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4:16 PM
Saturday, January 16, 2010 okay, my mum told me to post it up on my blog a few days ago, but i kind of forgot, you know how bad my memory is. okay, my mum will be at hort park tomorrow selling CNY goodies (so that she can earn some cash and give it to me. hehe - I'm just kidding, im not that evil as to take my mother's hard earn cash, maybe a little cause i'll be helping out. :D) the other time i helped her, she gave me 10$ or 20$ - it's not cheap labour. because she helped me out in all of my flea markets, i got a pretty sweet and cool mum okay. oh yes if you don't know how to get there..... please don't expect me to give you directions because i don't know how to get there by bus, go to http://www.streetdirectory.com. i can walk there, serious, just take the hendersonwaves, should be about..... 3km ? not that far la, i love to take long distance walk anyway, in case you don't know, i love to. (: so yeah, i forgot the timing, 10am to 6pm ? i think, they'll be having some event going on, some butterfly trail and others. OMG i want to seeeee! oh ya and i need to head down to the library to search for books. ohhh sian-sation. pictures of hort park:   okay, if you don't like the sun, bring an umbrella or a cap if not you'll probably die there. (: woah seh, i just bought a 80$ dress from ZARA, kill me, please. I CAN'T STOP SHOPPING! OMG! I NEED TO! ): had my eyebrows trimmed  which i think is alright. (: went to vivo cause a friend of my wanted to borrow my IC to go to zicar. i trust her so i lent it to her. (: went to walk at ZARA, try my luck because they didnt have my size in 313. OHMYGOD! they had it, of cause, i bought it, 80$. SIAN LEH. no money ): came home to eat. (: i mother effing dislike my grandmother. i don't hate her, i dislike okay. i really want to use the words "mother fucking" but i'm cutting down on my vulgarities, i know when i was 16, 17 i DID NOT, i repeat, DID NOT use a single vulgar word, maybe once or twice when im really really really piss off, other than that, no. then i got influence by Jocelyn cause she uses alot of it, okay i got influence by her last year, during the mid year i think. since then i started using the word Fuck ALOT. so yeah, im cutting down on that. im using the word eff now which means the same as fuck but it's not considered a bad word because i learnt that word from a comprehension. (: yes i do my homework, sometimes. oh ya back to my grandma, she is super naggy! like super! recently. i just feel like telling her stfu. LOL. mean but yes, you might think, all grandma is like that just tahan lo. NO MAN I BET MINE IS DIFFERENT. here are a few examples of what she did. 1- i was sleeping. she would come into the room and start complaining about God knows what the eff she's talking about cause she's speaking in hokkien and i don't understand. until i wake up, im like, STMFU (SHUT THE MOTHER FUCK UP) MAN! IM TRYING TO SLEEP. 2- she would wake me up on days i have no school. 3- early in the God damn morning, when my maid was still here, she would nag at her for the whole morning, again, i feel like telling her STFU LA, you think people don't need to sleep ar. 4- she would nag at my maid the whole effing day! 5- when im doing my own stuff, she would complain to me about, i dont know what shit la. damn annoying. this happened recently cause i have no more maid *YAY* maid nowadays are like, wtf, seriously, the ones i kena are craps. 6- she complained about how bad my mother is, and complained it to me. im like FUCK YOU! MY MOTHER SO GOOD TO YOU YOU SAY THIS SHIT ABOUT HER. (my grandma is my dad's mother btw) no really my mother is good to her. christmas, mother's day my mother will buy her a gift, and it's always jewelries. i remember Christmas which just had passed, my mother told me to tell my grandma that she placed a gift for her on her table. so i passed the message. you know what the FUCK she said ? she said in chinese, i will translate okay. "she give me for what ?" in a wtf tone. then recently cause we need to pack the house, too many things, then there will be this yellow bag for recycling. then one of them had a big hole. my grandma said my mother so irresponsible, got hole don't know how to change, do things do halfway don't know how to pack. again i felt like saying FUCK YOU. my mother everyday come home from work super tired liao still need to wash clothes, sweep floor, mop floor and iron clothes. you whole day just sit in the couch watch tv and complain! FUCK YOU. i fucking hate people talking bad about my mother because i effing love her ALOT. 7- she went round telling her friends she couldn't stay up too late because she had to take care of us. dude, my older brother is 22, im 19, younger bro 15, youngest bro 13. she doesn't cook for us, she only cooks for herself and watch god damn tv the whole day. take care of what ? you don't even wash your own clothes, my mother does it for you. 8- i effing told her i will pack my things, but im too busy to do it now. days pass, and she would start touching my things then when i look at her she would say in chinese "nobody pities me" im like FUCK YOU, i already told you i will pack means I WILL wtf is wrong with you, complain to me somemore. FUCK YOU. i wont effing pity you, nobody asked you to do anything, you take your own initiative to do it and you're complaining about it. 9- i came back just now, saw my effing file and other things she was about to throw away. AND I ALREADY FUCKING PACK MY THINGS! THOSE THINGS SHE WANTED TO THROW AWAY, I LEFT IT ON THE TABLE BECAUSE I FUCKING WANT IT! i open the bag and start taking my stuff out, FUCKER, then i say to her, YOU NEVER ASK WHETHER I WANT THEN YOU START THROWING MY THINGS AWAY. ... some more some of my school stuff are in it. wtf, thank goodness i checked if not i'll be in deep shit. 10- i packed really nicely and placed it on the table, she took everything and place it beside my laptop and it's very messy, FUCK HER. 11- she started packing my bags, as in those i'm not using just putting it on the floor so that when i want to use it i can just grab it. all of them had some sort of papers in it which you know, go school / shopping you just leave it in your bag and only take it out when you want to use it, the papers ? place in another bag. SHE NEVER EVEN ASKED ME! start opening all my bags and throwing all the papers in it. FUCKER. i only knew it when i realise all my papers were missing. mother fucker, i don't even know what were in my bags. FUCK SHIT LA! i scare it's my school notes. WTF LA. i think there are more, just that i don't remember. everytime she talks to me i'll feel irritated cause all she does is complain to me when im busy. and i would give a pissed off tone and say orh. or some other sentences. my brother does that too, because they find her irritating too. see im not the only one. and she would always nag at us saying "talk to your all, give me this kind of tone" in a angry manner. i dont give a shit, as long as it gets her to say that and walk away, i dont care. ya say im mean to my grandmother, i see how would you feel if your grandmother is like that. everyone's patience has its limits okay. i exceeded mine. if i was really mean i would have said "we talk like that because YOU CANT SHUT UP!" but she is still my elder, have to watch what I'm saying to her, don't want to be called rude. but sometimes i would talk to her nicely (: it's been a long 7 years of holding my anger in. SHUT THE MOTHER F*CK UP. yes i just felt like saying that, releasing my anger. sweet, i feel better. (: YEAH. today's blog post. long ? i think so (: so sorry if i used too many F word. hehe, im pissed. and i just thought of STMFU (shut the mother fuck up) which i think saying shut the mother fuck up is cool. no im serious. (: and yes i will cut down on it. (: have a great weekend! cha-os! words spilled @ 4:16 PM /
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