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11:45 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010 GUESS WHAT. I WATCHED IP MAN..... TODAY.... AWESOME MOVIEEEEE. Just to update you a little. i found a job. which i'm a little skeptical about it. it's a MLM base thingy. commission base. i wanted to give it a shot but as days went by i dont really feel like it. the feeling of "you shouldn't do this." just keeps getting stronger first of all. it's all youngster, wait MOSTLY. like poly grads. first day i went there, they talked about the products, and meet people, telling me their experiences which to me is kinda useless because i dont really give a shit. honestly. i dont know why but im very honestly lately, not so honest until it can hurt someone lah. anw back to this company, which i will not name. and i checked out the forums they had alot of criticism. to me. i wont believe. unless a really good friend of mine went through it. all talks and from the looks of it, they dont even work there, only been to day 1. day 2, they talked about pay wise. at the beginning they said there was a basic pay of 1.2k after that they said it's all on commission. i was like wtf. nvm it's okay. they talked about how much you can earn from it. like selling one of the big products you get $400 then the more you sell the higher lever you are the more commission you get. so i was like okay. why not just try. and i get to test some of the product, get to see certain experiments which is also kinda useless to me. because if it doesnt benefit me why should i believe in your experiments, so what if your product can do this on a certain something (not on people fiy) it amazed me, but again. how will i know it benefits the people. you show me so many testimonial, newspaper article. to me it's all just.... so?... at the end of the day, if i dont get to use it and see results, why should i do this line. they are trying their best to convince me that the product is good. but sorry i dont really know. im not that naive. day 3 which is today. i went to this meeting. their anthem was a national day song. yah the words are motivating, but to sing it it's kinda weird because it's common sense? -.- saw a motivational video. and heard the speaker talked about how he find venture era a good company, comparing himself with his friend. sorry but i yawned one too many. it was that eh, not to be mean or anything, but im honest -.- it's boring. the video is like common sense -.- and i cant believe i sat through 2 hours of it. and they had this new comer thingy where by they come on stage to introduce themselves. and they asked "so why are you here" everyone went like "oh, i heard the products good" or " i've tried them and i think it really helps" i think im brutally honestly i just went "for the money" giving the duh face. and so after which my product training went on after lunch. and they asked me about my family and relative. which is kinda dumn cause im not even close to them. and how the fuck am i suppose to know their health statues. i tell you ah. after work i wanted to go home and change before going to tiong to catch Ip man, good movie you should catch it. then ah i felt damn stupid can. i walked to the bus top just outside the building. i checked the directory, bus 30e, where's 30? lol. so i walked to enous, walk further down to look for my bus stop cannot find. so i decided to walk back to the bus stop outside the building where i initially started and walked to take 30e. walked to the back of the directory and saw 30. i was OHMYGOD, IM SO DUMB. WASTED 30mins just by walking beyond enous mrt and then back here. waited really long for 30e. decided to take the mrt because i was running late. hehe. anw the last part. they keep insisting me to call my mummy down to have a look. dont have to buy. but you know this sales people, they say wont sell but they will try to convince. yah i havent really seen them in action selling yet lah so i dont know if they'll do the same. because of that i felt really doubtful. like sell to family and relatives first to create awareness. relatives i dont mind. family i do. personally i wont want my mum to buy cause she has to support the family. unless i get my pay then i use my money to buy lah. then say what 18 and below need parental consent then i said im 19. and my mummy's busy. but they keep insisting i should bring my mummy down to have a look at what i am doing. then they gave an example which i find it... wtf. " it's like you gonna marry a man, and you need to let your mummy see him because it concerns your whole life. same thing for this you have to let your mummy know what you are doing here with the company" i seriously wanted to point a middle finger. dude, im not gonna work here for the rest of my life and partners and jobs are 2 different things. -.- i tell you in areas that doesn't consist product training, they will try to convince me and that is when i start to feel that i shouldnt be working here and that's when i start to be defensive. yah. later that night the person im under called me. and asked me to bring my relatives number down. then say dont know who will talk. then i was like. why should i? why cant it be me talking to them ? then she said nono i bring down it'll be you who will be talking, referring to me lah. then i got really reall doubtful. told her that i dont really wanna work in this line. then you know convincing. so i said see how things goes. yah. she said what will teach on the technique of doing those sales on the phone. yah. hrmms. i know my aunt may be supportive and also help me spread the word. this im sure off. i know the product is good and beneficial but the thing is i have not tried it. i rather give a personal experience than to give someone else's testimonial. and i dont like the fact on the convincing part. i dont really know if they do sales like that. but they keep convincing me which made me feel irritated in a way and i dont really wish to do sales whereby you have to convince until the person buys it. for me, even if the person doesn't buy it, i dont really care because i dont like to convince (i will not use force because they say they do not force people to buy) people to buy just so that i get the commission. the decision lies on them, weather or not they want to buy, i dont want to keep convincing them until they buys it. so yah. im really piss of by the convincing part, that's all. they may say, you wont know if the company fall. everyone says it will but you choose to believe and carry on. well in life, not everything will go smoothly. so what if you're earning big bucks. sooner or later companies will do this kind of things as well. competitions rises, maybe even commission will drop. money to me is happiness but it doesn't last very long. you may be richer than others, comparing your incomes. so what? it doesn't concern me. you're happy doing that line, good for you. i dont really give a shit. you earn more than me. so what ? i cant bring my riches to heaven when i die. i dont really need to be rich. as long as i can afford to please myself once in awhile that's good enough. as long i have people i love around me. yah. then again. money i can't say i'm contented with just having good people around me or just a family. because to me, money can buy happiness. why i say that. no money where got happy, families fight about money kinda thing. so yah. to me. having enough money to buy good things, dont need to be branded stuff, for my family able to not worry about money issues, that's good enough for me. i dont need an expensive car to show off my riches. cars are merely a transportation tool. okay even if the company does really keep rising. then good for you. i rather do things i love and enjoy it. i mean what can you love about that job, money only loh. you're doing sales, everyday you have to talk about the same thing over and over again to different customers. pay may be good. but having it as a life time job, that's boring. okay so if you get promoted to be some manager, you'll still be doing the same. good pay. good for you then. im not you, you wanna compare our pay, i dont really give a shit. really. so yah. (: so sorry long post ah. ((: words spilled @ 11:45 PM /
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