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8:26 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2011  complains, that's all i normally do don't I? hahahaha. well, i must say, yes it's really about doing your best, presenting your best and keeping everything neat and tidy that makes the business run so smoothly. it does give the people feeling good about the place, but i wouldn't really say the same to the people who are working for them. like you say, it's only natural for humans to forget, therefore you have to follow the procedure step by step and not jumping a step. it's my fault for forgetting, but isn't only natural for humans to might have slip one or two steps? i don't really give a shit if my boss reads this. which i think they might have. oh who cares. if i'm unhappy i say it. or even better i show it. example, my boss scolds me, when i know i'm wrong just that i simply forget, my body language shows it. i would show them the, can you just shut the hell up body action. and i kinda guess they understand. no need for words to argue and get enrage over, just simply show them my body language and they will stop after awhile. but not to be utterly rude, i'll just say "okay" well. i doubt i'll be working in a retail store. change of plans, i wanna work for a big ass rich company and slowly, if i can speed things up that'll be great, work my way up. maybe in future i'll open a small shop down in orchard. i don't really know, but i'm guessing if i want to make big $$ i probably won't be working in Singapore. why earn just 1.5k? i'm aiming for a 5 digit monthly pay. super! excited much. just thought of my internship, which kills the mood because i'm only able to end it on the 1st of JULY! OHGOD THAT IS DAMN LONG!!!! cause i need to remodule. and one so happen to be in between my internship. )))::: i don't wanna remodule. but bo bian. knn. i'm waiting for the day that i'm rich. which will come. and with what i am able bring a light of hope to those in need. which i forgot, as well. oops. if you ask me why do you need so much money for, as long as you live a happy life that's it. but to me, happiness is seeing that big smile on someone else's face when i've done something for them. and i'm not just talking about my friends, but also to people. i guess that's how i want my life to be. i found my purpose, and i will live to it. i don't want to really wanna type down how i feel because i don't want people to think of me as some "act kind" person or trying to make myself sound like a good person. only time will reveal. and i do hope before i die, i'm able to bring a little happiness to as many people as possible. and of cause to myself. TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD!!!!! WOOOO. looking forward to that. WHAT IM LOOKING FORWARD IS ALSO, bracesssssssss. i know im saying it alot of time since i was in sec 4? HAHHAHAH. but this time round i die die die die die die wanna put, end of july? internship money plus part time jobbbbb!!!! with the pay coming in, i'll be rushing down to the dentist to get them on before i spend it on SHOPPING. hahahahahah. uh oh. so hard to save money. but i'm trying my best. (: haha, everyone who has read my fortune said my life will be great, and i'll be rich, ain't that awesome? i know. hahahahahahhah! it's not you why should you care right? hahahahahhaha. what else? they also said that i can save money but also im a spender. which i kinda think it's true. i'll save save save then SPEND IT ALLLLL!!! if not money earn for what? you die also cannot bring money with you. one life, LIVE IT! and also I KNOW HOW TO LIVE LIFE! hen hui xiang shou ren sheng. well to me, it's really all about hardwork and spending all that hard earn money because I deserve it!! keep money for what? no money then earn loh!!! hahahha, if i've been fired and no money? find job loh. when there's a will there's a way. i won't leave any money for my kids in future. im only planning to have 2. the lesser the better, but not 1. more money for myself. HAHAHHAH. i mean it's true, education, clothes, food etc. money goes to children, HOW TO ENJOY YOUR OWN LIFE! it's your life not your children's. i'll only leave them the house. one reason being, i want them to learn to value money, and know that money is not easy to come. what you've earn is what you deserve to spend. okay lah also im selfish lah. ahhaha. but really it's all of good intentions, unless they have a life and death emergency then of cause i'll help them. but i really don't want them to grow up showing off that they are rich (when it's the parents that are earning money) and they can get what they want without putting in hard work. because it's really hardwork and determination that will take you far. hehe, oh oh, you curious about my love life???? it's not bad. with a noddings. hahaha. like he was saying not bad and nodding his head. but overall my life will be awesome. that's for sure. i'll make it happen. hmmm. i so wanna shop you know. sian much? and do an industrial piercing, and rook piercing. cool look no? i like. AND GET A TAN! im so fairrrrrr, and after tanning i become fair very fast. WALAN EH. no happy. i wanna keep a cat. meow. have you ever been afraid to love? love is an emotion that is so hard to control. sometimes you want to say no, but somehow you just say yes. like you know that if you continue, it's wasting of time because you don't think you'll marry him, but in that moment because of love you said yes. but that'll cause more pain in future, won't it? people don't change so easily. and i don't believe it when someone says he/she will change for her just to get them back. okay maybe let your expectations a little loose, but you won't change completely. unless it's like years. well i'm just waiting to see what will happen. of cause i wish them both the best. but one just don't see a future with the other. so why carry on? you love him/her, but do you realise you're gonna hurt that person more in future? i hope your thoughts change a little. only reason why i don't encourage them is because of that, however i do believe that they can be together if both of them are willingly to try together, if one of them don't (which is why i keep insisting them not to be together) just split up. but they seem to be doing fine. my words may be harsh but it has its meaning. love is beautiful. but i don't think i have the right to love, because i'll only be destroying it. i want to love, but i don't want to hurt the other party. i have my expectations. you may say then don't expect. you don't understand. it's not that simple, simply just to tell myself don't expect. i've been trying to tell myself every single time not to expect but my emotions can't be control. it's very very very hard. that's what i meant by my heart and head thinks very very differently. i still have yet to control my emotions. ): sad face. which is why i'm afraid of going into a relationship. i'm afraid of hurting him with my expectations. when when i don't get what i want, i get angry and start an argument over it. it's something i need to learn. no expectations. but i really don't know how. and other thing is i can't love someone for more than a year plus. which i really hate most about myself. ohwell. life will be awesome. YES. so many personal stuff. because my life is boring. internship and part time job. nothing interesting happened, YET. words spilled @ 8:26 PM /
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