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single hood FTW
12:03 PM
Saturday, March 5, 2011         Pictures are from weheartit.com thanks leah for introducing this site, i really love some of their pictures i have to keep telling myself, why single hood is still the best 1) you have your own freedom 2) you can do what you want 3) you don't have to text the same person everyday. 4) you're happy every single day 5) you don't have to worry about having your heart broken 6) you don't have to get mad when someone promises you something but in the end don't do it, because the person is not like your lover. 7) you don't expect anything 8) you can jokingly say "i love you" to people. 9) you can hug people (not like i like you hug lah, just a hug, sorry im a hugger, i love to hug) 10) you don't have to spend money on him 11) you don't get disappointments. 12) you can go round looking at cute and handsome guy and go "omg did you just saw that guy, he is so cuteeee" to your girlfriends. not that you're interested in him, you just find him cute. 13) im only 20, for me to find a guy is easy. why? because i know what to say and what to do for a guy. 14) im so busy with school and friends. 15) no restrictions. 16) more money for myself. just like what a friend of mine posted - money doesn't bring happiness, it brings crazy ass happiness. hehehehhehe. money makes the world go round. not to say that being in a relationship sucks. i know how it feels and trust me, single hood is way better. okay fine, sometimes i secretly yearn to have a boy, buttttttttt, nahhhh. my heart is still too afraid to love. awww. i'll only love someone who shows me he's worth my everything, and he's unlike the others. and there are reasons as to why i don't want to love. okay fine, i sort of tried talking to someone, however it turned out like crap. and the whole conversation was so fucking lame, thanks to the ideas of SOME people. HAHAHHAH, omg laughing when i read the whole conversation again can't believe i sent that, any-o-how, his reply was obviously "please fuck off". the only reason why i sent was because everyone encouraged me too. GUESS WHAT THE MOTHER FUCK I SENT "hi (: saw your profile picture at the side bar, it says to reconnect w you. how's your day?" dude, i don't understand why i let naz talk me into typing that. maybe too much blood rushing to my head, ps i was blushing, for a very long time. his reply was just telling me how he battled to stay awake but always failed. then came my intuition. his kindly telling me to fuck off. but you know you just want to talk a little to confirm that theory. so i tried talking, i asked two questions he only answered one. his replies was one basically one sentence. i read between the lines, and it is very very fucking obvious he is saying fuck off. it would be nice if he had ask how was my day, out of courtesy. okay then i don't know why i followed kim's advice and all the other idiots who encouraged me to continue talking even though he didn't reply to my "lol. okay. hmm" kim was saying some guys are really dumb, she had to talk to wc everyday, he's is like wc. and i kept telling her, maybe, but my gut feeling is telling me since the beginning he is not interested. and another idiot asks me to follow my heart, hahahahaha, i went like my heart says it's not worth it, my intuition says don't do it. NOW WHY DIDN'T I JUST FOLLOW WHAT MY INTUITION SAYS. WHY!! so i asked how was his day again, thanks to idiots who asked me to. hours later i felt like a fucking despo. and i panicked. and spammed some asses phone to tell that guy to not read the message and just delete everything. and it took forever for him to reply me, i couldn't wait so i just send him a message, i was being honest, i told him how lame the start was, and how a fucking despo image i portrayed at the end. it's just not me. and also asked him to delete everything. i didn't even bother to say "let's restart" because it's really not worth me spending energy trying to get someone to like me. nah i won't regret it, better ones are to come. (: all he says is "no worries, everything erased" i wanted to send "_I_" it's like i really made an effort okay, it took me alot of courage to just send one bloody cocked up message and this is what i get. i'm not those type of girl who will just sit there and try to talk to him, because that's just not me, i'll just play it cool and walk away, if i can't have you, then that's just to bad for me, i won't cling on to you and beg you to show some interest in me. people should learn to walk away from situations that does not welcome them, why be dishearten? just tell yourself better ones are to come. oh and i just send in a ":)" was i pissed off? yes i was, i mean can't you be more nice? but i didn't want to look like some immature brat who doesn't think before she acts. so it's nicer to put a smiley face even though i didn't want to. let's just face it, imma nice person. HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHA. and which reminds me, i told donovan about it, idk why, maybe cause he never fails to make me laugh. all he text was "HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH. that's fucking lame! and darn funny" which in turned made me laugh and thought how fucking lame it was too. i asked him how, he told me to dig a hole and put my head in it. lol. aiyah, i know some people find it too embarrassing to post it on the blog for public's view. but i got over it and thought the whole incident was funny, so i decided to share! SPREAD SOME HUMOR. just laugh at my face if you have to, because i'll just laugh along with you, unless if im having a bad day. i'll just roll my eyes at you and give you the "are you serious" face. hehehhehehe. it's good to be me, i can never be sad for too long cause imma always looking on the bright side of life. (: wait was thinking if he could read between the line of my smiley face, that it's really not a smiley face, maybe i should have just put (_I_: to make it obvious. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. joke only ah. only remember the good stuff. and valerie does not hold grudges, man i don't feel like a girl, cause girls normally hold grudges, right? We live in a world built on promises constructed by liars. from http://wordalogy.tumblr.com/ true to a certain extend. and if you're feeling shitty like me, read fmylife.com love entries, it made me feel better. HAHAHAHHA. laughing at others misfortune. words spilled @ 12:03 PM /
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