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HELLOOOO LONG HOLIDAYYYYY
12:15 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2011 shiok bo, holiday until aug 1. HAHHAHAHAHA...... so happy yesterday. so happy now. and i'll still be happy after. hahahahahah. i've been discipline-ing myself like fuckkk only. because if you know valerie, i'm the type who follows my emotions, when i should be following my head... BUT this time round, i manage to convince my heart to DO PROJECTS! as much as i don't feel like doing, not because i'm lazy but because i just don't want to do it right now, i have to. so i kept telling myself, i have to do it if not i won't have the time to complete it. basically everyday for 1month+++++ i don't rememeber how long it was, all i know is it was damn long. long before my birthday also, the only break i took was on my birthday. where i really let myself have a nice break. everyday go home do projects, days where i didn't have school the next day, i stayed up till 3am to 4am just to complete as much as i could. okay not every week. fine it's just two weeks before submission. but i manage to finish it the day before assessment, 9.30pm. suppose to sleep at 10, but my body clock was so used to sleeping at 3, 4am, i couldn't sleep until 2plus 3. -.- the next day i was feeling tired plus i had work later -.- assessment went okay except my customer profile, i had alot of typo errors, and they just had to make a big fuss over it -.- my mistake for not reading it through before printing it out. but hello, this is not an english module? if i remember correctly, im taking fashion design not english courses. -.- omg. at least they said they see my effort in it. cb they don't see my effort i'll show them my fist. i did everything until swee swee some more.  i even went to computerized the pattern making information sheet. just to make everything neat and presentable.  my children's wear. i love the ribbon ^^ bought it at spotlight. ^^  the thickness of my children's wear. i remember vik showed us an example of a students children's book about the same thickness as mine, and i remembered saying this "walan eh, so thick and he expects us to complete everything in less than 3 weeks? he fucking siao bo? this person also another siao kia please, no friends, everyday go home do project only, cb i cannot one" hahahahah what happened in the end? EVERYDAY GO HOME DO PROJECTS LOH! when people asked my out i'll always say not free. moreover im working 3 times a week. hui mian says im some superwoman. lol like what i said to leah, wo shi chao ji ren, and she'll always correct me, it's chao ren, what chao ji ren. ahhahaha.  inside. i love the feather bonding, damn pretty hor??? (((::::::: shall do some handmade bag, wallets out of this idea and sell. good idea? and the pockets, i wanted to do cute stitches but eliza (my sewing teacher) said i couldn't use the machine if there's no teacher around. ): so i had to print on transparency.  my mens wear sketch book. cool no? i used my old belt. initially i wanted to head down to far east to get a cheap belt. but i was like i don't wanna go town just to buy a belt. i have my projects to do. and im super lazy. so i was on my bed thinking HOW!!!! and suddenly a thought came through my head. why dont i just use my old belt that i never use anymore. TADA. YAY NO NEED GO TOWN. hahahahaha.  cool right, my back ground is black with a little smoky gray, and i even burnt the top and the bottom my the pages. overall i did alot for this term's menswear and childrens wear. i even put illustration and fabrics for my design development. so hardworking neh, cannot take it. that is why im so mother effing happy when assessment was OVER. hahah the only problem i had was my market research, which i should have just flip through fast. and customer profile. the colour of my illustration -.- like seriously?  eg the white areas, wrongly placed, they liked my illustration, however they thought the white parts was unnecessary. oh you should tell that to gary then, he's the one that thought us to leave a few black spots to make it look 3D. hohohohoho. or maybe i just placed it on the wrong areas. oh well. don't give a shit. my technical flat the pants stitches abit wrong. what else? my garment...  