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Monday, October 26, 2009 Vitamin C - Graduation (Friends Forever) And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives words spilled @ 4:52 PM /
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self encouragement.
9:44 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 EMO TALKING, DON'T REALLY HAVE TO READ. I just got back my history of fashion test paper, 10/20. bad. Pattern Making E grade, thank goodness he's giving us another change to up our grades by one grade. D - It's a pass. i-don't-want-to-re-take-the-module, but i want to go for the extra classes for E graders, cause it'll be beneficial for me. I don't really understand his class. his class should be in the afternoon, it's super boring, every time i try to focus, i feel like sleeping. all he does is draw out the pattern and talk and talk and talk, of cause my brain would be shut off la. I got an average for my research methodology, it was graded with either good, average or poor. my biggest dream in life, to be a famous fashion designer. it feels like i've just taken a step backwards, my grades are crappy, how am I suppose to get a scholarship so that i don't have to pay for my university course (cause my mummy will definitely not pay for my school fees cause she aint got the cash). don't just tell me to jia you, all talks doesn't give me the encouragement to do better. self encouragement, that's what keeps me going on and on. somehow I still feel like it's the end of the road for me, but i would always tell myself not to give up, sigh, just feel like crying *emo-ing* but I'll be okay, WORK HARD! I feel stupid, literally, I've put in much effort in certain things, but somehow, I don't get the results I want, but when you see others doing so much better, i can't help but to feel stupid, i can't help but to feel all soaked up inside, i mean they seem to have put in effort too, but I've worked really hard just to pull my marks up, they get good results but I'm stuck with some crappy one. Life is UNFAIR, i do not question why, and i never did because I believe in Him, and I always did. I had tons of bad results, but I always trusted him. but, human instinct always got me wondering why ? and I'll just give myself a small laugh and think to myself "O you of little faith" When you don't see His hand, Trust His Heart. And i suddenly know why it's awfully quiet between Him and I for quite some time, before i knew the reason, I thought that He had abandon me, yeah I'm wrong. I-AM-STILL UNHAPPY. time heals, i guess. my problem lies in my memory, bad memory, can it be fixed ? idk. TODAY. Pattern making class - boring, need to redo his project in order to get a D grade (which is a pass). history of fashion, my brain was totally shut down. (tooooo dry..... I always feel like sleeping during her class, at least CHL class i feel sleepy but not to the extend that i want to close my eyes, yes history of fashion makes me feel this way. she's just reading from the elearning site. haha, and when I leave her class, i feel awake). GOT BACK MY TEST, when she called out for me to get my paper, she looked at me and said, is this the kind of marks you want to get ? i shook my head and said no, at that point of time i was asking myself did i pass it ? what's the passing mark ar ? okay i passed 10/20, still it's a really bad mark. she's a really strict teacher, but it's all for our own good. CHL Class, i was thinking of skipping it, but i forced myself to stay for it, attendance. all the sudden a student for another class said there is no class, class is postpone to next week. and everyone CHEERED! haha, to me, this calls for a song... JOY TO THE WORLD THE ANGELS SING!. hahahha, happiness, get to escape this 2hours boring class, seriously, 2hours - draw one front and one back technical flat drawing of A garment, and at the end of the class he would say, hand it up tomorrow, the garment can be found in the elearning. -.- this school is somehow screwed up. I sometimes wonder to myself if i had come to the right school. HAHA. well, maybe it does help, just that i'm super blind to see it. I'm in the mode to study hard and do well, no more animes. JIA YOU! tomorrow will be a super long day, 40 garments..... I got some inspirational pictures, shall post it up (: my theme is papilionidae btw, also known as the swallowtail butterfly. from: spring 2007 couture Christian Dior. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ohyes, i just remembered im pissed off at someone cause naz somehow reminded me, i don't wanna talk about, so please don't ask me. i will tell you if i want too. life is indeed unfair, but i will endure like how i did for the pass few years. im trying to forgive and forget though, pretty tough, need some time. speaking of being pissed off. the taxi uncle today sibei piss me off. I got into a cab, told the uncle i wanna go to bencoolen street, where NAFA is. then he asked me how i want to go, i told him anything cause im not too sure myself. then he asked me where, i told him near rendezvous hotel, near a kopitiam. he asked me is the kopitiam was 24hours, i said yes, thinking that he should know the place. later he asked me if there is a taxi stand there, i think, and told him "i think so". then he said what no taxi stand i cannot stop later saman then ask me again if got taxi stand, again i told him i think so with less doubt in my voice, then he repeated again, no taxi stand i cannot stop later saman. then he keep saying i cannot stop cause there is no taxi stand, and i said yes there is. he then say what cannot stop cause no taxi stand, i got pissed off and gave him the pissed off tone that i tried hide but i couldn't and said yes firmly. irritating. he said okay and continued saying if there's no taxi stand i cannot stop later get saman. i