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6:20 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2011 i think God thinks that im too smart, therefore He wants me to be more stupid. hahahahha. i don't know why but everytime i hit onto something, my head always kena. ALWAYS. like 99.99% of the time. and it hurts so bad. there was once i kena concussion can, let me tell you my stupid tale. i was in underwater world, and i didn't know that there was a pillar behind me, i got excited after seeing some fishes (ya lah i know lah, so easily excited one, that's why imma happy kid, BOOYA) so i wanted to jump and turn around, bang i hit the pillar, i tell you i had concussion, i really did because i used alot of force when i jump, that was the worst among all the other experience. last Sunday, i went over to alex's chalet, just the two of us, again. ahha but welly came on tuesday, that's not the point, we decided to go escape since we had nothing to doooo, i sat the pirate shit and hit my head, yes again, when the ship was in the air, i decided to relax my neck a little, then when it swings down, guess what i knocked my head against the metal pillar behind. i swear to God i'll become super stupid one day. one day. my week went well. been staying over at alex's chalet for 3 nights? yah yah. watched burlesque , my second time watching, i tell you it's effing good! and the ladies, oh so hot. hahaha. BAM Christina is AWESOME. well nothing much to talk about this weeeeek, school was okay. went out yesterday, watched green hornet, funny, but i wouldn't really say that funny, it was a so so movie. yup. OHOH and i shaved half of my head on friday. i told my ma, she said CNY how? need to wear hat uh? i told her no need lah. after reunion dinner, came home, my mom looked at me and said, where's your shaved head? i turned my head and said "neh" and she went "Chey!" hahahahhaha.  my bro damn cute. my mom opened his wallet and saw no money inside, asked my bro if he spent all his money already (my mom gave us 100 to buy CNY clothes) my bro didnt answer, then his face was like want to smile but forcing himself not to smile. then my mom asked again and he replied in chinese "if i told you you have money you sure take my money!" omg i cannot stop laughing please, i told my bro, GOOD ONE! the other day i was halfway through making a skirt for CNY then i asked my mom "nice?" she said "nice meh?" then i replied "walao where got mother say not nice one!" we both laughed and she said "aiyah okay la okay lah nice lah." lol my mom's awesome. and im falling sick. STILL IMMA HAPPY KID. and in mid feb or somewhere there i'll be offically single for 1 year and counting. OMG i never thought i could be single for one year, because the max is 2months. sweeeee. im happy. i really am. being single means, i don't have to spend money on him, i don't have to spend time on him (which i do not have), i don't have to think about what to do when we meet up, being single feels good. all to yourself. got best friends can liao. (: heheheh. and i realised my taste in man is like errrr. two types of guys im attracted to, first is the smart looking kind, decent looking, has the brain, a little like nerds. NERDS ARE COOL OKAY, to me, i like nerds. hahahha. then the second type is the one that has awesome tattoos and piercing, has that bad boy look, still charming. NOT AH BENGS, i am not into them, turn offs, sadly i attract ah bengs, WTF WHY. im not a ah lian. -.- sobs. and those two types im into, i can never seem to use my charms to charm them over. HAHA, fine i got no charms but whatever. hahah, two types very different hor? im imagining what if you combine two together. EWWW CMI. im thinking of nerdy glasses, hair gelled to the side, buff, tattoos and piercing, wtf, cannot make it, FAIL ONLY. i've been having nightmares. first one, which is the one i dream about most is, my teeth falling out one by one, at first it's still there then my teeth will become very lose, i'll try to make it not fall out, but it just falls. effing scary. which i went on to the internet and found what it means... Symbol of Powerlessness In many dreams of teeth falling out, the dream starts with just one tooth falling out followed by the rest. Dreamers often try to stop the teeth from coming out but to no avail. These dreams may signify a waking life situation that one feels powerless to change or stop. Tooth Loss Dreams as Fear of Change Fear of change is one of the top fears many people have and this fear is reflected in dreams of losing teeth. Given that waking life tooth loss is associated with transition, dreams of tooth loss may symbolize fear of change -- especially involuntary change such as a job loss or a failed relationship. Lost teeth can be symbols of a loss in life representing the fear accompanying the change. Fear of Failure or Embarrassment In waking life, people often cover their mouths when they are missing teeth, usually out of embarrassment. Dreams of losing teeth can mirror the same feelings of embarrassment. They might point to something one has done that one wants to ‘cover up’ for fear of embarrassment if found out. Alternatively, these dreams may indicate that there is something one wants to do but is afraid of doing for fear of the embarrassment of failure. It may be the psyche’s way of saying that there is something one wants to do but