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5th day. happy belated v(alerie) day.
12:00 PM
Saturday, February 20, 2010 i wanted to blog yesterday, but i was so sleepy, i decided to sleep. (: anw, i couldn't get any pictures of people wearing trendy clothes cause i was too scared to approach them ): anw, i'll get it in monday i think. (: hehe. yesterday went pretty well i suppose, went out with joce to bugis cause she wanted to get her boots, went to river hongbao, yes yes i sat on the ride with her, twice. apparently she said it was faster than bungee, so we didn't went over to clark quay to sit on the bungee. and eh, both of us felt really nauseous. okay i'm quite sian of the ride already, (: anw, we bought this candy art at 6$, it's a good thing we shared.  isn't that cool, it's a muddahfagging dragon! :D it doesn't taste as good as it looks though. hehe. went over to marina for dinner at subway, they have this new sandwich the chicken and bacon witht he new ranch sauce, it is really good, must try, it's only for a limited period of time, they should have it up on the menu though. and yes speaking of good food, i've heard KFC egg tarts were really really really good, because Leah and her sister kept saying that. i'm sorry but it's a disappointment to me, it isn't that good, in fact it's not that nice. ): i'm sorry but it's the truth, let's be honest okay. (: i like chinatown's egg tarts, especially when it's hot, the best. it's really sweet that makes you go.... ummmmmmm, happiness, and the crisps are like *crunch* good (: hahah. yups yups, anw, we played pool after that. (: until 11.40 ? caught the last train, but missed my last bus. ): had to cab home 6$. ANW HAPPPPPPPY BELATED V DAY. i'm sorry i realised alex told me my video can't be viewed. i set it on private and post it on my blog, little did i know that nobody can view it except me cause i was logged in to youtube. anw, i tried making another video but........ photobooth was giving my a hell lots of problems. i made the video 3 times but they only recorded like a few seconds of it. -.- ass wipe. when i was recording, there was a timing over at the side to show you how much you have recorded, then when i played it, only a few seconds was recorded, wth is that all about. anw, it's a 15mins long video. i know, because i keep forgetting my lines. anw here goes. (: i hope you're not reading this though, you might think i'm some sort of stalker and stay really far away from me. HAHA HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE. i sang Officially Missing You by Taima (just imagine it okay) and had a message after the song which goes like this. Yes i do miss you, but No it doesn't hurt anymore. to love someone is to start by hating them. which i find it true, at some moments i hate you, like really hate you that i want to stab you, like seriously stab you, but after awhile nah. sometimes i do miss you but other times i tell myself you're not worth it. yes i still love you, no i don't really care if you will be mine in future. i'm slowly moving on, but i keep having dreams of you. i wake up, smile to myself, but no, i do not cry because i know "cause she's gone gone gone" (stupid song by Jonh Mayer) i'm slowly letting go, but i just want to hold on a little. it still hurts but the thoughts of you makes me smile. no i'm not having thoughts of getting you back as my boyfriend, i'm just having thoughts of getting you back as my best friend. but it's too soon for me, because i still do love you. love love love, so crappy. but i'm sorry, i fell helplessly in love with you. i don't need to see you everyday to love you even more, because if that's the case, it's not call love anymore. 1 and a half months we only seen each other for 10 days (i never really counted it was nigel) how can i love you so much, that's because my heart has chosen you. you said you're not worth it, stop waiting. but i'm sorry you're worth the wait. you never said you don't love me, so i assume that it's okay to wait. but please don't make me look like a fool who is waiting for someone who doesn't even love me anymore. yeah, i'm done bullshitting, those were my emotions, my thoughts have only one thing to say. "you mother fucking bastard, it's your mother fucking loss, and you're so not worth it!" you know how valerie is when she's angry, but no i don't mean it. (: i feel good about myself more though. (: anw, i baked some chocolates for you though, it's in my freezer. sorry but i'm gonna eat it all and share it with my friends. (: thanks for the roses though, it was really pretty (no i'm not lying), sorry to make a big fuss over you not being there. but then again, how can you not be there! wth, anw it's over i forgive and forget. except the flowers are dying, gonna throw them away. i hope my best pals out there had a great valentine's day, how can it not be great, you get to receive hong baos (((((: hehe. thanks for all the care and concern and all those things i heard, made me realize how much a jerk he can be, which made me hate him even more. HAHA, but i can't hate people for long, i'll try though. (: just need my thoughts to manipulate my emotions. yes, if you're wondering how am i doing, asking alex, asking png, asking naz, they sure telll you i'm fine, getting back to my normal state, truth is. I AM FINE. WHY! BECAUSE I FEEL BEAUTIFUL! BECAUSE THERE ARE ALOT OF GUYS WHO WOULD LOOK AT ME WHICH MAKES ME FEEL PRETTY. LOL. sorry it's just to boost my self confidence up because sometimes i feel ugly, seriously. but no i'm not interested in any, unless their HOT, GOOD LOOKING, AND RICH. MUST BE RICH. lol. anw, i love you guys who has been with me when i was feeling really emotional. thanks dawn, thanks naz, thanks leah, thanks alex, and thanks png. whenever i talk to you guys my emo-ness just seemed to disappeared. (: i'm okay now, it still hurts but it's just a pinch. no more tears to shed. i miss you and love you but it's not those kind that i want you back. it's more of a one sided thing, which i really don't mind, it's not that strong anyway. (: i don't know how long will it take for me to get over you, because 3 days is all i need to get over someone, but it has been 5 days already, maybe another 5 days ? hopefully. i know i can do it. (: i miss you, i dreamt of you last night which makes me smile in the morning even though i know that you're no longer mine. i wish to talk to you but, it's best if i don't, for now. i'm hooked on youtube. i've finished watching shane dawson's video, and now im hooked onto his videos.. Nigahiga's videos, it's funny. hehe. (: stop me please! i need to do my projects! words spilled @ 12:00 PM /
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