw, i got dental appointment tomorrow at 11.30am. WAH means i have to sleep early. wanted to study some more, but tomorrow is a LONG day. friday studying hard core. 12 hours straight. (: if i can YOU CAN! haha. i didnt feel like stopping, i feel as if i wanted to do more. WOOO! cool. anw. after dental appointment, meeting jean lew to study POA. (: meeting her at 1pm at riverwalk. after which meeting naz to watch star wars. I WANT TO WATCH WALL-E ! hehs. yeah. i want to watch it. yups. i think after which i'll probably go bukit merah mc to study ? if not study at home. (: hehs. yups. GOOD NIGHT PEEPS! words spilled @ 11:55 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
10:36 AM Into Your hands I commit again with all I am For You Lord You hold world at the plam of hands and I am Yours Forever. Jesus i believe in You. Jesus I belong to You. Your the reason the reason that I live The reason that I sing. With all I am. I'll walk You wherever you go Through tears and joy I trust in You. And I will live in all of Your ways and Your promises, forever. my brother just came back from Hong Kong. OH MYGOSH! JEALOUS HE WENT TO DISNEY LAND! ARGH! and got me those. ARGH! MY GOSH I ALSO WANT TO GO CAN! zzz! man. ): anws. i slept for 9.5 hours. im short of 0.5h. hehs. oh well. going out to study with naz. anw. i wanna say something. I WANT TO BUY THE DAMN BACKPACK WHICH IS AT SUNTECT THAT COST $180 ! OHMYGOSH! SO EX! BUT SO PRETTY! ARGGGHHHHHH! but i realise i have to get something else first, WHICH IS NOT FOR MYSELF! HAHA! im laughing at my pathetic-ness. OH MY GOSH i want that bagpack badly. i dont want the newurbanmale handbag anymore. AWWW! i feel like crying. lols. okok shall continue when i get back. (: words spilled @ 10:36 AM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠
10:53 PM Monday, September 1, 2008 THANKS AARON! i like the colours of it ! (: ok, so i feel like taking alot of pictures of myself today. (: hahas. woke up at 11 am ? WAH SAI MAN! i dreamt i was on an airplane going to Hong Kong. i dreamt i was there too. the place so was PRETTY! man i think i watch too much tv. i dreamt i went there with my family. SO HAPPY! i was picking out the clothes i wanted to wear. then i woke up! by my stupid alarm that rang at 7am. SHOOTS i forgot to set off the alarm. anw. left my house at 2.30pm. meeting jocelyn. met her at redhill. took the bus 33 down to queensway. bought ear studs and ear sticks from bluez. walked around looking for screen protector for my darling phone. went to like 3 shop, for my model, all sold out ! what shitty luck. FINALLY i bought my screen protector for $8 ! WAH SO EX NEH! zzz. i asked the guy to paste it on for me. after that we took the bus 123 to lucky plaza. walked to far east, went to get my eye brown trimmed. walked around far east. wanted to get a dress. but cant seem to find any. i found this shop that sells hell lots of silky dresses. i tried three, but all of them dont seem to suit me. well, i concluded that im not a dress kind of girl. anw. went to another shop, tried on two dresses. i paid one on deposit acutally, then suddenly i felt that it didnt really quite suit me, so i went back and got back my money. (: the lady seemed unhappy. i wanted to say thank you. but she was throwing her tantrum around, so i didnt say it. went to the bus stop outside far east. took 124. alighted at the city hall stn. took the undergroung passage and walked over to suntect because joce wanted to get bikini bottom. which she found in the news paper, 5 for $1. when we got there the lady was like, printing error, it's 5 for $10! HAHA! sad-ded for her. so we walked around. headed over to marina to have dinner. she had potato salad while i had beef steak. WAH SO CHEAPO LO! no wonder it's 7 dollars. one beef steak with two side dishes. zzz. the beef is like so tiny lo! i had to order a plate of butter rice. zzz. if i knew, i would have ordered a plate of butter rice and a soup, i will definately feel full. after dinner, took 124 to clark quey, which we kind of missed our stop. dropped at outram took the bus 61. went central to look for my prom dress. but NO MORE! aww, sad-ded. walked around. came across this stall. there was this green pretty dress, i didnt but it la. i tried the green, purple and black. the material is like silky those kind. i will stick to my electric blue dress for prom. (: we hanged around that particular stall for a very long time. i reserved a necklace that. (: not the picture with the necklace, that one joce picked out for me. SO GIRLY! SO NOT ME! i admit, i'm a half girl half guy. the necklace i picked out is really nice. (: a little bit gothic, but it's not gothic. it suits me better. (: when we came out of the stall, all the other shops were closed/closing. aww. went down one level, saw this brightly lit store. WAH! i went in for awhile i started haveing headache. SO BRIGHT! cannot take it! haha! so i went out. after which took the mrt to redhill and took a bus 145 home. yiu loong call me, haha. funny. he was really tired. chatted for awhile. he convinced me not to join army. lols. ok that's today ! (: words spilled @ 10:53 PM / 0 Leave our thoughts ♠