my harley davidson design. okay fine it's vik's design. again. lol. i wanted to do a biker vest. but he said it'll be too hard and drew a design of his own.. and went... why can't you draw like this,, then add here,,, okay you edit from here.. im like what.. okay just go with your loh. hahahah. and he nagged at me saying that he told me not to use this fabric but i die die wanna use. i told him. no i didn't even show you my fabric. he said yes i did. in my head i was like FINE i let you say, okay loh, you win loh, after this 3 months holiday i don't argue with you, you king lah hor everything you say is right. hahahhahaa. my image fit harley davidson hor??!!!! hahaha. each person was only given 10mins to present but i think i took 15mins. cause by the end of 10mins i didnt even open my children's wear project. i just ended my mens wear, i thought i could leave, but they said they wanted to see my childrens wear sketch book. and only two things they complain, the image taken off the web is copy righted, i cannot do prints on web images, im like okay okay. and my illustration colour. that's it. i should get at least a C or a B, if i get a D, i will seriously rent a car and bang vik down. HAHAHA, imagine vik dies tomorrow (touch wood) i'll be the first suspect sia. hahahha. aiyah vik may nag alot but i think he knows alot, therefore we learn alot. i don't mind him teaching year 3 loh, cause i prefer the teacher to nag at me, so that i learn. im more in the serious mood to do things right. i mean when the teacher is nice, they tell you nicely, im not in the mood to do their things seriously, i'll just be llike, okay loh if abit wrong,,, nevermind lah.. just submit. when the teacher's harsh, i'll be more serious in my work, i want to make everything neat and nice. don't know lah. who cares i got 3 months of holiday!! okay assessment, once you're done presenting, you can leave, but yesterday debra wanted to speak to us so we had to stay until everyone has finished. damn sian. know what she said to us? pick 5 topics for year 3, do research and show it to her. that's all. im like wtf??!!!!! give me a gun so that i can shoot her down. eh, have you ever met someone who thinks that they are high and mighty and you're just a piece a shit? i've never until i started working. one incident made me real mad. 3 customer, one of them gestured at his sake glass while talking to his other two friends. i didn't know what he wants, so i asked "sorry?" he didn't look at me and say a word he just continue talking to his two friends. i gave a puzzled face and just stood there, until one of his friends pointed at the sake bottle. and then i get what he wanted. he wanted me to pour sake into his glass. my face from (: to _I_-.-_I_ . i poured i didn't make a big fuss over it. i just walked away and complain to my friend. seriously? and he didn't even look at me to say thank you he just continue talking to his friends. im like wtf? you think you some mother fucking emperor ah, and im your servant ah. i know it's my duty to pour sake/beer if i see the cup is empty. but what's with that fucked up attitude. cb buy the cheapest sake only, you damn high and mighty why don't just buy the most expensive one lah. what you liked that among all the other sake ah? it thought more expensive the sake the better it taste? so what you like cheap stuff ah? KNN. CUM LAN PLEASE. you gesture one more time i will go to the stupid mode.. what? you want me smash the sake bottle in your face ah? okay. *SMASH* the mother fucking sake is some more poured in a small bottle so that they can pour easily and it's less than one arm length away from him. CB SIA. i think i will really punch his face if i cannot ren. CB SIA. it's not like i don't know this kind of person exist, i know. but won't you get angry as well? knn sia. i know im a nice person, but ah you step on my tail i make sure i'll punch your mother fucking face. test me. though you have to really do something that makes me boiling mad cause i have a very high tolerance. but im pretty sure i'll show you my fist if i cannot control myself. i know that once i lose control i won't think of the consequences. regret? maybe a little, but i'll get over it. tsk. may your body be ripped apart and your soul burn in hell, for all of eternity. OKAY, HOLIDAY!!! hahahaha. i only show kindness to those i know doesn't look at my kindness as though it's a natural thing everyone should do for them. and they don't appreciate it at all. i know who you are, the only reason i show kindness to those who doesn't appreciate me is because that's just who i am, but just wait a little longer, i'll be sick and tired of you and i won't show anymore kindness because i lost the interest in giving it to you. words spilled @ 12:15 PM /
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