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Wednesday, March 23, 2011     hello world of stress, hello dear projects that is suffocating me, hello my sweet little datelines that are coming up, hello my charming quizzes that i'll face upon the week after and the next, hello to the many things i need to memorise in my workplace, most of all, I WELCOME YOU, MY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS THAT IS COMING UPON ME AS WE SPEAK. ZOOOOOM. i shall make it out alive and in one piece. OMGGGGGGG. i'm writing down all the things i need to do before week 14 (submission week) and guess what it's week muther effing 10. -.- one month what still got time, dey one month still not enough kthxbye. pattern drafting, i okay with it, leah hates it, i used to hate it, but once you get the hang of it you'll be A OKAY! which reminds me, i have a drafting test on monday. FML. which means on top of redrafting my final outfit and to draw out the final pattern, i have to draft out two other outfit because i was absent on those two days. oh life is great *roll eyes*, i have a ppt presentation which leah and i are to present on the week after next (monday) zzz. Tuesday, fashion designing, the most tedious module of ALL MODULES, HALLELUJAH. i have to do 20 collages (it's basically putting images on your theme onto your model to form an outfit) and i have to redo all the finished of my 80, wait 60 designs, im too lazy to do another 20, and also i have to add design but still make it urban casual. something you can't get outside or everywhere else, but still urban casual. you know what i hate most about this module, it's the damn 80 designs, why? because everything has to be wearable, unique, it cannot be a designer wear kinda thing. you ask me do 30 still okay, but 80? in a short period. please rent a gun and one bullet and pull the trigger, please aim for my head, instant kill. you aim elsewhere and if i ended up in the hospital still alive, i'll shoot you back. zzz. and and CHILDREN'S WEAR! research, market research, colours, fabric, 80 designs and design development. i ask you how to finish, you think i those zai kids ah, no life, everyday go home do projects -.- plus mock up of shirt and pants, AND THE FINAL OUTFIT. there's this girl who did 3 mock ups, im like WTF, you serious? i haven't even started on my mock up -.- it's not the end of my miserable life, have to complete the weaving (which i will do so on thursday), do presentation boards for computerized class, design a skirt through some software, which i totally blurred out, but somehow i know i'll make it through it because i'll just play around with the system and somehow found the damn thing which i need to use. and yah that's it, i'm okay with everything i know i can finish, it's the children's wear that im more concern, it may look like wow, that's not alot, it ain't, trust me. research alot takes up alot of time. and the design development. 1 month is not enough. BIRTHDAY, BYEBYE! can't celebrate this year? well i've already planned out my schedule (i realised im a person who plans out things, i can't do without a plan because i'll forget, well not for outings, more for projects, i like to plan my time.) im a messy yet somewhat organized person, contradicting right? hahhahaha, messy yes, i just dump my things everywhere, but when i have the time, i'll pack up the whole house WITHOUT THE HELP OF MY BROTHERS! zzzz. and time to TALK not complain about my workplace. HELLO MY BRAIN ISN'T LIKE SUPEEERRRR okay, i need time to absorb and learn. it's only my 5th day, don't expect me to know everything. wah i cannot take it when they say "you're studying now so you should be smarter, thus learn faster" im a learner, i love to learn new things, but have it ever occur to your mind that i have projects i need to attain to? dont expect me to take out the menu and start studying it because i don't have the time. the only time i can learn is when im working. which is every tuesday, thursday and friday, 6pm to 1030pm. i will learn, provided i have the time. i forget, because im human, not a computer. have you seen how many bloody pages are there in your menu? 25. and it's not like one set meal is to one page. -.- on top of that there is a buffet menu, WOW how awesome. okay fine so they say they dont want me to learn the menu first, learn the basic, yeah sure, okay, but still I DO FORGET. esp writing of orders, im used to writing in my own ways, give me some time to do it. and also, it's like i want to do something, but they're so afraid i might do it wrongly and thus just take what im doing and do it, the only thing they aint worried about is when i refill green tea ----> you see this face -.-""""""""" yah one of the days i kena from the manager loh, im so used to saying boss, which i heard he didn't like, so yah the MANAGER, he said like dont just stand there do your work, im not paying you to do nothing. im like, you blind of something, what's there for me to do when all of them all doing what im suppose to do. of cause i abit bu shuang, but heck loh, if im the boss i'll say the same thing. oh and i heard the restaurant got spy camera, see if you got slack anot. wtf? IT'S OKAY, im only working for 5 months, 12 days a month. DOTS, i tell you yesterday i was really damn tired, my bag was full, im carrying about handbag which has my laptop (heavy piece of metal) and my sketchbook which weighs 10000000000kg. plus i had school since 9am, 12noon end class, 1plus started sewing until 5pm and then went down to see leah do the weaving (slacking only) 530pm go to work, not tiring meh? i was slow yesterday because my brain just wanna sleep. you what is sleep? sleep means my head against the pillow, i close my eyes and start dreaming of people i wanna murder. that is call sleep, uh huh, this my shit, all the girls who wanna be like this (is that how the song goes? idk) then yesterday kena again, i really wanna punch someone's face, when you take out a dish from the kitchen you have to strike off the dish on the order form, so i was looking for the dish, and i strike out one only, which suppose to be two for two different orders, then the new guy took the dishes out, wasnt me, and served, to one table, when it was suppose to be for two different tables, in the end the person who worked there like forever (3years) said it's one for the counter, the new guy said it wasn't on the order form, then the person who worked like forever asked me to go to the kitchen and pointed out that there was, i kena. at that point i really wanna punch her face. nvm i wont be seeing her anymore, she's leaving. i tried to be friendly with her cause she didn't talk to me, she gave me the wth face. so be it, go fuck yourself. i can be nice, only to who i wanna be, push me over my tolerance limit, and i'll show you what's one hell of a scolding/ lecture. don't know why i always kena scolding for nothing, what do i do? just diam diam loh, i give you scold, it's not that im timid or scared of them, i just don't want to cause any commotion, it's not worth being angry over imbeciles. unless it'a a big matter then yes. if not just say okay okay okay loh. zzz. nvm REN only. 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