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always looking on the bright side of life.
4:24 PM
Thursday, March 3, 2011 i feel much better, definitely, thanks adeline for showing me some care and concern (: thank you for all who encouraged me. im fine now. really. i dont like the idea of giving up. not my style. when i see an obstacle, i face it, and charge straight on. BAM! WHACK, AND OUT I COME FEEL STRONGER! AINT NO MOUNTAIN BIG ENOUGH TO HOLD ME DOWN. expect for people who are 2-10 times fatter/bigger size than me. anwwww. TRIUMH COMPETITION!!! submitted my work. OHGOD THANK GOD IT'S OVER. i honestly don't think i can win. comparing my work to others, i feel so downgraded. ): my sewing ain't that good either. ohwelllll. sob sob. you know what's the suckiest part? submission was to be on tusday, i panicked cause i was not done yet, went to school w no illustration board, inspiration board, only my garment. at the end of the day we had to go down to their office and submit it to them. well, on the bright side, we have one more day to complete, on the other side, FCUK, ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT TO TOUCH UP ON MY GARMENT THAT WONT STAND A CHANCE AGAINST OTHERS. and my glues sucks ttm. some of my pearls are falling off. ): also there'll be a voting going on. really? i dont really like the idea of voting, why? first of all it's unfair, see what if A's design is plain, not bad, but she has millions of friends because she's sociable and B's design is really WOW, off the roof kinda work, but she has like 1 friend, okay maybe not 1, how about 1.5? hahahah joke joke you get my drift. if voting plays a hugh part, don't you think it'll be unfair? well if you say voting plays 20% or may 10% then, that's fine. i wanna say BUT!!!!! but i don't know how many percent. in any case, voting will be up on the 7th march, will post on the link. would appreciate much if you can kindly vote for yours truly, me. HAHAHAH joke. would be nice that my likes aint as far as all the others, imagine my "likes" 39, and imma like a happy kid, then i see the others, 1,000,000,000 likes. i'll feel like shit. KNN, i straight away call them ask them to take down my garment. so demoralizing. my back hurts, i need a massage ): this triumph thingy is tiring. ): and still must do vik's sketch book plus 80 design by tuesday, it is just me, or do i feel that the lecturers are a little mean? ohwell. the theme is 125 years of celebrating woman. my concept. Pearls have lasted for more than a century; femininity should also be the same. The wire used represents the strong structure, in olden history, woman was considered people who are only to stay at home and complete household chores, education was not provided for them as they consider woman to be more inferior compared to man. Pearls represents the history of a woman, from century ago, pearl has already been used as accessories and even garment details. I chose to use pearls not only it brings out the femininity of a woman but also the shine of the pearl and it looks very strong, not easily to be broken. That’s how a woman should be, they shine too, not only man, whatever a man can do, woman indeed can as well. The strong outlook appearance represents that woman, despite our feminine appearance, are also strong. The whole ideal is to give the view of how women should portray themselves, some of us many look weak and fragile, but in actual fact we are as strong as a pearl. Some of us may look strong but still give off the feminine feel. The “Stem” in the mirror shows the growth of a woman. The different sizes of pearls represents the different type of woman, by using pearl, it indicates that no matter how different we may be, we are all still a woman, strong as can be and ever shining. The red silk satin fabric is to create the whole feminine look of a woman. Overall it looks feminine, and the structure gives out another feel to it, that we woman are stronger than what people may think. Celebrating 125 years of woman to me means celebrating how we GROW from being nothing in society to a woman who is able to live their dreams, to show the world that we can be strong and at the same time still have our femininity. long hor? but they say don't exceed one A4 size can liao. plus i know the english i used abit wrong ah. like keep repeating myself. oops i was really really tired. ![]() looks kinda simple plain and boring right? DUDE I ONLY SPENT LITTLE AMOUNT TIME DOING IT, cause i was like. SIAN anyhow do liao, damn tired. ![]() Inspiration board. one week tutorial cant even take a break. the next 7weeks is gonna be hellllll. and i realised 1MONTH5DAYS more till i turn 20!!! 