got so pissed off i shut up and listen to my radio. ignoring him. we reached bugis area, then he made a turn in, he asked me if i wanna go left or right, i was like, dude it's only one direction, what left or right. then i looked around i gave an unsure reply saying im not too sure, then he was like, how can you not be sure, just say right or left, no other direction. wth right ? then i just say right. saw my school and said it's around this area, then he said, no taxi stand cannot drop. calmly i said "there's a taxi stand infront" and that was the taxi stand i talked about in the very beginning. i had to wait for the car and buses to go before i can open the door and make a dash for it. the uncle was like, bus ar, car ar... and i was holding on to the door handle, he sounded as if he's more worried for the car door than my safety. i paid $15, peek hours. crazy, i should have taken a bus. if it won't for my fabric i left in class yesterday, even if i took a bus, i would have made it on time cause the teacher was late. that's life. 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holiday mode at the moment
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Monday, October 19, 2009 OHMYGOSH! i scored 73/100 for my yarn test. SOBS! ): it was a pretty easy paper (it was so easy, that someone could score a 90/100), but i somehow forgot some of the things. i studied on saturday night, and i don't remember anything the next day. I studied last night, and i only remember part of what i studied. pathetic right ? my memory is super bad (and i don't know why i somehow seem to remember birthday dates), just like png shi hui, but i think that she's worse. and i just googled - how to improve your memory. and i came across this web http://www.wikihow.com/Improve-Your-Memory. the first step got me thinking, "Convince yourself that you do have a good memory that will improve", does it really work ? hrmms, perhaps i should try. (you might think that im dumb or something, but who knows ? perhaps it really works) i got my very own beauty consultant, Leah Tan Sing Yi, and i don't have to pay her a single cent. woho. I just learnt, I need to drink PLENTY PLENTY PLENTY of water everyday plus facial mask too. (no money no money no money for facial mask~) 4 days before, during, and 4 days after menstruation , drink plenty of water, for better skin, lesser pimples because it doubles the speed of healing than normal days. She recommends The Face Shop and Etube House Facial mask, yijibang! IM SLEEPY, I've been having ENOUGH sleep, I just don't understand why i still feel sleepy I wish it was the holiday now, I don't feel like doing any of my projects. lol. This coming thursday's project is somehow going to kill me. I'm super lazy and tired at the moment, I don't wanna go to school tomorrow cause I dislike pattern making class, but i have to go for it. ): I JUST JOIN THE SCHOOL API! (Something Paranormal Investigation) I forgot what does A stand for. YES, I WILL JOIN THE DANCE CLUB NEXT (: shall look up in the student net for more activities. it aint a CCA. means, no CCA points or stuff like that. MAH SCHOOL IS GONNA HAVE A HALLOWEEN PARTY AT SINGAPORE SCIENCE CENTRE, 30th Oct - 1st Nov, $8 - Adult, Child i forgot the pricing. everyone is invited. (: 7pm to 10pm ? I-AM-GOING-FOR-IT. shall rent a costume. I don't have much to blog today. I sat beside a really smelly office lady in the bus today, i think it was the mixture of food smell she was carryin, SMELLY. words spilled @ 8:09 PM /
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what's on sales
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Friday, October 16, 2009 ![]() words spilled @ 3:16 PM /
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thank you
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order sent. orders will be replied within 3 days. thank you for shopping with us! ((: words spilled @ 2:54 PM /
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what's in store
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![]() me ![]() me ![]() that's not me. don't you think she looks a little like me. yes, she's much prettier, okay i admit. aww, and it thought nobody else will look like me. ): sian. makes me feel like meeting her up in real person just to see if she does look like me. haha! love her eyes. added her in facebook, have yet to be accepted. ARGH, i'm so impatient, dying to see her photos! not so bad week, gotta study for yarn test, aiming for 100% cause i did pretty badly for my previous test, 35/100. yes, bad. and i keep forgetting to study, shall start today. ((: IM SO EXCITED TO SEW MY VERY FIRST SKIRT, it's part of my project ((: something really happened in the library that pissed me off on wednesday. so after fashion illustration, Leah and I went to eat at sunshine plaza. (i've been eating alot for the pass few days, like cannot feel full , sian, gonna grow fat!) after which i went to the library to photocopy 3 books (not the whole book). so i went to the photocopying area, it's my first time so i don't know what to do. the aunty told me, photocopy must use cash card. so i bought the cash card, i had so many to print, i add an extra 10$ in it, so total i paid $20 for a $15 value card. then she asked me again, you want to photocopy colour ? i said ya. then she said, photocopy colour pay by cash. WTH RIGHT!? purposely one lor! after i buy the card then tell me photocopy colour pay by cash not cash card. you tell me, if you were in my shoes, won't you want to bash her up. in the end, the cash card was useless to me, i paid $14 for colour photocopy. after awhile i cooled down, yeah. (: went home with lots of stuff, and my laptop. i wanna buy a laptop pouch. ): and naz still owes me my birthday present, shit you naz. (: it's been half a year already. anw, wanted to cab home, but