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where does your passion lies?
12:03 PM
Saturday, May 7, 2011       reasons as to why i don't want monday to come so soon: 1) internship, $4/hour zzzz, i rather look for a part time office job for 2months. 2) kickboxing, 10 session every tuesday 7pm to time unknown 3) work 3 times a week 6pm to 1030pm 4) the only day i can really take a break from is on sunday 5) i need to find days where i don't have anything on after intern and jog my fats away. AHH GAINING WEIGHT, not funny. yah i couldn't sleep last night because i'm wondering about life. like some people do jobs that doesn't involve alot of risk. example, an office job, start a family, buy a nice house, have a family car, go on holidays. or be a banker, i heard bankers earn alot lohhh. seesh, i also want money! money's my best friend. hahaha. they say diamond is a girl's best friend, honestly, i don't like diamond, not say don't like but not very interested. weird i know. and it makes me wonder, do they do it because they are interested in it and have a dream to be a wealthy banker? or aims to be a boss of a company? or they're doing just for the sake for having a good life? in terms of money. not their passion. are they really happy in what their doing? or are they just afraid to take a big risk? and in turn, it made me remember something important. when i decided to be a fashion designer when i was 17, i never gave a thought to whether it was just an sudden interest that won't last. because im the type of person that will take interest in something and loss it fast. my impulsive interest and excitement made me not think of that issue, is it what i really want to be or was it just an interest that will last for a short while? i thought it was all about just designing of clothes and sewing the garment out. i didn't know about pattern drafting or all the other shit. when i started off at year 1, i didn't really liked any modules, which includes fashion design module, why? because not only do you need to do 40 designs, you still need to do colour, fabric, trend and theme research. i didn't attend classes, my grades wasn't that great, i even failed a few modules. however i'm the type who doesn't give up halfway. which i wanted to, but my character was what that kept me going. then i decided to work harder for the sake of my grades to be better, i did enjoy it. the effort i put in and the results i got, i was satisfied. until yesterday i realised it wasn't the passion to be a fashion designer that kept me going, it was just my character. i have forgotten, it's my dream to be a fashion design. how could i have forgotten. instead of telling myself i don't want to fail any modules, i should be telling myself, isn't my dream to be a fashion designer. don't forget. don't lose that interest. even for someone who loses interest very fast can find that one thing that cultivates your interest for a lifetime. and fashion will be that one thing. i've decided on this path, i shouldn't stray away. instead i should cultivate this interest. and i started to cry, because i forgot that one dream that i was aiming for, i wasn't aiming at my dream, i was aiming for better grades. i've taken a big risk in doing fashion, because it's my passion, and passion is what brings people to do their best. if you don't love your job you won't perform well, in turn you'll progress slower. how long can you last? maybe it's money that makes you want to keep doing, wouldn't you slowly start to dislike your job then? then again with no money problems arise. right? aiyah you watch channel 8 dramas you know what i mean liao! if you don't have a passion start finding, you're never too young to have a dream. and that dream is what keeps you going, wanting to give your best and also gives you a great satisfaction when you achieve great results. if you don't know what to do, start from your interest in certain subject. eg, science, biomedical? nanotech? or POA, banking and finance? or whichever subject you love. if you don't love something you won't give your best. what's life then? if it doesn't bring you happiness on most days. what's life then when you're not doing something you take interest in? once you die, you can't live again, what if there's no such thing as heaven and hell and your soul just goes into darkness like you've gone for eternal sleep. why don't you just die now then? it saves you the hatred, saves you from the hardship you have to go through. if you don't want to die, why don't you just live your dream? some people may achieve awesome grades but might not do the jobs related. if there's no goals in life, you won't know what you're suppose to do, and you'll be doing things which you find interesting but never really give a thought to whether or not you'll be doing this a lifetime. it's really the passion and future that makes you want to give your best. you don't know what's install for you. as long as you give your best, results will be there. i'm afraid yet excited to see what the future holds, but im sure God will lead me when i'm in trouble. (: hmmm. don't know my mind wondered for 1hour plus -.- that's why i couldn't sleep last night!! haha so where does your passion lies? be it banking, office, designing, lab work, everyone has different interest. what's yours? and if you have, never forget that dream because it what's drives you to give your utter most best. words spilled @ 12:03 PM /
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