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12:49 AM
Monday, March 29, 2010  day after day time pass away, and i just can't get you off my mind. nobody knows, I've hide it inside. I keep on searching but I can'f find. the courage to show, to letting you know, and once again i'm thinking about, taking the easy way out. but if i let you go i will never know, what my life would be holding close to me will i ever see you smiling back at me ? how will i know, if i let you go night after night, i hear myself say, why can't this feeling just fade away i'm too shy to ask, i'm too proud to lose, but sooner or later i've got to choose. busy busy busy, but i still have the time to blog. have a break have a kit kat. i think i'll be going to sleep. im really tired and i cannot miss school for the next one month. looking forward to friday and tuesday. NO SCHOOL! but tuesday.... sian.. alot of things to do. i haven't even finished my sewing! SIAN, sure cannot hand it tomorrow. must brush up on my acting, give the puppy eyes and ask for an extension. lemme just say, i used up all my absence that i can absent myself from. so i'm safe. BUT ONE OF MY MODULES, ohmygod, the teacher marked me absent since day one. wtf right ? when i've only absent myself twice. she called me up and asked me how many times was i absent, i told her twice. she said no, i've been absent throughout and this was the only lesson i've attend. i was like, no not possible i came. and she kept saying no. seriously when she called my name i raised my hand and she saw. friday she just say valerie, didn't bother to see whether i'm around and called the next person. wtf? and kept saying she keyed into the system already and cannot change it. so what ? and said what because of my attendance i may not be able to attend assessment, assessment is where you present your final projects and they will grade you. seriously, i've been watching my absence, and i hit the max. how the fuck can they not let me in, unless they're like you marking me all absent from day 1. her lessons are alternate week, so far she had 5 lessons, but i've skipped 2 of it. eat shit, if they fail me because of my attendance and they don't accept my explanation thinking it's all bullshit, then i'm going over to laselle. dude, i have a dream, it's your loss not mine. no matter where i go, my dream still lives. i love what i do, but i hate the grades. and alex's chalet i may/may not be able to go. seriously. this month is really really hectic, i can't even find time for myself. and i just spent 65$ on fabric, how not awesome is that. alright i'm going to sleep, hope for the best tomorrow. words spilled @ 12:49 AM /
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