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what makes me tick.
6:24 PM
Thursday, March 18, 2010 WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i had textile test today. I SHOW YOU WHAT I HAD TO STUDY AH.   i had to know the fabric name and the fabrication, eg. cotton/polyester, polyester/rayon. not easily because you can get easily mixed up. i started at 10PM, i watched tv while memorizing. don't ask me how i do it, but i did it. AND IT WENT INTO MY HEAD OKAY! hahahh, i was looking at the fabric, talking to myself while watching tv, like chanting the fabric name loh! LOL. until 11PM, decided to go to the room to study, too many distractions. ): studied until 12AM. went to sleep.... overslept can... ass... today's textile. ANW BOOM. lol. cause i don't have some of the fabric, BUT i manage to remember some. i have a weird way of memorizing some fabrics. like Organza, think dirty, you got it, orgasm. LOL organza really transparent yellow. so orgasm's transparent ? LOL. ya that's how i remember it. then there was Bengaline and Gabardine, it was both black, so... i got abit confuse. how i remember Bengaline, which fabrication is Rayon, Polyester and Spandex ? simple. i have a friend name Ben, he is a rough guy cause of his messy hair look (cause the fabric wasn't smooth) and he has alot of flings (cause it had 3 fabric content where all the other fabrics had like 1 or 2 only). YUPS, since that is Bengaline, the other is Gabardine loh. :D haha, i don't think i can do well also, the 20 question answer, i don't know alot. anw boom one. LOL. oops. WENT TO LOOK FOR MY HUSBAND KIM. for a really short while. then went home. so embarrassing when i keep saying she's turning 20 -.- LOL. sorry ah, my other two girls whom i hang around with are both 20, soooooo, i feel that i'm 20. OOPS, i'm only 16 sorry. haha. :D RIGHT HAVE TO DO PROJECT + STUDY. SIAN FOR ME. FEEL LIKE TAKING MC YOU KNOW. lol. Everything happens for a reason. Don't ask why, because God puts it there not to crush you, but you make you stronger. Don't hold back, Don't look back and move forward, for you will never know what will unveil itself. For you do not know what tomorrow holds, be it happy be it sad, you will never know until you live it. Never take a step back, but forward, obstacles are there so that you'll become stronger. You'll never know when you'll die. you may die tomorrow, or even 10mins later, you can't see your own death, why why live in regret. so why live in disappointment. stand up and keep moving on because tomorrow will always come and you can never take back yesterday. though i still miss you, but it has never stopped me for living my life the way i want it to be, having so much laughter and joy. that's what i've always wanted, be it with or without you, my life still goes on. YES, i thank God i still remember what pastor has taught because whenever i'm feeling down, and i feel like giving up, a small voice inside of me will say "hey, valerie, it's not the end, whatever you're going through He sees it, and He knows it. Whatever happens, it happens for a reason. Don't look back, but move forward, if you're afraid He will give you a little push" though i've not been to church for 4 months or so ? but i will never deny that i am a Christian. I believe in Christ, for what he did in my life, i am forever grateful. And I also thank Him for putting me through those heartbreaks because it made me stronger. just a little longer, i'll break through it. i smile, because this shit happened. it made me see, feel and think of things i haven't really thought of. lastly, i smile because i miss you, not because i love you. i will love those who love me back. what makes me tick ? Him, my beloved fellow friends and lastly, my family. Those are the people whom i can never live without. (: words spilled @ 6:24 PM /
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