fears doing because of the embarrassment if one fails. Poor Health and Financial Instability Accidents and aging are two reasons teeth fall out. Improper nutritional is another. Teeth fall out when one’s health is not being properly looked after. In dream-speak, this may take the form of not being nourished spiritually, mentally, physically or emotionally. Since nourishment is taken in through the mouth, losing teeth may also indicate fear of financial loss – the inability to put food on the table or in one’s mouth. Abandonment When one is abandoned one is involuntarily left behind, powerless to stop or remedy the situation. Feelings of abandonment can be likened to the feelings one experiences in tooth loss dreams. Feelings of abandonment may feel similar to the feeling of the hole left in the mouth in tooth loss dreams. Loose Lips Sink Ships Dreams of tooth loss can have yet another meaning. They may be warnings that one is revealing too much information with the lost teeth standing in for the secrets one is revealing. Alternatively, dreams of lost teeth can symbolize lies or being lied to by another. The most important thing to remember with any dream, tooth loss dreams included, is that they are not prophecies. Dreams are reflections of what is going on in the psyche and are meant as guide posts to help one be more successful in waking life. So despite the bleak meaning most of these interpretations carry, it is important to realize they are meant to help, not hurt. got it from http://www.suite101.com/content/teeth-falling-out-in-dreams-a46402 and my second nightmare is when i struggle to stand up and walk, my legs would feel so heavy, and i'll keep struggling to stand up properly and walk, and i keep falling down, but i never come to a point where i decide to crawl. i just simply want to stand up and walk properly so i keep trying and trying. and my vision would slowly fail me as well. which means.. It may be sign of losing control or symbol of low self confidence. Projecting yourself walking slowly or not able to walk basically means deep down you are not capable of doing something that you are willing to do in reality. That has something to do with your personalities or things happened lately that caused you dream of it and lastly, falling off a building? i think it's a building. if not just free fall. haha. dont remember cause i stopped having dreams that im falling. i would dream that i tried to fly but always fall halfway. sometimes i'll just continue flying. that only happens when i know im dreaming.i feel damn stupid, in my dream, i know im dreaming and i tried fly (because you can't do that in reality, so im like hey im in my dream let's fly, haha) but halfway through i got scared and i landed back on the ground (fuuuuukkkkk), and i'll try again (not satisfied), and i dont know why it has to be night time. damn funny in my dream, i know im dreaming and i want to change the dream, like you know, i wanna travel to rome hahahahaha, or something else, but cannot, then i'll be inside my dream wondering why i can't change my OWN dream. ohgod. ahhahahah. yes and i googled it... Sometimes the dreamer may desperately want to fly but cannot leave the ground. This usually indicates a deep longing for liberation accompanied by a limiting fear. Is there something going on in waking life that you are excited about but fear starting or fear you'll fail if you try? In waking life we are limited--we cannot take to the skies like Superman. Therefore, flying dreams can be symbolic of liberation from limits or 'rising above' a situation. Flying dreamers are usually flying high in the sky--the sky being a symbol of spirituality. So these dreams may symbolize an expansion in spiritual awareness and leave the dreamer with feelings of empowerment, hope, peace, and exhilaration. Dreams that start off with flight but end with crashing to earth usually indicate a loss of control or fear of failure. Ironically, these dreams may also point to a fear of success. If you've become accustomed to a certain way of life--even a bad way of life--leaving it behind can be scary. What's out there? What will I do with all this freedom? I know how to handle the bad stuff but what do I do with success? This leads us to pure falling dreams. Falling is not something we generally chose to do--it is something that happens to us, something over which we have no control. Therefore falling dreams are usually symbolic of severe anxiety, feelings of helplessness, being overwhelmed emotionally, or feelings being pushed beyond one's limits. Falling dreams that occur shortly after sleep are usually a bit more mundane: shifting from an upright to prone position may cause a drop in blood pressure which the dreaming mind then translates into a falling sensation. Flying and falling dreams are like two points on opposite ends of an arc--freedom and liberation on one end; fear and limitation on the other. Look at your waking life and try to identify which end of the spectrum you are on. If you're on the flying end keep on soaring to the stars. If you're on the falling end try to identify what's holding you back--then go chase a star yourself! http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art8844.asp sweet? i got bored and decided to find out. quite interesting words spilled @ 6:20 PM /
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