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11:02 AM
Friday, February 19, 2010 i feel so lazy today, i woke up at 7am. sian, weekends are around the corner, don't feel like going to school. sian sian sian, okay la dont go. LOL. anw, note to self, cannot skip school anymore from next week onwards! hopefully i can do that. (: sure can one la. anw, i have this CNY post that i've yet to post up. lots of pictures. i saw not one, but two sibei shuai..... drooling. i keep saying chio chio chio, but i'm a female, yeah maybe i should start by saying shuai. (: YES I SAW THIS SUPER    hehe i liked the windows, so cool. (: and the middle is matt black, and it has patterns which was darn cool. i thought that it would have looked more fierce if the car had a deeper shade of red, and it's metallic red. (: I SAW ONE EVEN BETTER! i think it's a nissan, i only saw the GTR logo. yeah, i went to find out, it looks like it. HAHA. mother effing yeah. i woke up feeling a little heartache, just for a short while. (: hehe, yesterday, i couldn't sleep, i don't know why, i think i slept to much or something, or maybe i was just plain hungry. lol. from 10.30 all the way to 1.30, i was rolling around in my bed, thinking of my MOTORBIKE, it's be mother effing cooler than yours! lol, i just feel like saying that, still it'll be mother effing chio. i wish i had a car instead though, but cars are tooooo expensive, i cannot afford, how i wish money would drop down from the sky. LOL. reminds me of my brother, i think he told my mum something like that and went like "God has seen how good i am and decided to drop money from heaven right in front of me" i was like whatever. lol. yeah thanks alex for that short talk, and the stupid cloud gazing, made me laugh so hard. and yes, OHMYGOD, i wanna go river hong bao again, that ride was worth my money. as you all know i'm super afraid of heights, no matter how hard i try to get over it by looking down at high places, i just can't seem to feel not afraid. the only part that scares the shit out of me when they stop at the highest point, i looked down and wanted to die, no seriously, i keep saying "God get me out of here, i'm so effing scare" but you know valerie, "God get me out of here" another part of me was excited. i will always have two stupid emotions with me, one is the weaker one, which is my heart, another a more positive and stronger one, which is my thoughts, and i thanked God for both, sometimes. but at the moment we were in the air, both my emotions and thoughts were like scare, so i don't really know where the excitement came from, i screamed my ass off for the first feel rounds, it felt goooood, and the next few rounds felt awesome. not many rides there, the only one that catches my eye was the one me and alex sat, twice. burning a hole in my wallet, but to me it's worth my cash. and alex, don't need to worry for me anymore, everyone knows how fast i get over my boyfriend, because.... I'M BEAUTIFUL, PRETTY, HOT, AND WAY BETTER THAN YOU! (please don't puke, it's only to make me feel better (:) i said that i'll wait, but i kind of think that the wait will be something like... yes i'll wait but if you don't have feelings or you don't want me anymore, i'll just find someone who loves me more than i love him, it's not like i can't find any right ? wait, RIGHT, because it's not easy to find this kind of man, hrmms. right now ? i don't need love, i need to do my projects and excel in school. FASHION FASHION DESIGNER, HERE I COME. i'm looking ahead, which makes me feel happy. (: hahaha, later never come true, wait i have plan B! (: but im sure i'll do just fine with plan A (: ironically, this song actually made me feel better, dreaming with a broken heart by John Mayer. i know it's suppose to make you cry more but it had me thinking, wait and my emotions accepting. "cause she's gone gone gone" but it's a nice song. i stopped crying after listening to that song a countless time. though i won't deny that it still hurts, but it's more of like it just hurts, over what ? i don't know, wait i do know, but it's not that painful when i think of my future baby, my mother effing cool bike. it doesn't hurt anymore when i think of how much money i can save and spend on myself, it actually makes me happy. HAHA. right now i'm more effing worried about my projects, submission due next week. i can't believe i let my emotions ruled over my life for two days, when i could have done something. OHMYGOD, i'm so effing scared can. i know, then why am i still blogging, cause i'm lazy. it's only 11.30AM. yeah, gonna bathe and start on my project. ya and thanks stupid png SHI HUI for calling me out yesterday if not i would just laze at home, no work done, I COMPLETED 9 FACES! i'm only left with 6! GOODIE. but i still have so many more to do. ): i'm looking forward to the two weeks break. :D it's not really a break, it's more of like CHIONG YOUR PROJECTS, cause i'm pretty sure they will extend the dateline. (: i show you something funny.  It's from my form teacher. -.- i know nobody will believe me when i say i'll wait, but i will (i too doubt myself, but i mean if the feelings are mature, i think i can) just don't give me any false hope, if you have no feelings, i'll just move on words spilled @ 11:02 AM /
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