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this i promise, with a double pinky swear.
1:41 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010

i'm sorry that i've even started. i'm sorry that i gave in to this stupid thoughts. i'm sorry i gave in to temptation after 2 years. i'm stupid, i couldn't think any better. but it's driving me insane, i have to relieve it. but i promise i won't do it again. I promise to my mother and Leah Tan Sing Yi, with a double pinky swear.


I'm sorry that i took 4 at one shot yesterday and 10 today. but i was crying when i took it, i do feel better, for that short period of time. I told my mummy about it and promise her never to smoke after this pack, and to leah too. I do not break my promises and I will stick to what i promise.


my mummy's really cute, she sent me this.
"Aiyo smoking doesn't slove anything. Just because of one bad tree n give up the whole forest. Life will be better"
my reply
"okay mummy thank you"
she replied
"I know he won't last. Must find guys who are more stable. He's still very childish type"
my reply
"hahaha. ya lo. must go for rich and mature guys"
she replied
"Yes then don't have to keep asking me for shopping money. Also make sure he's the only son"

hehe. funny made me smile for a second.

BUT YES this blog post is to remind myself and also if i ever do touch a cig, Leah can say, YOU POST IT ON YOUR BLOG, YOU PROMISE! and give an angry face. I WILL SURE FEEEEEEL GUILTY.

yeah. (:
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