bugis taxi stand alot of people, so took a bus home. right now im addicted to anime, can't stop watching. bad timing, projects and tests are coming up. anw, didn't attend school on thursday, 3 times in a row i miss chl lesson on thursdays, 4 times in a row i miss vl thursdays lesson. because i have not completed his work. go only kena nag like siao then ask us to go home take our things, might as well don't go. lol. went to take MC. NO MORE POLY CLINIC, unless im super poor. i paid $20 to see the doctor. OH YA. i just won 1 pair of ticket to wild wild wet, i forgot to take, and if i dont collect it today, it'll be forfeited. sian, oh well, i don't need it, it's vaild until 2NOV. dude, our holiday starts on 20plus NOV, before that, got so many projects to do, where got time to go WWW. yeah. yesterday, alex called me out to have dinner with adeline, it was a last min thingy. had sakae sushi buffet, thanks alex for paying for me, im super broke cause i have to buy $220 worth of copic markers T^T so please understand, even though my bank looks like i have money, but actually don't have, need to pay for the copic markers, sian. after dinner went to play pool, i won alex 3 outta 3 times, you know how, first round black ball went went, he loses. second round black ball go wrong hole, he lose. third round, he could have won but he didn't ain properly, so i win lo. LOL. (((: hehe. went to henderson waves with alex, we talked about our crushed, and people, and i found out alot of things. haha! okay im gonna bathe now, needed head down to school to collect the WWW tickets cause hui wen wants it. (: [9.50PM] phew, the girl above don't look like me. (: she just accepted my friend request ![]() ![]() ![]() that's her, emily. and if emily you are viewing this, im sorry for taking your pictures without your permission. forgive me. ): and if anyone says we look alike, i slap you until you fly to south africa. hehe. phew, im still unique. :D words spilled @ 1:57 PM /
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My cousin's wedding.
7:13 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009 A preview of what to see as you scroll down: ((: The grape damn power. you know those Hi-chew grape flavour. ya, this is the grape. can't stop myself from eating as many as i could. ohman, Japan foooood are gooooood. THIS CHOCOLATE IS DAMN GOOD. Though it says LOTTE, as in LOTTE World from Korea, but it was bought from Japan. yeah, my aunt came back for my cousin's wedding. Crunchy neh, it's not nuts (: it's nice. Everyone was wearing really nice pair of shoes cause we were heading to fullerton hotel, except my big bro, he wore his slightly worn out canvas shoes. lol. the place was beautiful. red, black, roses, all of my favourites! :D anw, i had porridge before the wedding, mum wanted us to eat abit first before we go. because of her porridge, i can finish the food there. sucks. it was GRAND, what do you expect, it's FULLERTON HOTEL OKAY, 6 STAR HOTEL. (that's what my mummy always say there) hehe, anw, first stop, they had baby pictures of Joanna and Chao Heng. (that's the bride and groom) dinner, then wedding quiz (where none of the above choices are correct) which means, die die they have to do a forfeit. then dinner again. after which the speeches, lastly dinner. haha. (: eat and eat and eat. lol. all those blur pictures are taken either by my mum or dad. hehe. you know their toothpicks have a green mint tip at the tip and the paper wrap with the fullerton logo. my mum brought back. LOL. my brother sitting next to her was trying to hide his face while i was there laughing. so i told my mum, "might as well take this glass with you" (the glass was to store the toothpick) she was like, ya hor. then i laughed some more. she tried to put in the tuxedo paper box (as seen above with the gown paper box) but the glass was too big. darn funny! my brother was so pai seh! told my mummy that the other table got so many toothpick, go take lo. she asked my brother to take, but he didn't want to, so i went to take it. hahahahha. anw, went home after that, took a picture with my all so pretty and not to mention hot cousin. (stupid mummy, picture so blur lo) reached home at about 12.45AM. edited some of the pictures to make the size smaller, therefore it'll be easier to load. anw, when we were in the lift, my mummy took out the glass for the toothpick, i thought she didn't bring it bag cause it was too big to fit in the box. she said, it's free, just take lo. hahahahah. the first blurred picture i resized was taken from my dad, so i my parents that they suck in picture taking. haha, my mummy was like, see your papa, don't know how to take picture, and my dad was there. resized more, found out my mum took blurry pictures too. so as i went into the shower, i told my mum that her pictures were blur too. she was like, aiya why say here when papa is around, see la he giving me that look liao. haha. went to sleep after that. (: here's how my cousin's husband propose to her: Chao Heng: "Will you marry me?" Joanna:"arh....arh.... ohmygod.... arh... arh... why are you asking me this?..." 2nd time. Chao Heng: "Will you marry me?" Joanna:"arh....arh.....ohmygod...arh...." 3rd time. Chao Heng:"Will you marry me?" Joanna:"arh....okay" and they were in a roller coaster (: ANW~ anyone who is able to donate blood to someone who has leukemia please help out! although i don't even know the person, I'm still going to donate. NEEDS A+ Blood type! anw, it's a friend of mine sister's friend's friend. LOL. yes (: about abt the friend's friend Im not too sure how they link up. (: im going tomorrow! if you can donate, please tag my tag board or drop me an sms, I'll pass you his contact number and he'll register you with the hospital. (: words spilled @ 7:13 PM /
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