20 isn't old. the big 2!! i'll be treated more like an adult than a kid. i think. nah. hahha, 20! im still like a kid. whoop. i should act my age, but being serious is so boring. LOL. i prefer to be 21, means i can go to R21 MOVIES, i can sign a plan, i can go inside casinos! MOST IMPORTANTLY, I DONT HAVE TO LET MY PARENTS SIGN CONSENT FORM FROM THE SCHOOL, pathetic right? shouldn't it be, students under the age of 18 should let their parents sign a consent form if the school organise a class trip? MY SCHOOL IS, student below the age of 21! can you believe it? they don't see us as young adults, we are like primary school kids, what's next they want us to hold our partners hand and line up two by two and walk in a straight line? OH, and also, reasons as to why valerie lin jinjuan life sucks at the moment: 1) triumph made me lose alot of sleep, thus my eyes are a little puffy. 2) I GREW BIGGER, thanks samuel. you motivate me to run everyday (okay that's a good thing) 3) VIK's sketch book and 80 designs are making me panic, bang the wall and die. (i don't know what english is that, but i just felt like saying it.) 4) i'm broke thanks to triumph, i spent nearly 150$, to think that i can win. 5) some bloody faggot gave me a itch of my life. i think it was on monday, i sat on the mrt station stone chair, was going home, then my right thigh started to itch, VERY BADLY, i couldn't stop scratching, unsightly, i know, but you know me, i dont give a shit. wow i went home and still god damn itchy. at night, worse, disrupt my sleep. zzz. i tried scrubbing with soap, put the prickly heat powder and the burno cream. it itch for 3 mother effing days, on and off. now's there's a big lump on my right leg. yesterday i decided to use the soap bar and scrub that area up and down MANY EFFING TIMES, and i applied alot of the burno cream. seems to work! today, not so bad. HOORAY. 6) i dont have the guts to talk to some cute guy. okay maybe not really don't have the guts, just didn't want to have my heart broken again, 3 times in a year isn't a very nice thing you know. it made me think twice of being in a relationship, i should just be a lesbian, why? get together, at the end of the day i'll just tell her "babe, we should go our separate ways, cause there's no future for us, singapore doesn't allow gay marriage." i can imagine two scenario. one is a very stupid and lame and the other is well just the normal way. okay the lame one reply i get it "but honey, we're not gays, we're lesbians" lame right? totally. if she ever say that i'll slap my forehead and go, CHEKACHEKABOO, dammit i think projects are making me go insane. well the normal way of reply is "we can migrate" and you should know how the whole scene will turn out, me constantly trying to shoo her away, but she constantly trying to hold on to us. things will turn ugly. you know, if you want to create a drama out in public, piss a girl off. thank goodness im not 100% girly. reasons as to why certain things made happy : 1) mum bought ice cream!! wait iscream!! hahahah that's what she texted me. 2) ice cream makes me happy 3) i played w my dad's baby lobster and tortoise, to de stress myself. HAHAHHA i used a chopstick to get it out of the plastic tank because there were alot of baby lobsters plus i didnt wanna get keup by one. i asked my dad before i played w it okay. ahhahah. i literally went "pa, the lobster keup pain anot? i play w it ah?" and he said okay. so i grabbed one, unlucky basturd, and opened my mouth and took a picture. it struggled when my mouth was closed and stayed still when my mouth was opened. hahahaha. the tortoise even cuter, crawl until the edge of my palm and jumped, i got a little shock, didnt know they could jump! lol. of cause i manage to grab hold of it before it hits the ground. lol. anw my dad bought it to release it, some Buddhist thingy. i was thinking of their fate, so small, sure release liao all the big fish eat them up. ke lian, their life just ends like that. HAHAHHA 4) i bought myself a new pair of glasses!! ![]() if you're wondering why i didnt get some cool in style specs, like those black or white thick frame, well, i wanted to get a spec that makes me look smart. HEHEHHE. really!! but leah said i look the same ): well maybe what she meant was, i look the same, with or without the spec i look smart. LOL. and im addicted to that chocolate (: grow fat and die early. booo. 5) sleeping make me happy. lol 6) stalking some cute guys profile makes me happy. I STALK OTHER PEOPLE TOO. lol. im no stalker, i just see see only. 7) i bought clothes from k gmarket, waiting only. 8) i don't remember already, but im always thinking of the bright side of life. (: yah think that's all. oh and one more thing before i end. why guys in a relationship should have a female best friend. OBVIOUSLY TO MAKE THE GIRLFRIEND JEALOUS, no no joke only ah, please don't smack my face. because the female best friend will always think of her buddy's relationship and think of ways how he can surprise her, girls what they should know what they want from a guy, unless she basturd dont wanna help her buddy loh. dont you think that's a good idea? unless your gf is those kind everything also get jealous one then sad for you loh. YAHYAHLAHLAH need to face my projects! should make those "jia you" banner and tie around my forehead, and put a mirror in front of me, if not cannot see, the banner serve what purpose sia. words spilled @ 4:24 PM /
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